‘You are your government’ is a fucking lie. How dare they say this and ask You to beLIEve it. When you are the government you are guilty of atrocious crimes against humanity and against this Earth! The very word government means MIND CONTROL! Get this through your heart, feel it and get angry. Shut them down in your mind. They are only about death, destruction and lies and we are all party to it because we do not know how to stop it.

Do you support your government? I do not and will not. Do you ‘vote’ for the next person to RULE you, to be the BOSS of you, to GOVERN you, to have AUTHORITY over you? I do not and will not. I refuse to support anything that only causes hideous effects such as assault, rape, murder, torture, bombing, war, famine etc. I cannot and will not put my creative love energy into a system that is hellbent on total destruction of this earth. I don’t care who from hell is offering themselves to ‘govern’ me and my children – they can ALL fuck off!

The ‘people’ you elect when you vote, do you really know them? Do you know they are all Demonic Priests and Priestesses? They do not care about anyone on this land, they just want to satisfy their greedy nasty freakish selves. It’s time to call these assholes what they are and turn our backs on them and create something beautiful on this earth rather than FOLLOWING and allowing these fucktards to run their show. It’s their ‘party’ and we are not invited! And I WILL NOT party with them!

The government you elect into power is NOT the government, they are controlled by a shadow government that dictates who will run for what party and who will win the elections. Your vote means absolutely nothing except to show them how brainwashed you really are. To participate in the death campaign being waged against humanity is the ultimate mind control. The war is waged against your Mothers and Fathers, Aunts, Uncles, Brothers, Sisters, You, your Children, your cousins, nieces and nephews, your GrandMothers, GrandFathers and even your pets! They are raping, murdering, stealing from, and polluting your natural ways and it is WRONG.

It is time to get angry and to do something about it and that does not mean ‘asking’ them to fix it. Take back your power and control, take back your inheritance that is this Earth. Stop paying these douche bags for it! Why! If you think you ‘own’ your property because you ‘paid’ for it, then you are a fool. Your deed, your title is only ink on paper, it means nothing and is only a way for them to STEAL your loving life force by making you work hard to pay them back! What a fucking scam!

What has your government created that is loving and abundant for all without cost. NOTHING! They are takers, period. They take your life force through creating a system in which you have no community, nobody loving and supporting each other, sharing abundance out of the goodness of our hearts, where we all live in grids, where there are working parents that are not there to care for the children they have. They created the idea of marriage, cause chaos in it then make it impossible for you to get divorced. Why even bother with any of it! Fuck ‘em! What have they done for you lately that did not cost someone else something.

Do you know someone who has had governmental force used against them? Then they were assaulted, period. No man has any reason to lay their hands on another man for any reason. Whether it was by the police, judges, banks, IRS, CRA, or other bullcrap fictions! Third party imposters is what they are, interlopers, shills, demons, freaks and losers. They are comprised of people who are dead inside, they have sold out and are now commited to getting everyone else to sell out too. “Give us your soul, we’ll take good care of it as we suck the life out of it, then we will leave you for dead and not be responsible for our actions!” This is literally what they think!

Let me tell you, my Mother was a pure blooded Mohawk that means I am a NATIVE WOMAN to the landmass known as Canada AND the USA! The parasitical force known as government INVADED this land, stole from my ancestors their native tongue, their ways of life, customs and SO MUCH MORE which means it was all stolen from me and my children too. I’m mad as hell, I WILL NOT ‘get over it’, I WILL NOT accept it and I send back all the damage the Canadian Government has done to desicrate this land and people on it, (mis)represented by ‘prime minister’ harper, his puppet masters, cronies, fellow rapists, murderers, polluters, pillagers. May Harper and Obama and their children and families be affected in the same way until their MENTALLY ILLNESS is cured and they are ready to make things right. I send it all back!

I WILL NOT ‘register’ as an Indian. I WILL NOT ask for ‘status’ what a fucking joke! To ask the government to recognize me as my Native Being is a farce. I do not give two shits what any of them think, they are retarded (look the word up before you attack me), they are mentally ill, WHY would I care what they think of me. To them I am only a number in a computer to be tracked and controlled – NO THANKS! We are ALL Natives of this land regardless of colour, if we were born here we are native to the land and we need to STOP ASKING FOR OUR INHERITANCE! We need to band together, claim our land and take responsibility for caring for it. This goes for anyone in their native land too, not just here in Canada and the USA. This is the best way to stop them. Take what is your birthrite and create a loving beautiful space where life flourishes, where you build a community that shares everything WITHOUT ANY SYSTEM INFLUENCE!

Supporting your government means you are unsane, you are mentally ill. You are brainwashed and therefore you cannot be trusted.I will not make any apologies if this offends anyone, TRUTH does not apologize. I send you lots and lots of healing love instead.

 Please check out these links. Really listen to what these beautiful loving co-creators have to say, they decode the code and offer a solution which is something NO SYSTEM can offer us!

Love For Life and their YouTube channel is called ArthurLoveForLife (this post won’t let me insert the link, sorry)


“Just look at us. Everything is backwards; everything is upside down. Doctors destroy health, lawyers destroy justice, universities destroy knowledge, governments destroy freedom, the major media destroy information and religions destroy spirituality.” Michael Ellner

You know humanity is in a pretty grim ‘state’ when corporations that are foreign to our soil, calling themselves ‘government’ make us their slaves through uninformed consent, as a method of control. In reality our government is meant to be an organic body that is by the people and represents the WILL of the people. Those in government are Public Servants, this includes police, judges, and anyone who exerts ‘authority’ over you in our current ‘state of affairs’. They are supposed to be there to Serve the people and help manage the resources for the people, not to create and put into action a massive world domination conspiracy and rob us of our Natural resources and turn us into Human Resources, Expendable Containers and/or Collateral Damage. We are not their resources, we are not expendable and we are not their collateral! Their language is very telling once you learn to speak it.

The very word government comes from the Latin; gubernare: to control and ments: the mind – do you still ‘think’ we NEED ‘governance’! Would you rather have security or freedom and what cost are you willing to pay for it. I AM for Freedom, I AM for Truth and I AM willing to be called crazy in order to DEFEND the Truth because if we don’t, WHO will – it is our obligation as the race that has dominion over the Earth to defend it!! We can no longer look to government – be it secret or visible to ‘take care of’ us because you may have no idea what ‘take care of’ means. It’s time we all stood up and made our voices heard.

The problem, in part, is that our corporate governments are just puppets for the oligarchy that really controls the entire world (almost). Very few people really know just how deep the rabbit hole goes and they have only scratched the surface. Thankfully, they are doing what they can to get the word out through Alternative Media Sources. The people of earth are healing, there is hope and the ones who are awake must stand up and speak out in order to assist this awakening in others, this is my mission here.

“The Truth will set you free but first it will piss you off!”-Gloria Steinem

This may sound depressing to some, unbelievable to others, just conspiracy to many and then there are those who will get pissed off at what I am saying. It is the latter I have the most hope for because if they get pissed off, they will discover the truth in their attempt to prove me wrong. Have atter! I have awakened, educated myself and now speak their languages and see their occult symbolism and (pop-culture) archetypes for what they truly are. The wool has been pulled over our eyes and we have all been hypnotised. The occult knowledge (knowledge that is hidden, that which is hidden) that is being used against us in a fear-based way is actually our Divine Birthright to use through Love. It is up to us to seek it out and fly in the face of the status-quo, challenge the authority – who as the Right to tell you what to do? Who has the Right to come between you and your creator, under what authority?

“The public school system: ‘Usually a twelve year sentence of mind control. Crushing creativity, smashing individualism, encouraging collectivism and compromise, destroying the exercise of intellectual inquiry, twisting it instead into meek subservience to authority.” Walter Karp

We have been indoctrinated into a system that dumbs us down deliberately to divide and conquer. (Holy) Wars are waged in the name of ‘God’ while human causalities are strewn about. They proclaim to be seeking ‘peace’ all the while infiltrating and toppling nations, crashing economies, taking down leaders and individuals who dare speak or act against them. Murder and rape of innocent people in the name of ‘national security’ is a travesty. They dare to have the audacity to call people that seek freedom from them, in the name of Truth and Natural Law – terrorists. Well, let me say, ‘if that isn’t the pot calling the kettle black’ I don’t know what is!

Whatever left-brained egoist beefs they have, with what they deem to be the ‘lower-class’, sheeple or chattel  are the mere ramblings of brain damaged, mentally imbalanced, emotionally stunted, soulless psychopaths. They wage war on us on so many levels it’s almost unbelievable but we only see the physical acts of war and as long as it is not on our soil then we are pacified. Only psychopaths would create the chaos in that we see in the world and sadly most of humanity won’t see it until they have a soldier holding a gun to their head while he exerts the WILL of his masters over them, when it is a full military state. Why are we so desensitized by other external things that we allow this shit to go on in OUR world, on the Earth we all share as ONE race.

Here is a metaphor for you… look at the upper, middle and lower classes imagine matching them up to the spirit, mind, body connection. What is disappearing at an astonishing rate, the middle class, the ‘mind class’. There is a division that has been created in the soul of humanity, a wedge driven between the spirit and body by the way of the mind. We are fractured human beings but we all have the potential to become whole again, we simply must Remember WHO WE ARE! We are being anchored into our bodies through propaganda put out through the ‘mainstream’. The spark of our Spiritual Divinity is being snuffed out by those who believe they are the ‘illuminates ones’. We each have a real opportunity here for some serious soul healing once we can see what is going on. There are no classes in reality, we are all created equal and whole.

“I am free, no matter what rules surround me. If I find them tolerable, I tolerate them; if I find them too obnoxious, I break them. I am free because I know that I alone am morally responsible for everything I do.” – Professor Bernardo de la Paz

I AM. That is all I need. I was granted co-dominion over this earth with ALL my fellow humans and I AM willing to speak out LOUD and CLEAR about the savagery going on and withOUT FEAR! I AM; ‘they’ are not. I AM many and growing; ‘they are few’. I act out in Love; ‘they’ are fear manifested. Our greatest fears have been realized, are we ready to change now? Has ignorance really been bliss… Not now, not ever!

By no longer trusting in Nature, the Cosmos, or Universe… all that is natural to us, we have placed a false fear on ‘not having enough’ when in reality it is the resistance to allowing Nature to care for us that has created this persistent parasitic force here on Earth. The rift that has been constructed in our mind is that the human only has the five sense to operate in the world and that we are only material. This idea has created a materialistic consumer society who feel lost and seek to find out the meaning to life through external objects – oh poor of spirit and knowledge are they! Everywhere we turn though our senses are assaulted through subliminal messaging that diminishes our capacity to have balanced right and left-brains. To create a mentally imbalanced people who they can then medicate; with or against our will and/or knowledge, it doesn’t take a ‘scientist’ to know that there are tens of thousands of chemicals put into every facet of our life.

This will continue until we wake up and realize what is really going on. Natural Law knows right and wrong, we would all do a helluva lot better to remember this and act in accordance. Crimes against humanity are WRONG and we need to adjust our moral compasses and allow them to be fine tuned by true Righteousness as the Divine Beings we are.

Ideas are bulletproof” – V For Vendetta

By feeding our fears and resisting the truth of what is going on directly creates in this world, this irrational fear that we won’t be provided for. Well if it’s not truly rational then what validity does it hold except to enslave humanity. ‘Fear is a powerful motivator’, we’ve all heard that saying before. Well just look at the world we have built on fear and ignorance, ignorance being a lack of knowledge and we must take responsibility and start moving in the direction of Right Action. Do you think the world and the system is productive and harmonious because I sure don’t, but we haven’t really taken responsibility for ourselves in the past and we have allowed our Divinity to be masked and learned out of us. We MUST take responsibility for our own enslavement, it is the ONLY way we can free ourselves and free each other.

“They that can give up essential liberty to purchase a little temporary safety, deserve neither liberty nor safety.” -Ben Franklin

I have to continue to move in the direction of my own freedom and know that I AM doing my part to help unslave humanity. If I thought about the injustices in this world, I would sit and cry all day but that would accomplish nothing. I have to look at the extreme cases of nastiness in the world and relate it back to my country and ‘reality’ to see the pattern. History repeats itself because His Story is a constructed game that has been played for thousands of years, the game hasn’t changed – only the players. We are a deeply wounded but now is the time to heal and to regain our inner-strength, to come together on the common basis that we are all human and we all have the same Divine Birthrights. We need to stop allowing ourselves to be divided and conquered, we MUST come together and objectively look at the patterns of the past and see that nothing will ever change until the powers that control us are told, ‘NO’! At least stand up for yourself if you feel you can help others or not.

“The basic test of freedom is perhaps less in what we are free to do than in what we are free not to do. It is the freedom to refrain, withdraw and abstain which makes a totalitarian regime impossible.” – Eric Hoffer

Turn off the mainstream garbage and open your eyes, know that everything they say is a lie created to make us conform – prove it and speak out. ‘They’ are few and we outnumber them, our voice is the power now as long as we speak as a well-informed, self-educated alternative source to the mainstream. We MUST challenge everything ‘they’ say and if you don’t then HOW MUCH DO YOU NEED TO BE OPENLY DECIEVED BEFORE YOU USE YOUR VOICE? Or, do you embrace your slavery and defend the very system that has enslaved your body and mind and waged war on your consciousness. All the more reason for me to use my own Divine Power and voice of Truth.

“Too many people are only willing to defend rights that are personally important to them. It’s selfish ignorance, and it’s exactly why totalitarian governments are able to get away with trampling on people. Freedom does not mean freedom just for the things I think I should be able to do. Freedom is for all of us. If people will not speak up for other people’s rights, there will come a day when they will lose their own.” – Tony Lawrence

I AM not going to sit idly by while my brothers and sisters of the world are massacred, degraded, programmed, and poisoned, among other treasonous terrorist acts. What I can do right this moment is continue to pursue the Truth and find my own personal power to speak it and move in synchronicity with it. To empower my fellow human beings with actual knowledge of the power of Self to help wake them up. As I move more towards freedom, I can share my experience in absolute faith that others will also be compelled to seek the Truth too. The brighter my light shines, the brighter your light shines because we are all One. I know in my Sacred Heart that my love and genuine concern for my children, brothers, my sisters, Mother Nature and Natural Law & myself is strong enough to help light that spark within you.

I AM adamant about my Divine Birthrights and there is no ‘authority’ who is going to give me my rights, let alone dare to call them privileges and claim to grant them to me. NO more. I have been though their systems all my life, my eyes have been opened, I have educated myself to their language and now, I too, speak much of their language. Their arrogance is astounding to say the least but they have nearly accomplished what they have set out to do… enslave all of humanity and have all the riches and resources at whatever the cost. Well, here is the thing… their rights END where MINE begin! NO MORE of this ruling ‘class’, I AM Done, They Are Done. My light shines brighter than those who are still hypnotized and is therefore More Powerful than a million dim lights.

As I find my way out of the ‘system’, I AM in full awareness of what ‘It’ is, standing in full responsibility for my own mind and consciousness, doing things in Right Action, strengthening my body and keeping it in a state of positive and grateful guided regeneration and reconnecting with Nature.  I challenge them to tell me that they have any ‘authority’ over me… Nobody stands between Me and My Creator. No man is above me, better than me or deserves more than me – I AM my Divine Power and I stand firmly in it.

“To teach the Rockefeller drug ideology, it is necessary to teach that Nature didn’t know what she was doing when she made the human body.” -Hans Ruesch

Mother Nature IS our Mother, which means we too are nature but we have forgotten this fact. If we return to her then She will take the best care of us – if we truly remember who we are. The more I see this, acknowledge and expect loving results from Her, the more wonderful things happen in my life. I AM in awe and total gratitude for the lessons I learn from Nature and I hold it in higher regard than anything external from me which has only been ‘taught’ to me. My experience reigns supreme over textbooks and the ideas of others masked as education. When we seek our union with Nature we are opened up to a whole new way of being that is the most harmonious feeling we can feel. I have complete faith that our Mother loves us. It is US who have forgotten this despite the fact She offers everything we NEED to to heal and become whole again and thrive. This notion of survival and just getting by is fear propaganda and needs to be dealt with in our own minds and consciousness. This is connecting with the true material/maternal spirit. Don’t we all deserve to have this sort of peace in our lives, all men being born equal and all?

Why then does the whole world feel upside down and backwards? Because it is, again… we have all been indoctrinated into a massive illusion and it permeates every level of our society. It really touches every facet of mainstream and status quo – it is ALL a manufactured ‘reality’. It has been done to keep you from your Divinity because when we move in the direction of balanced body-mind-spirit-emotion connection, we find a harmony that is more powerful and freeing than the need to be ‘lead’ any longer. The ogilarchy cannot contain or control the man who is truly free, they actually fear them because it is clear where the power is when one stands in the Love of Truth and the Truth of Love. Without the permission of his slave the oligarchy loses it’s capacity to lead man, when man is no longer a ‘follower’ this oligarchy will cease to exist.

We must remember that our minds are very powerful. It is our mind, which links body to spirit and spirit to body. We have to step back and question ALL of what we have been lead to believe is ‘education’. Look for alternative answers, self-educate, calm your emotions and stop reacting – use your critical thinking, logic and reason to respond instead. If you cannot see a way out, start being more creative, use your imagination and be more get artistic. It is all about balancing the brain so we function with a ‘whole brain’ instead of a left-brain or right-brain reaction. Use binaural beats, use meditation to actively balance the two hemispheres of your brain and yoga is good for mind body spirit balance too however, in order to benefit from it spiritually you have to be doing it for wholeness, not just body health.

In school we are taught math but not numerology, astronomy but not astrology, geometry but not sacred geometry, we are taught consumer education but not truth about money, the list goes on and on. Numerology, Astrology, Sacred Geometry, and Alchemy among other subjects are the ancient sciences which teach man of his true Divinity and yet they are dismissed and demonized by the current system, whom by the way practice these sciences faithfully, so we will dismiss them as superstition. We are lead to believe that man is more evolved today because we have material goods. Evolution comes about only through Self-mastery and it cannot be faked. We must open our minds and view things through the bigger objective picture instead of our limited subjective view.

Start feeding yourself better. Prepackaged processed foods are for the lower-mind and body but they contain NO nutritional value – this is the grand design. When we consume foods that come from the earth in their most organic, unpolluted form, we begin to forge a new beingness with Nature. A new life that is only possible through Nature’s true essence, it our physical source of life & vitality and this literally feeds our essence. We can think more clearly, the health benefits are enormous – both immediate and long term. The cost to your health and your ability to deal with life gets better…. We are Nature, why don’t we eat Natural Foods? THEY were Divinely designed for us, not the man-made crap that only ‘fills the hole’. Sure it may fill the hole but it will deplete you everywhere else in your life because you won’t be utilizing Nature’s gifts of life. It is absolutely imperative that we listen to our bodies, become our own healers and stop seeking the ‘authority’ of the Medical S-Care system. They do not care about you, you are just a source of revenue to them and a science experiment, a human trial! Mother Nature does not charge us for her bounty of nutrients, she puts it out there for all of us so please STOP rejecting Her.

By denying your body’s connection to earth, you slap your Divinity in the face and an insult your soul. This is partly why everyone feels so bad physically; it is counter-intuitive to eat the crap from the ‘super-market’. Do we acknowledge, ever, that much of our guilt as a species is because we are directly living in counter-productivity with Nature. The more I tune into Nature, the better I feel physically, the more I feed my body soul food from Mother Earth the more soul-FULL I AM.

Exercise as much as you can. This was a tough one for me because I was sick for so many years but now I walk everywhere, I have high quality energy and it’s actually a treat for me to be walking again so I take full advantage of it. I do not care about the weather anymore when I have to go out, I am simply grateful that I can get out now, freely and without poor health holding me back. Getting out in Nature is a necessity for me these days, I am actually glad I do not have a car – for various reasons including, starving the oil companies for my money. Having no car has stripped their power over me and that particular dependence on oil, reconnected me with Nature and stabilized my body through Natural, not forced, exercise.

Some of you may become over-whelmed or scared once you find out what is really going on. It is designed that way so when you do uncover the truth you are left with feelings of futility, that it is all just too big for you to do anything about. When you turn your head and refuse to look and deal with the negatives in this world – this is a cop-out, it is the easy way out for the weak-minded, uncreative and unimaginative people. It is easier to do nothing and be content with being a slave then it is to care enough about yourself and stand-up to these bullies. It only takes one step in the direction of truth to blow this out of the shadows and as you ponder what you can do as an individual you can and will start to see that avenues will open up to you that you never imagined. The pursuit of truth is a powerful pursuit and is empowering when you know the nature of the beast and can act accordingly.


‘If you aren’t outraged, you’re not paying attention’

It is my wish to expand on the things I have said here and will do so as time permits. I wish you the best always, in all ways. Do you love you enough to do something about the state of the world, I sure do!

Here are some wonderful teachers to help you on your journey:
-start light with something like the Zeitgeist documentaries (available on Netflix)
-watch DMT: The Spirit Molecule
-read and listen to Terrance McKenna
-delve into the works of Carl Jung and Sigmund Freud
-read the quotes from the leaders of the past, they spelled it our for us we just need to inner-stand the messages
-seek out the Alternative Press, do not dismiss them just because they stand against the status quo.
Links for the open minded and the Awake:
Underground Documentaries
David Icke
Michael Tsarion
Mark Passio
Santos Bonacci
Jordan Maxwell
**I will provide more as I am able to – enjoy your new knowledge and Self-empowerment!**


When I find inspirational posts or article, I usually post it with a personal message about how important it is to live a heart-centered life. How our ego will become harmonic with our heart. Our balance in our brains will shift from left-brained logical, reasoning and rational mind to the more creative, imaginative, emotional and intuitive right-brain. This link is an excerpt from The Heart Of The Matter, by Marcey Shapiro MD. It clearly and concisely gives much new scientific research which is proving, in my opinion, the heart is the centre of our Universe, our connection each ‘other’, to our Divinity, our connection to All That Is and to our Sacred Mother Earth.

Living a heart-centered life is actually a harmony between the mind and heart. I believe the heart is the Soul Record of every human and living being on this earth, it IS the all knowing part of us. It knows our past, present and future, it is the guide to the bliss of life. The heart beats and grows before the brain does, by quite a while when you consider the gestation time of a human infant. I feel the heart speaks to us through our intuition and when we can learn to hear, feel, interpret and act upon our ‘gut feelings’ we will all become more of who we are at our essence – that being Love.

I did not always view all of my experiences as good. All of my health issues were of manifestation of my pure dislike, even hatred for my broken bones and surgeries and moreover my body. I always ‘had more problems’ and then one day I realized I wasn’t waiting for ‘what’s next’, another health problem? Since then I have not had as many serious issues, I had a torn ACL about 2 years ago and could not walk on my left knee. It’s hard to see the positive when you are always broken, when you feel your body’s failed you, however when my heart changed it was revealed to me ‘why’ I went through it all.

I can see the positive in all those experiences and now I experience those effects, it’s a totally different perspective and I never imagined it could ever be possible, first of all that I would heal and that ‘I’ would understand and feel the reasoning behind it. I saw the bigger picture, I experienced the negative side of the health issues and now I am experiencing the positive which includes a much healthier body. All because there was a shift from my mind (negative ego) to my heart. It was all to reveal that I am a healer, healing facilitator is more like it, we are our own best healer we just sometimes need to be shown the door. I learned so reasons for the health problems I went through and it showed me the way to the healer within.

When I felt my shift from all fear vibrations and acceptance of ‘who’ I AM and embracing my less comfortable poor health I found a place within me where I had profound love for those around me and it dawned on me that if I could love them that much then it MUST apply to Me TOO! Right! From that point on my body has not only healed and I have a Love Energy that bursts from my chest but my entire life is improving and has improved in all ways. I cannot even begin to count the ways my heart has lead me to where I needed to be, all because I listened to my intuition.

All fear dissipated as the Love grew out of the shift to my heart and it got huge, that is for sure. I don’t feel there is much to fear in life, it’s all a hologram, a dream from our Higher-Self anyways. As far as I am concerned, I have already been through the worst a human can be through so nothing can hurt me now. I see the importance that we use our heart as a filter and pause before a reaction. It is not easy to view everything through your heart, but I promise you the more you do the more balanced and harmonic you will feel. Your life will improve in ways you never expected and you will be in the right place at the right time more and more. The syncronicities in life will be on rapid fire after while and life will just become a game!

I recently reclaimed another ‘brand new life’ when I moved back to what I consider my ‘hometown’, since I lived here the longest and experienced my teens, marriage, children, much happiness and deep hurt. I am back here and living a pure heart-centered life and I am experiencing things I only had ever dreamed of. This is MY TIME and I am the creator. I surrender to Source the path to what it is I want and I have come to a place where I merely have a passing thought of what I want and it manifests. I have reconnected with who I was at birth, the heart has been the key to everything.

All of these great things are happening to me because of living a heart-centered life. I understand that I have shifted in my mind too, I have shifted from more left-brain to right-brain and it is now balanced with my heart. I am sure the more I connect with my soul and allow it to guide me the more harmonic my life will get. I know this all to be true in my life experience and we are all humans so it’s got to work for everyOne who wants to have that inner peace in life.

The better my heart-centeredness tunes in the less ego I have, it just sort of falls away and there is less fighting against from the it and it begins to serve me better all the time. The things I used to beat myself up for are no longer running through my head over and over, in fact there are very little negative thoughts that go through my mind. It’s actually quite a nice effect that I never could have seen happening. My ego now discerns situations and experiences, I have consciously left behind knee-jerk reactions and turned them into a Love impression instead.

In North America Heart Disease is the number one killer and I firmly believe it is because we are not living up to our potential. It is the ‘hobbies’ and things we are ‘naturals’ at that we need to be doing as our professions. What makes us happiest is the path we need to follow, it won’t always be peaches n’ cream but at least the adversity you will face you will do so with a heart filter and you will begin to allow yourself to enjoy or learn from negative experiences. Why are we so afraid to do what makes us happiest, what is the worst that can happen if you actually take a step in faith and see what your heart tells you is your passion. What is possible for you, dream from your heart because it sends out a very powerful signal and that brings back what you want in abundance through the Universal Law of Attraction. Is it possible to see that there are other possibilities in life that what we are ‘taught’ we must do to keep the ‘machine’ running smoothly.

When we follow our heart we view the world with so much more compassion and we have empathy for those who are experiencing a ‘harsher reality’ than we are. We treat ourselves and others better in all ways because we understand that we want to achieve further harmony and we wish it for others too and so we seek out ways to make that happen. We understand and accept that those who are what we consider ‘less-fortunate’ came here to experience too and we can only support them on their journey.

I now understand that nothing is ever truly negative, it can be our best fastest teachers at times. We can learn big lessons from even the smallest negative reactions. I have come to a place where I can cycle through feelings and emotions better now, especially the ones I used to consider negative.

Our Higher-Self created us to experience in human form, as we have many times before and likely, will again. The one thing I feel remains the same throughout all these lives is our heart, it is the carrier of the soul and we all know we have a one, so why aren’t we listening to it.




We have been lied to and had the truth of our personal power suppressed throughout history. First we were told our minds aren’t powerful, then we were told are minds are the very powerful. Both of these statements are true, here’s why; our minds are powerful, absolutely but compared to our heart they are not nearly as powerful.

This is why affirmations don’t usually work if you are a depressed or sad person. In order for things like affirmations to work we must believe them and so many of us do not and so we ‘fail’ and believe they do not work. See what just happened there. It could be said that affirmations are designed to fail by their very nature because if you only ‘think’ they are true, they never will be. However, using the power of the heart to speak affirmations will make them far more powerful and you will see results. You must believe them to be true and then they will work for you. This is much more difficult to do because if you believed what the affirmations are attempting to help you with to begin with you would not even need them! You cannot trick your heart into anything unlike the way you can trick your mind into any number of things. Our hearts are wise and loving while our brains are mere processors.

Emotions come from feelings and feelings come from the heart. The way we view our world and believe what we see only creates more of that. If we see the world around us as beautiful and wonderful, we then create more of that and so the circle begins. If we see our lives as lacking and sad and we believe this is true, we then create more of that in our lives and then begins a viscous spiral. The Universe will give you what you ask for, every time, in abundance, in all speed, without fail!

The things our emotions create in our lives and bodies are incredible and most of the time we don’t even realize we are creating these manifestations. We are powerful creators my friend – my brothers – my sisters. The way we view our lives in the ‘what is’ situation, through our emotions and feelings backed up with power of the physical visualization we live, is how we create our lives whether we know it or not. The Universe responds to every feeling we send out with a thought by sending it back to us in abundance.

It DOES NOT MATTER if you are a positive person or negative it is Universal Law. We have the power to create a life that we truly desire, nothing is unattainable and do you know what? Just because you were born means it is your Divine Birthright to have and live and happy beautifully abundant life. Instead of only viewing ‘what is’ by looking at your current situation, view a different life and believe you deserve better, feel you deserve better. Things will start to change, little by little. You will notice little synchronicity’s start to happen and the more you practice choosing a better life and believing you deserve it, the better your life will get everyday.

Every single thing that is happening in your life right now is of your creation. It does not matter if you are an emoting positive or negative energy or somewhere in the middle energy. Whatever you put out is what you will get back. Our emotion or feeling vibration that is being sent out by the power of our heart with the perception of the mind is what we will get back in our lives through our experiences. The Universe is always lining up with our vibrations and giving us back exactly what is put out.

Remember this next time you are looking at your life and feeling bad because as you do you are creating more of what is bad. In those moments when you are feeling negatively use your mind power to your advantage. Shift your thoughts to something that makes you happy and feel those feelings and in that moment start to imagine a better life, a better place where you want to live. Allow yourself to receive that life, move in the direction of it by following your intuition. Your intuition is your hearts voice telling you what is the best for you to do in each moment.

Live a heart-centered life and do not allow your mind and the thoughts created in it to get you down. Stop listening to your negative ego that tells you you are not good enough or stupid or fat and lazy. When you believe this to be true this is what you will create, every time with out fail. Live from your heart as much as you possibly can, only love lives in the heart and when you love yourself you will have a fabulous life full of all the great things you desire. When you listen to the language of your intuition it will guide you to your best life. Follow it, it will never lead you astray.

-michelle xo


This one is a little different than my regular posts. This is more a recalling of what has happened to me in the recent past and how I came to see that I am always supported by Source. I have tied together two very important things in life and how they directly affected me and it is my hope that you will gain some insight to your life and see what you tied together and what you can do now to change it or improve it.

Recently I went through a test of faith. I know that I will always have what I need when I need it; I have absolute faith in that! I just moved back to my home town and one of the suburbs I lived in while I grew up here. While that was all fresh, new, wonderful, and exciting – I was still dealing with deep feelings of loss. The loss of the physical closeness of my family members! Those feelings are intense and choke me up and I cry however as I work on it I feel better, I just remember that we are all One and my heartache lessens.

Physical loss has been a lifelong experience for me. I am the Matriarch of my family and have been for 5 years now and I am only 41. We had a fairly small family and I lost all 10 elders in the span of 20 years, that is 1 every 2 years! That does not include the family that moved away either, I can easily add 6 to that number! That makes it more than one per year!

I have never been a griever in the classic sense, I never went through the ‘grief steps’ of bargaining and anger, etc., it was always the physical loss that hurt me the most. The fact that I could no longer hug them or touch them or visit with them physically is what I felt was my ‘loss’. I always ‘knew’ they were there in spirit the second I mention or think their name however, we live in a physical ‘reality’ here and so we must learn to allow our emotion to be expressed physically. Tell those you love that you love them, hug them, hold their hand. You will give love and you will get it in return. This is soul expansion through the heart, which is sometimes the hardest to learn but always the easiest to just do!

We must learn to live without regrets. To be open and honest with those that we cherish in our lives helps us to know that there will never be questions of loving each other. We are here for soul expansion and learning and through the expression of unconditional love; for those who we care about while in physicality is when our hearts begin to really open.  We start to see the ‘bigger picture’ and we become happy for those who have passed because now they are in the heart of Source and what could be better than that!

The closeness of my family physically is what I am missing the most and having strong emotion over and it has manifested in my life through money. Or lack thereof I should say. EVERYONE who knows me knows that money is never ever an issue for me if someone was in need. I had come to a place of financial security through better management of my funds. You see I am a ‘Person With Disabilities’ and I am on a ‘guaranteed income’ that I receive each month from the Provincial Gov’t Ministry. I have other sources but when you live on the system it is hard to find your balance but I had found mine.

It had seemed at though the search for my house and my car breaking down in Vancouver changed that cycle and instead of being gone for 7-10 days, I was there (here) for 22 days! Fixing my car and related expenses to being in Van for so long wiped out my savings that I had saved up for my move. However, I was/am fully supported and the Ministry paid for it! Moreover, it was all at the very last minute, they worked over the course of 4hrs in two days! While I was here I was blessed with a beautiful new place to live that is far less than what I had budgeted!  Then my truck rental place ‘upgraded’ my truck from a 17’ to a 26’! This cost me more in fuel but it is paid for by the Ministry. I didn’t need to worry about fitting my things into the truck, they were transported nice and cozy. The way I was posed with the illusion of loss or lack and still found the abundance in each situation really is obvious here to me and was while I was going through it. I was fully aware and kept my feelings of abundance high and I was graced!

Since my car pretty much went Kaput! while I was in Van. I had no way to get home, after about 20 days I finally had enough one night and I got frustrated for the first time! It was at that point which I decided to contact my brothers the next day. The day after that my brother was on his way. He picked me up and we drove back the same night. I am grateful that I had a place to stay amongst great friends – they sheltered and fed me. I was welcome to stay as long as I needed at no expense to me except providing for my own personal things. They supported me through one of the toughest decisions I have ever had to make and I did so because I knew I could not go anywhere (so I had the time) and I was lovingly supported through the process I undertook. (It was/is life-altering and is better in-line with a different blog so i am going to stay general here)

My issue with the money came once I got here and moved in. For 3 weeks straight I had only a few dollars to my name. I had borrowed my pops’ van to get around, reacquaint myself with my area, get things I needed etc. There was no gas in the van and I had no money to put any in. This lead me to feel great feelings of frustration, like I had my free-will was taken from me. Oh how awful it felt. I knew for sure when I was going to be paid and so the payments that come before it, usually, didn’t come until the day before I knew for sure I would have my cheque. I did not have time to put gas in the van and do all the things I wanted because I had to return it immediately. So the day after I got paid I was on my way to take the van back. My feelings of frustration about not being able to do the things I wanted fell away as soon as I left to take the van back because by returning the van I was getting an even bigger monkey off my back that I didn’t even know was there. I realized it was having the van that was making me feel worse because I had no funds to put gas in it to drive it. The empty gas tank was a metaphor for how I was feeling ’empty’ and by continuously focusing on that, it perpetuated.

I was so stressed about the lack of money in my life especially having just moved in to a place FAR away from the comforts of ‘home’, that being my family. This is not the first time this has happened to me. I came to the realization a while ago that I ‘created’ pain and dis-ease in my body so I could be a ‘stay-at-home-mom’ and so I ended up on disability. I had been quite successful in my career but I missed my children so much and desired to be with them so strongly that my emotional body that was in immense pain manifested pain and illness in my physical body. I began to have more serious and worse diagnoses as time went on because I had much older emotional pain from my past that I hadn’t healed, let-go, forgiven or acknowledged.

I have come to understand that my feelings of money and familial security are tied, they go hand in hand. As I reflect back on my childhood, I can see the correlation between the past and my current. As I am healing my past I am creating a future without that emotional pain or physical pain which all stem lack and loss. We were very poor growing up and we did not feel supported by our parents all the time. I can see how even though I was successful and loved my jobs, I wanted to be with my girls more! A LOT more! That emotional pain came out physically and created a situation where I landed on disability. This shows that it did not matter the cost, I wanted to be able to be there for my children – whenever they needed me! A situation was created where the only way I could stay home with my children was going to cost me my health. “At ANY cost!”

The 3 weeks of frustration I went through due to financial lack was directly related to my feelings of loss of my family’s physical closeness. This was confirmed for me when I took the van back. When I walked into the house, I was shaking like a leaf! It was my emotional body trying to find it’s balance which was manifesting in my physical body and now that I had my family back momentarily I could feel it calm down as I was in their presence.

I had no real reason to be so frustrated before and hindsight is always 20/20! I can see now that I was secure in my new place, bills were all paid, I have food in the house etc. Money somehow became such a distraction to me and this was a truly odd feeling but a familiar one. I used to stress all the time about money but since my healing I have begun to take it out of all equations and it has made a world of difference! The ‘money situation’ was just a manifestation of my missing my family and they security they provide since money in this reality is a ‘false’ source of security. This is why it felt odd but I got frustrated instead of stressed out. I absolutely love how we can observe what is going on in our lives and ‘choose’ to view it as positive or negative whether through discernment of the bigger picture or judgement through just a portion.

We have free will, free will is simply ‘choice’. I chose to focus on this supposed lack of money I had for 3 weeks instead of being grateful for all the wealth I already had in my life. This came about because of intense emotions of loss due to me relocating. It was difficult but I worked consciously at it to change it while in those moments of frustration and I believe it worked. I understand why it happened and so I will continue to stay positive, which isn’t hard these days, and keep offering meditations of abundance and gratitude. I can see how it works when you focus on the positive and that positive comes back and likewise with negativity.

I was completely supported by Source the entire time, my faith questioned it because of my ‘lack’ of money but that was just a symptom of the bigger picture of me missing the physical presence of my family. I had what I ‘needed’ and that was what I needed, period.

There is no doubt in my mind that ‘when we ask, we will receive’ we just must be careful what we ask for because we just might get it. I desired to be in Vancouver so my children could have easy access to both parents and I got it alright. I was also left with a gaping hole where my family used to be. I am letting it go because we are all One and we still love each other just as much as we did when we were together, there is just some (physical) distance that separates us! I hope you can find the ‘ties that bind’ in your life and begin to heal them for you deserve and are entitled to the best life you envision!




I would like to start by wishing you all a wonderfully abundant New Year and I sincerely Thank ALL of You for YOUR Love, well wishes, support and wonderful feedback, it makes my ‘job’ so enjoyable! I also appreciate your patience as you have waited for this; Part 2 of my series on SACRED CORE VALUES.

As we begin this New Year of 2013, I would like to share one of my sincerest wishes for everyONE this year and every year from now on. I wish that you ALL find LOVE… PURE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE! (The Love I talk about in my blogs is always in reference to UNconditional Love, unless otherwise stated.) I do not mean Love as in needing a ‘partner’ or ‘mate’ sense, but if you already have Love for yourself and you would like to have a ‘partner’ to share it with, then it is my wish for you too! What I mean here though and the Love I am talking about is Love for yourself, for ALL other humans, all animals, all plants, all minerals, and even all insects & bugs, etc. It is my wish that you all ‘feel’ just how intricately we are ALL connected and how we are all dependent on one an-other, to survive and THRIVE. I wish for you to all ‘see’ this and to have a higher consciousness of this inter-connectedness. Once we can see that we all need each-other and we can come to Love that we are in fact, ‘dependent’ on each-other then we can drop all the judgements we have towards others, forgive everything and start treating one an-other­, ALL other life forms, with esteem and respect! We are ALL a part of Nature, why would our Sacred Mother have all the beauty in and on the world but leave us out, it does not make sense and that just is not the case. God gave Mother the idea and she created us, we are Loved by both and we ARE Love!

I stated in my ‘SACRED CORE VALUES Introduction’ that the journey to FORGIVENESS, LOVE, (non)JUDGEMENT AND R-S-E-P-E-C-T! for others was not a ‘hard’ one for me. On the other hand though, the journey for me to be able to have UNconditional Love for myself, certainly was. I ‘Loved’ myself but at that time, I did not understand self-Love the way I do now and so I attached ‘conditions’ to it. The journey to Love others was not hard for me (as I said) and it was directly because of that Love I was able to realize that Loving an-other, meant I could have (UNconditional) Love for me too! Then it hit me – I had to Love myself equally and genuinely, it only made sense, it was logical and for once, my ego served me in a positive way.

Finding this Love allowed me to ‘surrender’ to Source and now; I live each day, every day in a state of happiness. Regardless of whether I am having, a great day or a bad day does not matter because my experiences are less ‘painful’ and I still get to learn and through ‘my’ experiences, Source learns and we expand. I know in my heart that I will never ever be led down the hardest path or turned in the ‘wrong’ direction anymore because of this Love and I now know, I will always take the path of ‘least resistance’ to learn the same lessons. I used to learn through hardship and physical pain and now I get the same lesson but through a much softer and gentler method. Gone are the days of allowing my ego to beat me up and keep me in pain & suffering all the time. I feel my heart chakra wide open all day, every day. I used to ‘think’ it was anxiety and that IS what it felt like but that was when I lived in fear, now that I live in Love, I can feel ‘It’ swirling from my heart and what a glorious feeling IT is!

I used to beat myself up about many different things which were totally unfounded, for instance; I used to ‘think’ (ego) I was a bad mother because my disabilities! I honestly felt that because they made me unable to ‘physically’ participate in my children’s lives at times that I was not giving them everything I had, when in fact, I actually gave them more. When we talk, I am completely present, I am not half-assed paying attention, they get my entire focus for the length of the conversation. I was not able to see how wonderfully rounded they were despite what I felt was my deficiency was, even with the encouragement from others who could see.

Often I will say, ‘if we physically beat ourselves up the way we do mentally and emotionally, through negative self-talk, we would be sick & dis-eased and broken & bruised’. I know this for fact because sadly, I did it to me. It was unconscious but now that I AM aware and conscious and have Love for me, I cannot and do not live in that state anymore and I have begun the process of healing on all levels of my being. This is my wish for YOU too! If you are wondering how I could have ‘injured’ myself through negative feelings towards myself, you may understand by reading my piece on ‘HEALING’. All the broken bones I suffered and all the dis-ease I lowered myself into (vibration) are clear indications of exactly how we do this to ourselves. I do not mean to say that they all came from dwelling on the negative in this particular regard but many of them certainly did but I cannot tell you which ones exactly are a result of the ‘bad mother’ feelings.   

Having said all this I would like to share a method I have used on occasion to assist in getting myself into a vibration of Unconditional Love. I Love my children with ALL my heart and soul, despite how I used to feel about my mothering ‘deficiencies’. The Love of a child is one of such purity and it never seems to stun new moms when they look at their newborn baby and feel overwhelmed at the amount of Love they can have for an-other person. Using the Love for a child is a wonderful way to get yourself into that amazing vibration and when we can hold it and project it towards others is when we can start to realize that it is possible to Love anyone, even ‘strangers’. If you don’t have children in your life, pets are another great way to find that Love, pets and children love us Unconditionally, they do not know our ‘flaws’ and even if they did – they wouldn’t care. When we Love our pets as if they are family we hold that same vibration of Love and using the method above, we can use our Love for them to Love ourselves and others as well.

We are all part of the ‘human-race’ and that connects us, it does NOT matter what sex, religion or colour we are. Human is human! The fact that we share everything on this Earth with every other living creature, plant, mineral etc. connects us all together too. We ALL live on Earth. Earth and humans are approximately the same ‘make up’, humans have the same water to bone ratio as the Earths water to land ratio. Earths rivers & streams are like our arteries & veins, the Earth has a heartbeat, an electo-magnetic field, the same vibrational fields and we are all created by Source with Sacred Geometry, this connects us.  These are some small examples of how ‘we’ are all connected. (I will do more on ‘Connectedness’ in the future but for now I hope this will allow you to see that we are not so different, despite ‘what’ we are.)

UNconditional Love is the highest vibrational state we can attain in this 3rd dimension. There is another Love, OMNI-LOVE, which is actually a higher vibration than UNconditional Love but that is attained once we reach a certain level of ascension, meaning, once we attain Love for all OTHER life on this planet. It is the Love of the Universe and beyond all the way to Source. I also said in my ‘Introduction’ that, “I believe ALL Love is UNconditional Love because I do not feel that we cannot express that ‘we Love’ and then attach conditions to it”. To me that just is not what the essence of Love really is. Source, God, Divinity is all LOVE and there are no ‘conditions’ there. Having Love that is has conditions attached to it can still be Love, the way you understand it but to me when I say, ‘I Love’ I mean wholly and truly, without ‘conditions’ and with ALL my heart and soul. When I express my Love, I mean nothing has to change or be changed for me to be satisfied, you do not have to change anything about you for me to Love you… Absolutely NOTHING at all, because I see and accept the perfection of your imperfection, just as I do with myself.

We spend too much time in the past, dwelling on the things we ‘should’ have done, but this just does not make sense when you understand that ‘we did the best we could with what we had’ in that moment, even if we think that we ‘knew’ better. We cannot change the past so the best thing we can do for ourselves is to accept what we did and (perhaps) make better choices in the future, embrace what we learned from the experience and forgive ourselves. Stop judging your past, let go of it – you cannot change it so why keep running past events through your mind, over and over? Does it really serve you or does it make you feel worse? How about shifting your focus to the here and NOW, live for today, Love that you get to wake up and have another chance every day. Plan something wonderful for your future and believe that you deserve it, despite what you may have done before. We are all supposed to make mistakes and learn from them, that is one of the reasons we are here. If we lived ‘perfect’ lives, there would be NO reason for us to be here, we certainly do not learn as much from ‘being’ perfect as we do from our errors. No matter how big or small every experience is important for self-awareness and growth and often it is the hardest times we have that we learn from the greatest. However, would you not rather learn the same lesson but through an ‘easier’ way? Loving yourself, UNconditionally, can give you that, I know this for FACT! This is what I am trying to say to you and I sincerely hope that you will understand and that you will forgive your misdeeds and those of others, stop judging yourself, everyone and everything, then give everyone & everything else including yourself, the respect deserved, through Love! We are all worth it, You are worth it, I believe in you and I LOVE YOU!

Peace, Love and Happiness be with you!