WE ARE NATURAL CREATORS


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(MY CAPS ARE NOT ‘YELLING’ – THEY ARE INDICATING MY LOVE AND ENTHUSIASM FOR LIFE, ONLY. PLEASE DO NOT MISUNDERSTAND THEM)

I FEEL THE FEAR BEING PROJECTED BY THE SYSTEM AND ACCEPTED BY MANKIND IS BECAUSE THE SYSTEM LITERALLY SUCKS THE LIFE-FORCE OUT OF PEOPLE SO THEY WITHER AND DIE. THEIR LIVES ARE LACKING LIFE AND THEREFORE ARE LIMITED RESULTING IN DEATH. THIS IS REFLECTED OUT ONTO OUR REALITY IN ALL THE DIFFERENT WAYS THE SYSTEM ‘OPERATES’ AND IS A VISCOUS CYCLE. IT IS AN EVIL AND EXTREMELY SINISTER PLAGUE IN THE FORM OF AN IDEA/AGENDA THAT WE ARE LEAD TO BELIEVE IN, WE ARE BEING THE LIE.

WE ARE CREATORS AND WE ARE CREATING THE SYSTEM OURSELVES BY ACTING OUT THEIR STORIES. PLEASE THINK ABOUT THIS… THE SYSTEM ‘FEEDS US’ ALL THESE HIS-STORIES AND ‘LAWS’, POLICIES, EDUCATION, RE-LEGION, GOVERN-MEN-T AND WE ‘TAKE IT’ AND IMPLEMENT IT INTO OUR LIVES AND BEGIN CREATING IT. WE NEED TO STOP, THEY ARE NOT THE AUTHORS OF YOUR LIFE, YOU ARE – IT’S YOUR LIFE AND YOU CAN DO WHAT YOU WILL, YOU ARE UNLIMITED LOVE AND THIS HOLDS EVERY POTENTIAL AND POSSIBILITY SO WHY CONTINUE HOLDING YOURSELVES BACK. WE NEED TO START REJECTING THEIR ‘OFFERS’, STOP ‘TAKING THEM ON’ AND GIVE BACK THEIR NONSENSE, IT’S THEIRS LET THEM OWN IT.

WE MUST REJECT, DEFLECT AND REFLECT BECAUSE WHEN WE DO, WE ‘BE THE CAUSE’ OF THE LOVE FORCE GROWTH THROUGH SELF EMPOWERMENT USING NATURAL LAW. TRUTH AND REAL KNOWLEDGE SHOW UP IN OUR LIVES THROUGH BEAUTY FILLED SYNCRONICITIES AND LIFE BECOMES AWESOME! LOVE IS THE TRUTH THAT IS IN ALL LIVING THINGS AND IT RESONATES WITHIN EACH ONE OF US. EVERYTHING WE COULD POSSIBLY WANT OR NEED IS AVAILABLE THROUGH OUR NATURAL WAYS. WE DO NOT EVEN HAVE TO DIE IF WE DON’T WANT, IT IS LITERALLY UP TO US! IF THE SYSTEM WASN’T SUCKING THE LIFE-FORCE OUT OF YOU HOW LONG WOULD YOU WANT TO LIVE, IT’S YOUR FREE WILL TO DECIDE AND TO CHOOSE HOW YOU WANT TO LIVE.

THE SYSTEM IS OVER AND WHAT WE ARE WITNESSING IS THE DYING FLAILS OF THE BEAST, IT WILL NOT GO DOWN WITHOUT A FIGHT. IT HAS BROKEN THE GOLDEN RULE OF NATURAL LAW OF ‘DO NO HARM‘ AND NATURES LAW IS TAKING CARE OF IT ITSELF. THE SYSTEM HAS CAUSED SO MUCH HARM IN THE CREATIONS OF THE LIVING AND IT’S TIME IS UP, THERE IS MUCH MORAL ACCOUNTING TO BE DONE. IT IS UP TO US ALL TO HOLD THE MEN AND WOMEN WHO ‘FED’ US THESE LIES ACCOUNTABLE TO NATURAL LAW. THIS IS ONE OF OUR RESPONSE ABILITIES, THE SYSTEM PEDDLES THE LIE THAT IS RESPONS-IBILITY BECAUSE THAT MAKES US RESPONSIBLE TO THEM RATHER THAN BEING RESPONSE ABLE IN OUR LIVES. WHAT YOU DO NOT KNOW IS ABSOLUTELY KILLING YOU!

THIS IS WHY ALL OF CREATION IS BEING RAPED, POLLUTED, POISONED AND PILLAGED… IF ‘ENOUGH’ LIFE-FORCE CAN BE TAKEN FROM ALL THE LIFE ON EARTH THEN THE SYSTEM THINKS IT HAS A ‘FIGHTING CHANCE’. WE CANNOT ALLOW THIS TO HAPPEN AND WE CAN CHANGE IT FAST, WHEN THE LOVE RESONANCE BUILDS IT TAKES DOWN THE FEAR WHICH MEANS IT IS DOING TWICE THE WORK IN HALF THE TIME. THIS IS HOW WE REALLY CAN DO THINGS IN OUR LIVES AND THEN LITTLE ‘WORK’ HAS TO BE DONE.

IF WE WANT SOMETHING BETTER THEN WE NEED TO START CREATING THE LIFE WE WANT. WE MUST START CARING FOR OUR LIVES, LOVING OURSELVES AND GIVING AND SHARING WITH OTHERS. WE DO NOT DE-SERVE ANYTHING! WE ARE HERE TO BE HONOURED WITH THE RESPONSE ABILITY TO SERVE EVERYTHING LIVING AND THAT IS WHAT BRINGS US ALL THE HAPPINESS AND JOY LIFE HAS TO OFFER, NOT SERVICE TO SELF!

WE MUST ALL RETURN TO OUR NATURE AND WHAT IS NATURAL TO US AND ALLOW IT TO RETURN TO US. WE NEED TO ‘LEGION’ WITH THE LOVE FORCE AGAIN AND GET BACK TO LIVING! THE SYSTEM, WARS, POLLUTION, MONEY, ETC ARE ALL COMPLETELY UNNATURAL TO US. WE ARE BORN INTO BUT THAT DOES NOT MEAN IT’S NATURAL, IT IS NOT OUR NATURE TO BE IN THESE CONFLICTS. THIS IS THE REAL REASON WHY EVERYONE HAS A DISEASE THESE DAYS. WE ARE HEALERS BY NATURE AND SO UNCONSCIOUSLY WE TAKE IN WHAT THE SYSTEM IS OFFERING BUT BECAUSE IT IS TOTALLY UNNATURAL WE MUST PROCESS THE GARBAGE OUT. WHAT WE ARE EXPERIENCING WITH DISEASE IS ABSOLUTELY HEALING, CONTRARY TO POPULAR BELIEF.

THE SYSTEM, IT NEEDS US TO KEEP IT ALIVE, IT NEEDS US TO KEEP UP THE ILLUSION BY ACTING OUT THEIR STORIES THROUGH THE FORCE OF AUTHORITY. IF WE SIMPLY CHOOSE LOVE, TRUTH AND NATURE THE SYSTEM WILL BE SHAKEN TO IT’S FOUNDATIONS, IT WILL CRUMBLE AND BE REDUCED TO ASH.

CHANGING POLI-TIC-IANS WILL NOT CHANGE ANYTHING, IT HAS CAUSED THIS MESS, THIS CATASTROPHE AND IT MUST BE STOPPED. FOR THE SAKE OF ALL LIVING THINGS IT HAS TO BE DONE AWAY WITH COMPLETELY AND TOTALLY. IT SERVES NOTHING BUT IT’S OWN ‘AGENDA’, ALL THE WHILE STRIPPING YOU OF EVERYTHING INHERENTLY YOURS, OF YOUR DIVINE BIRTH RITES AND CAUSING SO MUCH HARM TO EARTH AND BEYOND.

THE LACK AND LIMITATION IS ALL AN ILLUSION MEANT TO KEEP YOU IN FEAR SO YOU WILL SUBMIT AND CONSENT TO HAVING SOMEONE ELSE AUTHOR YOUR LIFE. LOVE AND NATURE ARE ABUNDANT, THEY SPRING ETERNAL, THE TRUTH NEVER DIES IT CAN ONLY BE SHADOWED AND COVERED UP BY LIES. EVEN THAT DOESN’T WORK BECAUSE LIES JUST NEEDS MORE LIES TO SUPPORT THEM AND IT GROWS. ONCE THE LOVE STARTS TO RESONATE IT SHAKES OFF THOSE LIES AND UNVEILS THE TRUTH.

I WILL NOT STAND FOR IT ANYMORE AND I WOULD APPRECIATE YOU STANDING WITH ME.

I FEEL THIS  IS OUR ‘RITE OF PASSAGE’ TO TRUE FREEDOM SO STRONGLY NOW AND I SEND IT OUT TO YOU ALL WITH SUCH GRATITUDE. IT IS TRULY AN HONOUR TO SERVE YOU! I KNOW OF THE LOVE THAT YOU ARE GOING TO BE GRACED WITH, IT IS TREE-MEND-US!

LOVE, THY WILL BE DONE!

LOVE, TRUTH, NATURE

LOSS & TRUSTING THAT WE ALWAYS HAVE WHAT WE NEED


This one is a little different than my regular posts. This is more a recalling of what has happened to me in the recent past and how I came to see that I am always supported by Source. I have tied together two very important things in life and how they directly affected me and it is my hope that you will gain some insight to your life and see what you tied together and what you can do now to change it or improve it.

Recently I went through a test of faith. I know that I will always have what I need when I need it; I have absolute faith in that! I just moved back to my home town and one of the suburbs I lived in while I grew up here. While that was all fresh, new, wonderful, and exciting – I was still dealing with deep feelings of loss. The loss of the physical closeness of my family members! Those feelings are intense and choke me up and I cry however as I work on it I feel better, I just remember that we are all One and my heartache lessens.

Physical loss has been a lifelong experience for me. I am the Matriarch of my family and have been for 5 years now and I am only 41. We had a fairly small family and I lost all 10 elders in the span of 20 years, that is 1 every 2 years! That does not include the family that moved away either, I can easily add 6 to that number! That makes it more than one per year!

I have never been a griever in the classic sense, I never went through the ‘grief steps’ of bargaining and anger, etc., it was always the physical loss that hurt me the most. The fact that I could no longer hug them or touch them or visit with them physically is what I felt was my ‘loss’. I always ‘knew’ they were there in spirit the second I mention or think their name however, we live in a physical ‘reality’ here and so we must learn to allow our emotion to be expressed physically. Tell those you love that you love them, hug them, hold their hand. You will give love and you will get it in return. This is soul expansion through the heart, which is sometimes the hardest to learn but always the easiest to just do!

We must learn to live without regrets. To be open and honest with those that we cherish in our lives helps us to know that there will never be questions of loving each other. We are here for soul expansion and learning and through the expression of unconditional love; for those who we care about while in physicality is when our hearts begin to really open.  We start to see the ‘bigger picture’ and we become happy for those who have passed because now they are in the heart of Source and what could be better than that!

The closeness of my family physically is what I am missing the most and having strong emotion over and it has manifested in my life through money. Or lack thereof I should say. EVERYONE who knows me knows that money is never ever an issue for me if someone was in need. I had come to a place of financial security through better management of my funds. You see I am a ‘Person With Disabilities’ and I am on a ‘guaranteed income’ that I receive each month from the Provincial Gov’t Ministry. I have other sources but when you live on the system it is hard to find your balance but I had found mine.

It had seemed at though the search for my house and my car breaking down in Vancouver changed that cycle and instead of being gone for 7-10 days, I was there (here) for 22 days! Fixing my car and related expenses to being in Van for so long wiped out my savings that I had saved up for my move. However, I was/am fully supported and the Ministry paid for it! Moreover, it was all at the very last minute, they worked over the course of 4hrs in two days! While I was here I was blessed with a beautiful new place to live that is far less than what I had budgeted!  Then my truck rental place ‘upgraded’ my truck from a 17’ to a 26’! This cost me more in fuel but it is paid for by the Ministry. I didn’t need to worry about fitting my things into the truck, they were transported nice and cozy. The way I was posed with the illusion of loss or lack and still found the abundance in each situation really is obvious here to me and was while I was going through it. I was fully aware and kept my feelings of abundance high and I was graced!

Since my car pretty much went Kaput! while I was in Van. I had no way to get home, after about 20 days I finally had enough one night and I got frustrated for the first time! It was at that point which I decided to contact my brothers the next day. The day after that my brother was on his way. He picked me up and we drove back the same night. I am grateful that I had a place to stay amongst great friends – they sheltered and fed me. I was welcome to stay as long as I needed at no expense to me except providing for my own personal things. They supported me through one of the toughest decisions I have ever had to make and I did so because I knew I could not go anywhere (so I had the time) and I was lovingly supported through the process I undertook. (It was/is life-altering and is better in-line with a different blog so i am going to stay general here)

My issue with the money came once I got here and moved in. For 3 weeks straight I had only a few dollars to my name. I had borrowed my pops’ van to get around, reacquaint myself with my area, get things I needed etc. There was no gas in the van and I had no money to put any in. This lead me to feel great feelings of frustration, like I had my free-will was taken from me. Oh how awful it felt. I knew for sure when I was going to be paid and so the payments that come before it, usually, didn’t come until the day before I knew for sure I would have my cheque. I did not have time to put gas in the van and do all the things I wanted because I had to return it immediately. So the day after I got paid I was on my way to take the van back. My feelings of frustration about not being able to do the things I wanted fell away as soon as I left to take the van back because by returning the van I was getting an even bigger monkey off my back that I didn’t even know was there. I realized it was having the van that was making me feel worse because I had no funds to put gas in it to drive it. The empty gas tank was a metaphor for how I was feeling ’empty’ and by continuously focusing on that, it perpetuated.

I was so stressed about the lack of money in my life especially having just moved in to a place FAR away from the comforts of ‘home’, that being my family. This is not the first time this has happened to me. I came to the realization a while ago that I ‘created’ pain and dis-ease in my body so I could be a ‘stay-at-home-mom’ and so I ended up on disability. I had been quite successful in my career but I missed my children so much and desired to be with them so strongly that my emotional body that was in immense pain manifested pain and illness in my physical body. I began to have more serious and worse diagnoses as time went on because I had much older emotional pain from my past that I hadn’t healed, let-go, forgiven or acknowledged.

I have come to understand that my feelings of money and familial security are tied, they go hand in hand. As I reflect back on my childhood, I can see the correlation between the past and my current. As I am healing my past I am creating a future without that emotional pain or physical pain which all stem lack and loss. We were very poor growing up and we did not feel supported by our parents all the time. I can see how even though I was successful and loved my jobs, I wanted to be with my girls more! A LOT more! That emotional pain came out physically and created a situation where I landed on disability. This shows that it did not matter the cost, I wanted to be able to be there for my children – whenever they needed me! A situation was created where the only way I could stay home with my children was going to cost me my health. “At ANY cost!”

The 3 weeks of frustration I went through due to financial lack was directly related to my feelings of loss of my family’s physical closeness. This was confirmed for me when I took the van back. When I walked into the house, I was shaking like a leaf! It was my emotional body trying to find it’s balance which was manifesting in my physical body and now that I had my family back momentarily I could feel it calm down as I was in their presence.

I had no real reason to be so frustrated before and hindsight is always 20/20! I can see now that I was secure in my new place, bills were all paid, I have food in the house etc. Money somehow became such a distraction to me and this was a truly odd feeling but a familiar one. I used to stress all the time about money but since my healing I have begun to take it out of all equations and it has made a world of difference! The ‘money situation’ was just a manifestation of my missing my family and they security they provide since money in this reality is a ‘false’ source of security. This is why it felt odd but I got frustrated instead of stressed out. I absolutely love how we can observe what is going on in our lives and ‘choose’ to view it as positive or negative whether through discernment of the bigger picture or judgement through just a portion.

We have free will, free will is simply ‘choice’. I chose to focus on this supposed lack of money I had for 3 weeks instead of being grateful for all the wealth I already had in my life. This came about because of intense emotions of loss due to me relocating. It was difficult but I worked consciously at it to change it while in those moments of frustration and I believe it worked. I understand why it happened and so I will continue to stay positive, which isn’t hard these days, and keep offering meditations of abundance and gratitude. I can see how it works when you focus on the positive and that positive comes back and likewise with negativity.

I was completely supported by Source the entire time, my faith questioned it because of my ‘lack’ of money but that was just a symptom of the bigger picture of me missing the physical presence of my family. I had what I ‘needed’ and that was what I needed, period.

There is no doubt in my mind that ‘when we ask, we will receive’ we just must be careful what we ask for because we just might get it. I desired to be in Vancouver so my children could have easy access to both parents and I got it alright. I was also left with a gaping hole where my family used to be. I am letting it go because we are all One and we still love each other just as much as we did when we were together, there is just some (physical) distance that separates us! I hope you can find the ‘ties that bind’ in your life and begin to heal them for you deserve and are entitled to the best life you envision!

-michelle.

                                       

SACRED CORE VALUES (Part 2 – LOVE)


I would like to start by wishing you all a wonderfully abundant New Year and I sincerely Thank ALL of You for YOUR Love, well wishes, support and wonderful feedback, it makes my ‘job’ so enjoyable! I also appreciate your patience as you have waited for this; Part 2 of my series on SACRED CORE VALUES.

As we begin this New Year of 2013, I would like to share one of my sincerest wishes for everyONE this year and every year from now on. I wish that you ALL find LOVE… PURE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE! (The Love I talk about in my blogs is always in reference to UNconditional Love, unless otherwise stated.) I do not mean Love as in needing a ‘partner’ or ‘mate’ sense, but if you already have Love for yourself and you would like to have a ‘partner’ to share it with, then it is my wish for you too! What I mean here though and the Love I am talking about is Love for yourself, for ALL other humans, all animals, all plants, all minerals, and even all insects & bugs, etc. It is my wish that you all ‘feel’ just how intricately we are ALL connected and how we are all dependent on one an-other, to survive and THRIVE. I wish for you to all ‘see’ this and to have a higher consciousness of this inter-connectedness. Once we can see that we all need each-other and we can come to Love that we are in fact, ‘dependent’ on each-other then we can drop all the judgements we have towards others, forgive everything and start treating one an-other­, ALL other life forms, with esteem and respect! We are ALL a part of Nature, why would our Sacred Mother have all the beauty in and on the world but leave us out, it does not make sense and that just is not the case. God gave Mother the idea and she created us, we are Loved by both and we ARE Love!

I stated in my ‘SACRED CORE VALUES Introduction’ that the journey to FORGIVENESS, LOVE, (non)JUDGEMENT AND R-S-E-P-E-C-T! for others was not a ‘hard’ one for me. On the other hand though, the journey for me to be able to have UNconditional Love for myself, certainly was. I ‘Loved’ myself but at that time, I did not understand self-Love the way I do now and so I attached ‘conditions’ to it. The journey to Love others was not hard for me (as I said) and it was directly because of that Love I was able to realize that Loving an-other, meant I could have (UNconditional) Love for me too! Then it hit me – I had to Love myself equally and genuinely, it only made sense, it was logical and for once, my ego served me in a positive way.

Finding this Love allowed me to ‘surrender’ to Source and now; I live each day, every day in a state of happiness. Regardless of whether I am having, a great day or a bad day does not matter because my experiences are less ‘painful’ and I still get to learn and through ‘my’ experiences, Source learns and we expand. I know in my heart that I will never ever be led down the hardest path or turned in the ‘wrong’ direction anymore because of this Love and I now know, I will always take the path of ‘least resistance’ to learn the same lessons. I used to learn through hardship and physical pain and now I get the same lesson but through a much softer and gentler method. Gone are the days of allowing my ego to beat me up and keep me in pain & suffering all the time. I feel my heart chakra wide open all day, every day. I used to ‘think’ it was anxiety and that IS what it felt like but that was when I lived in fear, now that I live in Love, I can feel ‘It’ swirling from my heart and what a glorious feeling IT is!

I used to beat myself up about many different things which were totally unfounded, for instance; I used to ‘think’ (ego) I was a bad mother because my disabilities! I honestly felt that because they made me unable to ‘physically’ participate in my children’s lives at times that I was not giving them everything I had, when in fact, I actually gave them more. When we talk, I am completely present, I am not half-assed paying attention, they get my entire focus for the length of the conversation. I was not able to see how wonderfully rounded they were despite what I felt was my deficiency was, even with the encouragement from others who could see.

Often I will say, ‘if we physically beat ourselves up the way we do mentally and emotionally, through negative self-talk, we would be sick & dis-eased and broken & bruised’. I know this for fact because sadly, I did it to me. It was unconscious but now that I AM aware and conscious and have Love for me, I cannot and do not live in that state anymore and I have begun the process of healing on all levels of my being. This is my wish for YOU too! If you are wondering how I could have ‘injured’ myself through negative feelings towards myself, you may understand by reading my piece on ‘HEALING’. All the broken bones I suffered and all the dis-ease I lowered myself into (vibration) are clear indications of exactly how we do this to ourselves. I do not mean to say that they all came from dwelling on the negative in this particular regard but many of them certainly did but I cannot tell you which ones exactly are a result of the ‘bad mother’ feelings.   

Having said all this I would like to share a method I have used on occasion to assist in getting myself into a vibration of Unconditional Love. I Love my children with ALL my heart and soul, despite how I used to feel about my mothering ‘deficiencies’. The Love of a child is one of such purity and it never seems to stun new moms when they look at their newborn baby and feel overwhelmed at the amount of Love they can have for an-other person. Using the Love for a child is a wonderful way to get yourself into that amazing vibration and when we can hold it and project it towards others is when we can start to realize that it is possible to Love anyone, even ‘strangers’. If you don’t have children in your life, pets are another great way to find that Love, pets and children love us Unconditionally, they do not know our ‘flaws’ and even if they did – they wouldn’t care. When we Love our pets as if they are family we hold that same vibration of Love and using the method above, we can use our Love for them to Love ourselves and others as well.

We are all part of the ‘human-race’ and that connects us, it does NOT matter what sex, religion or colour we are. Human is human! The fact that we share everything on this Earth with every other living creature, plant, mineral etc. connects us all together too. We ALL live on Earth. Earth and humans are approximately the same ‘make up’, humans have the same water to bone ratio as the Earths water to land ratio. Earths rivers & streams are like our arteries & veins, the Earth has a heartbeat, an electo-magnetic field, the same vibrational fields and we are all created by Source with Sacred Geometry, this connects us.  These are some small examples of how ‘we’ are all connected. (I will do more on ‘Connectedness’ in the future but for now I hope this will allow you to see that we are not so different, despite ‘what’ we are.)

UNconditional Love is the highest vibrational state we can attain in this 3rd dimension. There is another Love, OMNI-LOVE, which is actually a higher vibration than UNconditional Love but that is attained once we reach a certain level of ascension, meaning, once we attain Love for all OTHER life on this planet. It is the Love of the Universe and beyond all the way to Source. I also said in my ‘Introduction’ that, “I believe ALL Love is UNconditional Love because I do not feel that we cannot express that ‘we Love’ and then attach conditions to it”. To me that just is not what the essence of Love really is. Source, God, Divinity is all LOVE and there are no ‘conditions’ there. Having Love that is has conditions attached to it can still be Love, the way you understand it but to me when I say, ‘I Love’ I mean wholly and truly, without ‘conditions’ and with ALL my heart and soul. When I express my Love, I mean nothing has to change or be changed for me to be satisfied, you do not have to change anything about you for me to Love you… Absolutely NOTHING at all, because I see and accept the perfection of your imperfection, just as I do with myself.

We spend too much time in the past, dwelling on the things we ‘should’ have done, but this just does not make sense when you understand that ‘we did the best we could with what we had’ in that moment, even if we think that we ‘knew’ better. We cannot change the past so the best thing we can do for ourselves is to accept what we did and (perhaps) make better choices in the future, embrace what we learned from the experience and forgive ourselves. Stop judging your past, let go of it – you cannot change it so why keep running past events through your mind, over and over? Does it really serve you or does it make you feel worse? How about shifting your focus to the here and NOW, live for today, Love that you get to wake up and have another chance every day. Plan something wonderful for your future and believe that you deserve it, despite what you may have done before. We are all supposed to make mistakes and learn from them, that is one of the reasons we are here. If we lived ‘perfect’ lives, there would be NO reason for us to be here, we certainly do not learn as much from ‘being’ perfect as we do from our errors. No matter how big or small every experience is important for self-awareness and growth and often it is the hardest times we have that we learn from the greatest. However, would you not rather learn the same lesson but through an ‘easier’ way? Loving yourself, UNconditionally, can give you that, I know this for FACT! This is what I am trying to say to you and I sincerely hope that you will understand and that you will forgive your misdeeds and those of others, stop judging yourself, everyone and everything, then give everyone & everything else including yourself, the respect deserved, through Love! We are all worth it, You are worth it, I believe in you and I LOVE YOU!

Peace, Love and Happiness be with you!

-michelle

 

STARTING FRESH IN 2013


It’s New Years Eve and for those of us here on the ‘left coast’ we have not yet done our count-down. I am writing this blog just before we ring in the New Year because I believe I have a special message for you all. (I am still working on my pieces about ‘Love, Forgiveness, R-E-S-P-E-C-T and non-Judgement’ and this does have a ‘forgiveness’ message, but this is not part of the series.)

As we say Good-bye to 2012 and welcome in 2013 I feel compelled to share my sincerest wish with you all. My wish is one of Forgiveness and LOVE. We saw the Mayan calendar end one cycle and start another, not the ‘end of the world’ as so many believed. I will remember 2012 as the year of discovery, consciousness and connectedness, the year I blossomed and came to understand how we are all ONE. I will have fond memories of the lessons I have learned and SO MUCH excitement for 2013 as I (we) enter this New Year with knowledge I (we) have never possessed before, or had forgotten.

I ask that you allow yourself to let go of all the negativity and misdeeds that you have felt throughout this past year. Allow yourself to start ‘NEW’ as the ‘New Year’ comes in. If we are able to let go of all the wrongs we have done, and had done to us; to forgive and to let go, it will truly allow us to be ‘fresh and new’ for our new year.

Forgiveness is such an important piece of healing, letting go and allowing ourselves to be brand new. In a sense, truly makes us feel ‘lighter’ and then allows us to move into alignment and to become enlightened. I personally have been faced with so much amazing abundance this year and I have connected to my consciousness on a level I have never known (or had forgotten), all because I let go, I forgave myself and I forgave others. I have an example of something I have recently ‘let go’ of which I never even understood as an issue that I will explain later on, but first I must continue with this message.

It is so very important that we always forgive for ourselves FIRST! Some may think this is selfish however; there are times when we must be selfish and take care of our own personal needs in order to be able to take care of others and to give of ourselves wholly and sincerely. Whether or not we are forgiving ourselves or if we are forgiving someone else, it is important that we truly let go of the entire situation. This means not ‘bringing up’ the issue in the future or ‘throwing it in the face’ of the person, later on, I personally do not believe that is ‘true’ forgiveness when we do that.

Forgiving to me means ‘forgiving but not forgetting’, for we are always able to learn from these lessons easier once we let go but we cannot ‘learn’ or will have a difficult time ‘learning’ while we are still harbouring any type of resentment towards ourselves or towards others. What I mean by this is; once we let go it is then that we can see the actual issue clearly. Being that we are all connected we cannot forgive others of their ‘misdeeds’ and then not forgive our own personal ‘misdeeds’. I have learned to forgive myself through forgiveness of others. This does not mean that I have let go of everything, I am not still in a state of remembering the things which have created my reality so that I may forgive and move on.

We must allow ourselves to heal and to learn the lessons we are meant to learn from all the mistakes, issues and problems we have faced in this past year (and before). When we forgive we are able then to LOVE, and Love is so important to the well being of our own personal lives as well as for the entire planet.

MY Own Personal Example:

I have learned in the last few days that despite all the wonderful abundance in my life, I have still lived in ‘financial lack’ due to the feelings I have towards those who are ‘financially wealthy’. By that I mean; those who take from the citizens of this world for their own gain and give absolutely nothing back, although they pretend to through their ‘charities’ and ‘donations’. I can see now how they are simply recycling the money they have ‘taken’ from us to ‘give back’ to us. I never wanted to be viewed as this kind of person and I know now that it is that ‘feeling’ towards them which has kept me in ‘financial lack’.

I have tried to ‘attract’ financial wealth into my life using various metaphors, meditations, the Law of Attraction – the Law of Receiving, among other methods. It has all worked to a minimal degree and I have achieved a certain level of freedom financially. Now that I have come to understand that what I really needed to let go of and forgive was my own personal feelings towards those people who only want ‘money and power over people.’ Since I have allowed myself to forgive them, I have felt so much ‘lighter and enlightened’ as to the issues of my personal feelings towards money and the financial issues of this world. I have prayed for financial abundance for EVERYONE who needs it and will continue to because this is what will bring this financial healing into my life and theirs. I can understand now, how my feelings towards ‘them’ has shaped my feelings towards money and how I would want to be seen if I was in the position of complete and total financial freedom. I would not want people to view ‘me’ the way I view ‘them’ because I know that if I was to come into a large sum of money, I would do the best possible for everyone I love and care for. Now that I have finally figured out what has ‘held me back’ all this time, I will now use my same techniques to bring financial freedom into my life but it will be so very different this time because I have released that ‘idea’ of the ‘RICH’.

I give you this example so you may understand what I mean by; we must forgive in order to bring into our lives those things that we desire so much. For some of you it may mean the same as it does for me, it could mean that you desire harmony in your various relationships, whatever you desire you must get to the ‘root’ of it and forgive. It is then and only then, I believe, we can bring into our lives those things we really want and actually need.

 

HAPPY NEW YEAR, NEW WORLD!

-michelle

LETTING GO


LETTING GO

This time of year if a good time to talk about reflection, letting go, releasing and surrendering….

As the countdown to Christmas holidays and the New Year gets closer I am inspired to talk about the ideas this that time of year reminds me of. Reflection on the past events of the year is something I tend to do around the holidays and as the New Year draws near. I am not one to make resolutions, I personally have always felt that they encourage us to set ourselves up for failure, then when we don’t follow through on them, we feel pretty crappy about ourselves. This is not how we should feel at anytime but it happens and so I encourage everyone to make resolutions throughout the year and not just at New Years. I think doing it that way relieves so much of the pressure we put on ourselves to succeed because we tend to tell everyone ‘what we are going to do different’. I am all for making future plans but we must leave room for flexibility because God may have a different ideas for us. We tend to put ourselves in places which we really aren’t meant to be in, however if you make a resolution to better yourself and it really resonates with you then you are most certainly on the right path and God will help you along during the times of hardship or self-doubt. I honestly believe that if we make promises to ourselves which involve the act of helping others we will be more likely to succeed.

What I pledge to do different this upcoming New Year is make it a step-by-step process. First I will reflect on my year in general and acknowledge the areas which were strong what I am proud of and give thanks for those good times. After that, then I will take stock of the things which didn’t work for me and what needs addressing. I used to get down on myself and have so much negative self-talk that I could not see myself clear to all the wonderful things, but this year is very different because it has been a year of healing for me and many others across the globe. I have so many things to be thankful for this year and specific actions which I am very proud of. The things I feel which are not as good, will have my sincere heart-felt self-support to ensure that I make positive changes which will stick. I am not perfect but I feel so much more whole than in the past and I am able to make changes in my life which require little or no effort these days because I listen to my Higher Self and really pay attention to what It, my body and emotions are trying to tell me.

This year has been a big year of releasing for me and I would just like to take a moment to thank Source for standing by my side through everything, all the time. My gratitude is endless for the changes I have been through, for they have all been positive. The things I used to think were negative-weren’t, that was my ego talking, I can see this now as even the hard times and difficulties we go through are always for the betterment of our soul… Whether we chose to believe it or not. I had some wonderful lessons handed to me this year and once I learned to let go of the old ways I lived by, the new just came pouring in like a waterfall and how glorious it has been. I surrendered my spirit and my physical life to Source and everything changed. Boxing Day is a great reminder for us to take all the old feelings, ways of living and things we don’t like in general and had them over and just release them. Most times when we do we actually feel lighter and tend to feel like the weight of the world has been lifted off us, and quite literally it has. We never have to carry our burdens alone, why not share the load and let God take care of some of our deepest darkest issues? We may think that if we are to do this, how are we going to do it? Well, for me it started in June with a health crisis of the heart. I did make a conscious decision during it but it also lead me to lighten my personal load, to be more honest with myself and to acknowledge that I couldn’t do it all myself and now I no longer want to. I have developed an up close and personal relationship with my Higher Spirit.

My ideas for this New Year upcoming are very different than the past, I may actually make one resolution so that it is easy to handle. I’m not exactly sure what it will be at this moment in time but I know for sure it will have something to do with actively being of service to others. I am so excited to find out what Sources plans will be for me this new year given how wonderful my gifts were this year. Just the fact that I have so much excitement over it tells me that there are big things in store. Perhaps I will commit to only seeing Natural Doctors, or see a Spiritual Healer, or being that I went through a Miracle healing this year and am getting better everyday maybe I will commit to getting more exercise or more importantly getting outdoors and spending time in Mother Natures glory. I do not know at this point but I know for sure that the answer will come. I would like to honour my healing and bring my body back into a state of fitness. I was an athlete at one time and all the health issues I have had left me feeling completely robbed of that and I would like it back. Losing a couple more pounds wouldn’t hurt either but I am not really concerned about that at the moment. This inspires me to write a little bit about weight loss.

I do not ‘diet‘ to lose weight ever. I think this is a painful one for most because almost everyone feels they must deprive themselves or take count of everything they put into their mouth in order to take those pounds off. I know for a fact diets do not work and I found once I surrendered to Source-the pounds just started to come off. I now see weight as an emotional, mental or spiritual blockage we have which is manifested physically on our bodies. Don’t get me wrong for I don’t want to see a skinny world but I would really like to see a healthy population! And generally it comes down to a body-mind-spirit-emotion connection although I am well aware that many of us overeat, put bad food into our bodies, lack of exercise or have a serious emotional pain which causes us to eat whatever makes us ‘happy‘ but we all know where it ends – negative self-talk and then we start beating ourselves up for no reason. God made us perfectly imperfect, try to see a weight issue as a blockage you need to address to make peace with yourself on the inside and the outside will follow. Again, this personally happened to me, after letting go the pounds just started dropping off. So instead of making a resolution to lose weight and then deprive yourself to do so, why not resolve to get fit and take baby steps, change your diet to a healthier one which includes more wholesome and organic foods then consciously address those nagging issues that you talk about in your head all the time.

From your heart, ask your Higher Self what you really want for you, the answer will come and when it does, it will make you vibrate with excitement. You will feel like you cannot contain it and when that happens it will be because you have connected with Truth and therefore you will succeed. I pray that everyone gets what they truly desire and needs for the New Year 2013. Just remember to be honest with yourself about your negativity but do it with kindness and compassion, like you are talking to a baby, don’t beat yourself up about the things you didn’t do ‘right’ or how ‘bad‘ you are for this or that. It won’t work if you treat yourself as a ‘less-than‘. I always say if we beat ourselves up the way we freely talk to ourselves, with so much negativity, we would be broken and bruised. I know this is true as it is what I did to myself and instead of becoming better from the negative ‘news feed‘ I got worse and worse and worse. Through complete forgiveness and non-judgement of others I came to a place where I could no longer harbour ‘ill-will’ towards myself because I accepted and embraced all of my flaws for they are a part of me so how could I possibly ‘hate‘ them. If I can do it, so can you! Happy New Year everyone!

Love yourself, I do!

-michelle