WE ARE NATURAL CREATORS


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(MY CAPS ARE NOT ‘YELLING’ – THEY ARE INDICATING MY LOVE AND ENTHUSIASM FOR LIFE, ONLY. PLEASE DO NOT MISUNDERSTAND THEM)

I FEEL THE FEAR BEING PROJECTED BY THE SYSTEM AND ACCEPTED BY MANKIND IS BECAUSE THE SYSTEM LITERALLY SUCKS THE LIFE-FORCE OUT OF PEOPLE SO THEY WITHER AND DIE. THEIR LIVES ARE LACKING LIFE AND THEREFORE ARE LIMITED RESULTING IN DEATH. THIS IS REFLECTED OUT ONTO OUR REALITY IN ALL THE DIFFERENT WAYS THE SYSTEM ‘OPERATES’ AND IS A VISCOUS CYCLE. IT IS AN EVIL AND EXTREMELY SINISTER PLAGUE IN THE FORM OF AN IDEA/AGENDA THAT WE ARE LEAD TO BELIEVE IN, WE ARE BEING THE LIE.

WE ARE CREATORS AND WE ARE CREATING THE SYSTEM OURSELVES BY ACTING OUT THEIR STORIES. PLEASE THINK ABOUT THIS… THE SYSTEM ‘FEEDS US’ ALL THESE HIS-STORIES AND ‘LAWS’, POLICIES, EDUCATION, RE-LEGION, GOVERN-MEN-T AND WE ‘TAKE IT’ AND IMPLEMENT IT INTO OUR LIVES AND BEGIN CREATING IT. WE NEED TO STOP, THEY ARE NOT THE AUTHORS OF YOUR LIFE, YOU ARE – IT’S YOUR LIFE AND YOU CAN DO WHAT YOU WILL, YOU ARE UNLIMITED LOVE AND THIS HOLDS EVERY POTENTIAL AND POSSIBILITY SO WHY CONTINUE HOLDING YOURSELVES BACK. WE NEED TO START REJECTING THEIR ‘OFFERS’, STOP ‘TAKING THEM ON’ AND GIVE BACK THEIR NONSENSE, IT’S THEIRS LET THEM OWN IT.

WE MUST REJECT, DEFLECT AND REFLECT BECAUSE WHEN WE DO, WE ‘BE THE CAUSE’ OF THE LOVE FORCE GROWTH THROUGH SELF EMPOWERMENT USING NATURAL LAW. TRUTH AND REAL KNOWLEDGE SHOW UP IN OUR LIVES THROUGH BEAUTY FILLED SYNCRONICITIES AND LIFE BECOMES AWESOME! LOVE IS THE TRUTH THAT IS IN ALL LIVING THINGS AND IT RESONATES WITHIN EACH ONE OF US. EVERYTHING WE COULD POSSIBLY WANT OR NEED IS AVAILABLE THROUGH OUR NATURAL WAYS. WE DO NOT EVEN HAVE TO DIE IF WE DON’T WANT, IT IS LITERALLY UP TO US! IF THE SYSTEM WASN’T SUCKING THE LIFE-FORCE OUT OF YOU HOW LONG WOULD YOU WANT TO LIVE, IT’S YOUR FREE WILL TO DECIDE AND TO CHOOSE HOW YOU WANT TO LIVE.

THE SYSTEM IS OVER AND WHAT WE ARE WITNESSING IS THE DYING FLAILS OF THE BEAST, IT WILL NOT GO DOWN WITHOUT A FIGHT. IT HAS BROKEN THE GOLDEN RULE OF NATURAL LAW OF ‘DO NO HARM‘ AND NATURES LAW IS TAKING CARE OF IT ITSELF. THE SYSTEM HAS CAUSED SO MUCH HARM IN THE CREATIONS OF THE LIVING AND IT’S TIME IS UP, THERE IS MUCH MORAL ACCOUNTING TO BE DONE. IT IS UP TO US ALL TO HOLD THE MEN AND WOMEN WHO ‘FED’ US THESE LIES ACCOUNTABLE TO NATURAL LAW. THIS IS ONE OF OUR RESPONSE ABILITIES, THE SYSTEM PEDDLES THE LIE THAT IS RESPONS-IBILITY BECAUSE THAT MAKES US RESPONSIBLE TO THEM RATHER THAN BEING RESPONSE ABLE IN OUR LIVES. WHAT YOU DO NOT KNOW IS ABSOLUTELY KILLING YOU!

THIS IS WHY ALL OF CREATION IS BEING RAPED, POLLUTED, POISONED AND PILLAGED… IF ‘ENOUGH’ LIFE-FORCE CAN BE TAKEN FROM ALL THE LIFE ON EARTH THEN THE SYSTEM THINKS IT HAS A ‘FIGHTING CHANCE’. WE CANNOT ALLOW THIS TO HAPPEN AND WE CAN CHANGE IT FAST, WHEN THE LOVE RESONANCE BUILDS IT TAKES DOWN THE FEAR WHICH MEANS IT IS DOING TWICE THE WORK IN HALF THE TIME. THIS IS HOW WE REALLY CAN DO THINGS IN OUR LIVES AND THEN LITTLE ‘WORK’ HAS TO BE DONE.

IF WE WANT SOMETHING BETTER THEN WE NEED TO START CREATING THE LIFE WE WANT. WE MUST START CARING FOR OUR LIVES, LOVING OURSELVES AND GIVING AND SHARING WITH OTHERS. WE DO NOT DE-SERVE ANYTHING! WE ARE HERE TO BE HONOURED WITH THE RESPONSE ABILITY TO SERVE EVERYTHING LIVING AND THAT IS WHAT BRINGS US ALL THE HAPPINESS AND JOY LIFE HAS TO OFFER, NOT SERVICE TO SELF!

WE MUST ALL RETURN TO OUR NATURE AND WHAT IS NATURAL TO US AND ALLOW IT TO RETURN TO US. WE NEED TO ‘LEGION’ WITH THE LOVE FORCE AGAIN AND GET BACK TO LIVING! THE SYSTEM, WARS, POLLUTION, MONEY, ETC ARE ALL COMPLETELY UNNATURAL TO US. WE ARE BORN INTO BUT THAT DOES NOT MEAN IT’S NATURAL, IT IS NOT OUR NATURE TO BE IN THESE CONFLICTS. THIS IS THE REAL REASON WHY EVERYONE HAS A DISEASE THESE DAYS. WE ARE HEALERS BY NATURE AND SO UNCONSCIOUSLY WE TAKE IN WHAT THE SYSTEM IS OFFERING BUT BECAUSE IT IS TOTALLY UNNATURAL WE MUST PROCESS THE GARBAGE OUT. WHAT WE ARE EXPERIENCING WITH DISEASE IS ABSOLUTELY HEALING, CONTRARY TO POPULAR BELIEF.

THE SYSTEM, IT NEEDS US TO KEEP IT ALIVE, IT NEEDS US TO KEEP UP THE ILLUSION BY ACTING OUT THEIR STORIES THROUGH THE FORCE OF AUTHORITY. IF WE SIMPLY CHOOSE LOVE, TRUTH AND NATURE THE SYSTEM WILL BE SHAKEN TO IT’S FOUNDATIONS, IT WILL CRUMBLE AND BE REDUCED TO ASH.

CHANGING POLI-TIC-IANS WILL NOT CHANGE ANYTHING, IT HAS CAUSED THIS MESS, THIS CATASTROPHE AND IT MUST BE STOPPED. FOR THE SAKE OF ALL LIVING THINGS IT HAS TO BE DONE AWAY WITH COMPLETELY AND TOTALLY. IT SERVES NOTHING BUT IT’S OWN ‘AGENDA’, ALL THE WHILE STRIPPING YOU OF EVERYTHING INHERENTLY YOURS, OF YOUR DIVINE BIRTH RITES AND CAUSING SO MUCH HARM TO EARTH AND BEYOND.

THE LACK AND LIMITATION IS ALL AN ILLUSION MEANT TO KEEP YOU IN FEAR SO YOU WILL SUBMIT AND CONSENT TO HAVING SOMEONE ELSE AUTHOR YOUR LIFE. LOVE AND NATURE ARE ABUNDANT, THEY SPRING ETERNAL, THE TRUTH NEVER DIES IT CAN ONLY BE SHADOWED AND COVERED UP BY LIES. EVEN THAT DOESN’T WORK BECAUSE LIES JUST NEEDS MORE LIES TO SUPPORT THEM AND IT GROWS. ONCE THE LOVE STARTS TO RESONATE IT SHAKES OFF THOSE LIES AND UNVEILS THE TRUTH.

I WILL NOT STAND FOR IT ANYMORE AND I WOULD APPRECIATE YOU STANDING WITH ME.

I FEEL THIS  IS OUR ‘RITE OF PASSAGE’ TO TRUE FREEDOM SO STRONGLY NOW AND I SEND IT OUT TO YOU ALL WITH SUCH GRATITUDE. IT IS TRULY AN HONOUR TO SERVE YOU! I KNOW OF THE LOVE THAT YOU ARE GOING TO BE GRACED WITH, IT IS TREE-MEND-US!

LOVE, THY WILL BE DONE!

LOVE, TRUTH, NATURE

LOSS & TRUSTING THAT WE ALWAYS HAVE WHAT WE NEED


This one is a little different than my regular posts. This is more a recalling of what has happened to me in the recent past and how I came to see that I am always supported by Source. I have tied together two very important things in life and how they directly affected me and it is my hope that you will gain some insight to your life and see what you tied together and what you can do now to change it or improve it.

Recently I went through a test of faith. I know that I will always have what I need when I need it; I have absolute faith in that! I just moved back to my home town and one of the suburbs I lived in while I grew up here. While that was all fresh, new, wonderful, and exciting – I was still dealing with deep feelings of loss. The loss of the physical closeness of my family members! Those feelings are intense and choke me up and I cry however as I work on it I feel better, I just remember that we are all One and my heartache lessens.

Physical loss has been a lifelong experience for me. I am the Matriarch of my family and have been for 5 years now and I am only 41. We had a fairly small family and I lost all 10 elders in the span of 20 years, that is 1 every 2 years! That does not include the family that moved away either, I can easily add 6 to that number! That makes it more than one per year!

I have never been a griever in the classic sense, I never went through the ‘grief steps’ of bargaining and anger, etc., it was always the physical loss that hurt me the most. The fact that I could no longer hug them or touch them or visit with them physically is what I felt was my ‘loss’. I always ‘knew’ they were there in spirit the second I mention or think their name however, we live in a physical ‘reality’ here and so we must learn to allow our emotion to be expressed physically. Tell those you love that you love them, hug them, hold their hand. You will give love and you will get it in return. This is soul expansion through the heart, which is sometimes the hardest to learn but always the easiest to just do!

We must learn to live without regrets. To be open and honest with those that we cherish in our lives helps us to know that there will never be questions of loving each other. We are here for soul expansion and learning and through the expression of unconditional love; for those who we care about while in physicality is when our hearts begin to really open.  We start to see the ‘bigger picture’ and we become happy for those who have passed because now they are in the heart of Source and what could be better than that!

The closeness of my family physically is what I am missing the most and having strong emotion over and it has manifested in my life through money. Or lack thereof I should say. EVERYONE who knows me knows that money is never ever an issue for me if someone was in need. I had come to a place of financial security through better management of my funds. You see I am a ‘Person With Disabilities’ and I am on a ‘guaranteed income’ that I receive each month from the Provincial Gov’t Ministry. I have other sources but when you live on the system it is hard to find your balance but I had found mine.

It had seemed at though the search for my house and my car breaking down in Vancouver changed that cycle and instead of being gone for 7-10 days, I was there (here) for 22 days! Fixing my car and related expenses to being in Van for so long wiped out my savings that I had saved up for my move. However, I was/am fully supported and the Ministry paid for it! Moreover, it was all at the very last minute, they worked over the course of 4hrs in two days! While I was here I was blessed with a beautiful new place to live that is far less than what I had budgeted!  Then my truck rental place ‘upgraded’ my truck from a 17’ to a 26’! This cost me more in fuel but it is paid for by the Ministry. I didn’t need to worry about fitting my things into the truck, they were transported nice and cozy. The way I was posed with the illusion of loss or lack and still found the abundance in each situation really is obvious here to me and was while I was going through it. I was fully aware and kept my feelings of abundance high and I was graced!

Since my car pretty much went Kaput! while I was in Van. I had no way to get home, after about 20 days I finally had enough one night and I got frustrated for the first time! It was at that point which I decided to contact my brothers the next day. The day after that my brother was on his way. He picked me up and we drove back the same night. I am grateful that I had a place to stay amongst great friends – they sheltered and fed me. I was welcome to stay as long as I needed at no expense to me except providing for my own personal things. They supported me through one of the toughest decisions I have ever had to make and I did so because I knew I could not go anywhere (so I had the time) and I was lovingly supported through the process I undertook. (It was/is life-altering and is better in-line with a different blog so i am going to stay general here)

My issue with the money came once I got here and moved in. For 3 weeks straight I had only a few dollars to my name. I had borrowed my pops’ van to get around, reacquaint myself with my area, get things I needed etc. There was no gas in the van and I had no money to put any in. This lead me to feel great feelings of frustration, like I had my free-will was taken from me. Oh how awful it felt. I knew for sure when I was going to be paid and so the payments that come before it, usually, didn’t come until the day before I knew for sure I would have my cheque. I did not have time to put gas in the van and do all the things I wanted because I had to return it immediately. So the day after I got paid I was on my way to take the van back. My feelings of frustration about not being able to do the things I wanted fell away as soon as I left to take the van back because by returning the van I was getting an even bigger monkey off my back that I didn’t even know was there. I realized it was having the van that was making me feel worse because I had no funds to put gas in it to drive it. The empty gas tank was a metaphor for how I was feeling ’empty’ and by continuously focusing on that, it perpetuated.

I was so stressed about the lack of money in my life especially having just moved in to a place FAR away from the comforts of ‘home’, that being my family. This is not the first time this has happened to me. I came to the realization a while ago that I ‘created’ pain and dis-ease in my body so I could be a ‘stay-at-home-mom’ and so I ended up on disability. I had been quite successful in my career but I missed my children so much and desired to be with them so strongly that my emotional body that was in immense pain manifested pain and illness in my physical body. I began to have more serious and worse diagnoses as time went on because I had much older emotional pain from my past that I hadn’t healed, let-go, forgiven or acknowledged.

I have come to understand that my feelings of money and familial security are tied, they go hand in hand. As I reflect back on my childhood, I can see the correlation between the past and my current. As I am healing my past I am creating a future without that emotional pain or physical pain which all stem lack and loss. We were very poor growing up and we did not feel supported by our parents all the time. I can see how even though I was successful and loved my jobs, I wanted to be with my girls more! A LOT more! That emotional pain came out physically and created a situation where I landed on disability. This shows that it did not matter the cost, I wanted to be able to be there for my children – whenever they needed me! A situation was created where the only way I could stay home with my children was going to cost me my health. “At ANY cost!”

The 3 weeks of frustration I went through due to financial lack was directly related to my feelings of loss of my family’s physical closeness. This was confirmed for me when I took the van back. When I walked into the house, I was shaking like a leaf! It was my emotional body trying to find it’s balance which was manifesting in my physical body and now that I had my family back momentarily I could feel it calm down as I was in their presence.

I had no real reason to be so frustrated before and hindsight is always 20/20! I can see now that I was secure in my new place, bills were all paid, I have food in the house etc. Money somehow became such a distraction to me and this was a truly odd feeling but a familiar one. I used to stress all the time about money but since my healing I have begun to take it out of all equations and it has made a world of difference! The ‘money situation’ was just a manifestation of my missing my family and they security they provide since money in this reality is a ‘false’ source of security. This is why it felt odd but I got frustrated instead of stressed out. I absolutely love how we can observe what is going on in our lives and ‘choose’ to view it as positive or negative whether through discernment of the bigger picture or judgement through just a portion.

We have free will, free will is simply ‘choice’. I chose to focus on this supposed lack of money I had for 3 weeks instead of being grateful for all the wealth I already had in my life. This came about because of intense emotions of loss due to me relocating. It was difficult but I worked consciously at it to change it while in those moments of frustration and I believe it worked. I understand why it happened and so I will continue to stay positive, which isn’t hard these days, and keep offering meditations of abundance and gratitude. I can see how it works when you focus on the positive and that positive comes back and likewise with negativity.

I was completely supported by Source the entire time, my faith questioned it because of my ‘lack’ of money but that was just a symptom of the bigger picture of me missing the physical presence of my family. I had what I ‘needed’ and that was what I needed, period.

There is no doubt in my mind that ‘when we ask, we will receive’ we just must be careful what we ask for because we just might get it. I desired to be in Vancouver so my children could have easy access to both parents and I got it alright. I was also left with a gaping hole where my family used to be. I am letting it go because we are all One and we still love each other just as much as we did when we were together, there is just some (physical) distance that separates us! I hope you can find the ‘ties that bind’ in your life and begin to heal them for you deserve and are entitled to the best life you envision!

-michelle.

                                       

CONNECTEDNESS – A QUICK SUMMARY OF HOW WE ARE ALL CONNECTED


I feel so strongly about the words you are about to read that I can hardly type fast enough to get the words out. These emotions are so strong and I feel I need to start posting videos of my feelings instead of just words. Perhaps it will come across more powerfully if you could see me actually saying these things because I don’t just write them, I live them. They come from my Higher-Self the collective consciousness, you have it all in you too for we are all connected….

Everything from the Universe, planets, humans, animals and every other living creature on earth is a mathematical equation. I used to say, ‘Math is the Universal Language’ and what I meant was every person can do basic math and it does not matter what language you speak, math is unchanging, the equations add up regardless of your native tongue. I now understand how profound my statement is.

While on my spiritual quest I discovered Sacred Geometry, it is the math of the Universe. Everything created is from an equation. Don’t believe me, research it for yourself, perhaps you will find enlightenment through it. Since we all speak math it may be easier for some of you to understand spirituality and how connected we are through Sacred Geometry. I am a woman on a mission and that is to help each and every one of you find within yourself your genius and your Sacred Heart because I know when you find it you will find inner peace and harmony with the cosmos.

As humans, we all live on Earth, in this galaxy! Sure, there is other life out there but here is the thing, we live here, all together. I mentioned in a previous blog that we are similar in makeup to earth. Our Sacred Mother has a heartbeat, an electromagnetic field and when you take a closer look, you can see that Her rivers and streams are not unlike our own veins and arteries. We have a bone to water make up similar to Her landmass and water ratio as well so we are not all that different from this planet we live on.

We are part of nature, Mother loves us even more than we could ever imagine. She feeds us, supports us and provides all the materials we need to construct anything we want, have you ever thought of Her that way before? She certainly is Divine and I love her with all my heart and I thank her every day for giving birth to us, humankind. We could not live on any other planet and feel at home because THIS is our home here on earth. We have a DIRECT connection with this planet and there is no other planet that would ever feel the same. We would probably wither and die of heart related issues if we were ever to colonize another planet for our connection with Mother Earth is so strong that our hearts would always be longing to be home.

As humans, we are all one race, period. It does NOT matter what race, religion or creed we are, we are ALL human FIRST! Each one of is important to the world for we bring the diversity needed to keep our planet alive. Mother Earth needs us just as much as we need her. We are all part of a collective consciousness, which means our individual conscience is an extension of the conscience of the human collective. This connects us just as every drop of water is part of the ocean; each human is part of the collective. When we strive to find our spirituality and we tap into our Higher-Self is when we will eventually find the access to the consciousness of humanity. While in human incarnation, we are all extensions of Source Energy, which means we are Source Energy.

Everything is made up of energy and vibration. We learn this in basic science in school; things that are less dense vibrate slower than something that vibrates fast. Through this simple science facto, you can see how we as humans all vibrate at a similar level. It is when we raise our vibration and frequency that we are able to feel more connected to each other. Personally, I use Binaural Beats combined with my continuous spiritual search, I have found my vibration increasing, and I feel the Love Energy of the collective in my heart every single day. I wake up with it, swirling from my chest and it is the last thing I feel before I go to sleep each night. It has not gone away since it started 6 months ago.

The Love Energy that I feel is what I want for you, for you all. It is a glorious feeling to feel ‘in love’ all day and to feel buzzy. This is ascension and we can go higher and ‘grow up’ – up to the collective consciousness and up to Source. I urge you all to find within yourself a truly loving space and while in that love – let go, forgive and stop holding on to old hurts. Do they really SERVE you except as bad memories? Why are you holding on to the hurt, it does not make you feel better but forgiveness well that is Divine! Wouldn’t you all like to feel like you are living on love? Go WITHIN, it is the only place where you can find your spirit. You may sometimes have to go external to find a place or person who allows your heart to be wide open. In the safety and support of love, let-go – free-fall – have faith that you will be caught and supported by something so much bigger than you and me!

We are all human, we are all Source and that means we are LOVE. There is no two ways around it. Yes, but what about hate, you say. Well hate comes from the ego, the mind. It is not from the heart for anyone who loves knows that there is no hate in our heart. Give your head a shake and tell your ego to shut up and listen to your heart for a while – you will find that place of pure Love! In that place of Love, you will find peace and you will find harmony. Harmony between your own mind and heart which will translate to you being a harmonious being, vibrating in Love Energy. That will allow you to vibrate at such a rate that no matter where you go people will be affected in positive ways because Love HEALS ALL!

WOAH! This just came pouring out, it is one of my shorter blogs but no less important. I could feel it building in my heart and then being interpreted by my mind to spell it out in English. What a fantastic journey this spiritual path is. After all, the journey IS the destination!!

-michelle

WALK ‘YOUR’ PATH!


This has been a common theme in my life lately and so I feel I should write about it. I was recently with a bunch of graduating teens, I had some wonderful and amazing conversation with them, and my message to them was ‘walk YOUR path’! I have so much to say about this topic so this is a summary, I will likely do more on it in the future but for now I had to get this message out….

 

We all come here with a life path we are to ‘walk’. We are born to parents who are a mirror to us, showing us the adversity we are to overcome and the joys we can experience. When we view our parents this way it is much easier to understand them and yourself. When you can see this and understand this then you can no longer blame your parents for the way you turned out! I have NEVER believed in ‘being a product of your environment’! It is simply untrue because we have free will and we have choice to live like our parents or live the life we choose. If this were the case, my life would be that of a broke alcoholic on welfare unable to feed, clothe or shelter my children. I made a conscious decision to NOT give my life to my children; I also made the choice to live the way I want! So I DID! That is not to imply that I have not come through adversity and that I have not had challenges because I have had my fair share. It is what we do with it that matters.

It is our desire that drives us to create the life we want and if we choose to walk the path of our parents instead of our OWN path then we create discord and extreme diversity in our lives. Parents need to stop trying to ‘control’ where you are going in your life and they need to stop telling you how to live your life, it’s your life and your path! Instead they need to guide you, for that is what they are, angelic guides.

We choose our path in life before we even come here and incarnate on this planet. There are millions and billions of probabilities of things that could happen based on the choices you make in the moment. Depending on what you choose to do, you will open up another path of probability filled with millions and billions of more probabilities! It is mind boggling if you think about it and it may make you pause and ask yourself, ‘is it possible to mess this up’ and the answer is NO! You will get to your life path at some point in your life (if you are not walking it at the moment), regardless of what route you take to get there.

I have found that the route we take can take us WAY out of alignment with who we really are and this will manifest in our lives in no so great ways but there will come a point in your life where you wake up and you decide that you are not going to live like ‘this’ anymore. You take back your life, from whatever is holding you back from being your true essence and happiness. You make a decision that this is YOUR life and you are going to live it on YOUR terms! For me it was the shame I carried for my parents and serious illness.* (*you can read about it in my HEALING and LETTING GO blogs)

Our path is what makes us joyous and happiest, it is ‘that thing’ we could do all day and not feel like we are working. Our path is what makes our life sparkle, dreams and miracles happen we never thought possible. It is filled with obstacles but when you are walking your path everything always just seems to fall into place for you! You know what I am talking about because there are many of you on your path already and you dream big and accomplish enormous! You feel compelled to share it with the world, you cannot see ‘failure’ in your life and it helps to keep you in alignment with who you really are. So many of us work in jobs we hate, why? Because of money, well that is ridiculous! Money is not the root of all evil nor is money bad however when you view it that way then the conflict within you begins over work for money or walking your path for happiness!

Too many people blame their parents for the way they feel, for the way they live and for the way their lives are going down the crapper. Well I am here to tell you that NONE of it was their fault! They are simply a mirror for you to view what you want and do not want in your life. That mirror is there for you to pick and choose the things you wish to carry forward and the things you wish to eliminate in your life. IT IS THAT SIMPLE! There may be those of you who disagree and think your parents control your life but let me ask you this, ‘when you are no longer in your parents charge, why do YOU keep repeating their cycles and their path?’ It is because you are harbouring some sort of fear that they will not accept you if you make the decision to live your own life. It is yours so why should you have to repeat theirs, they are living theirs and they may be ‘trying’ to control yours, but really can they? If they decide to cast you out of the family because you choose your own path, do you really NEED them? Or could you view it as something you would never do to your children when you have them and the reasons why. You see, everything happens for a reason, good or ‘bad’, nothing is really truly ‘bad’ because we always learn, grow and expand through those difficulties and so we need to stop viewing things as ‘right and wrong’ or ‘good and bad’, or ‘good and evil‘. You experience what you do because of your choices in life and if all you focus on is bad, bad, bad then that is what you will bring into your life, over and over and over again, without doubt and without fail, it does not matter how old you are!

Can your parents control you truly? I do not believe so, at all. It is our choice of what we want to do in life which is why we have our own path. Perhaps we are meant to repeat their life until we ‘wake up’ and realize that they are our parents waling their path and so we need to ‘step off’ of theirs and onto our own. Do you feel that your parents will judge you or chastise you? SO WHAT if they do, it cannot be any worse that what you have already experienced through them and ultimately you are in control of your feelings and so you have the choice of how to react to them and in most cases, they will love you unconditionally, no matter what. Do you feel that way about your own children? Would you love them no matter what, would you allow yourself to let them walk their own path, will you allow yourself to relinquish ‘control’ and let your child find their own way in life. You have to, you cannot force anyone to do what you want at any time. (ok some of you may say, ‘what if there’s a gun to my head…’ different topic for another blog post)

When parents can recognize the genius in their child from birth and nurture it in them then they are assisting their child to move them along that child’s path rather than standing in the way and telling them how to do this and how to do that and don’t do this and don’t do that. When we are following our path we feel alive, we feel invincible, we feel like we can conquer the world. When we are supportive parents who know that their child has a life of their own and we are not to impose our lives on theirs, we are to use our lives as a tool to forward our children then we are walking our parental path. Wouldn’t you feel wonderful allowing yourself to ‘let-go’ and just be a guide for your child? Do you really need to ‘control’ them, how did you feel when your parents did that to you? Are you sure you still want to be that parent? We are meant to do things in a different way so as to set an example for them rather than telling them what to do, I have found that example speaks far louder than words in almost all cases! I make it very clear to my children that they are sovereign onto themselves, my life and their dad’s life is simply a tool for them to use to navigate the waters of life (using different words). That is ALL.

Some of us had parents that ‘just don’t get it’. I did, I know how you feel. Trapped, alone, scared, worried where the next meal is going come from – if there is one, you feel responsible for your parents’ situation in life because if you weren’t there then they would be ok. Let me tell you that is a parent sharing too much with their child at too young of an age in my opinion. No matter what your parents are dealing with whether it is poverty, alcoholism, abuse or what have you, they are walking their paths of probability and once they find their true path and gain solid footing you will see a Miracle take place right in front of your eyes. Key here is to allow yourself to love your parent in that moment, forgive and let-go of the past hurts they don’t serve you anyway. Be happy that your parent has finally found out who they are at their core, at their essence when they find that place of harmony and alignment. You may have experienced some atrocious things in your life but those experiences allowed you to make decisions about what you do and do not want in your life, right?  Here’s the kicker – NO MATTER WHAT you experienced in your life it gave you the opportunity to grow and expand – PERIOD! Now it is up to you to find your path instead of allowing your parents life to ‘dictate’ what you need to do and by that I mean, your parents cannot tell you what to do!

Some parents take ‘parenting’ it too seriously and thus ‘control’ their child’s every move. Or so they think! This is going to create so much pain and discord in their child’s life that they will be ‘lucky’ if their child doesn’t ditch them. Control is not what kids want in their life, unless it is control over their own life and I can assure you trying to control your child is a waste of time. If there is ‘will’ then there is a ‘way’ that they will find in order to do what it is they really want to do.  I have always tried to allow my children to ‘just grow’ I had parents that were way out there, in their own created dramas and I hated it. So now as a parent I strive to guide my children, I do not tell them what to do. It’s their decision in the end anyway if they are going to do what I say because I cannot force them. It is simple for me, I just want them to be happy. When you can find that place within yourself where you are happy, it’s much easier to let go of the things we ‘think’ we have control over and move on with our own life knowing our children will be just fine doing what they do best.

I am not trying to say to children or teens that you do not have to ‘listen’ to your parents, that is all I need is a bunch of irate parents commenting on my blog because of misunderstanding. I am simply trying to get you to view your parents from a different standpoint and to see what they really are to you and/or if you are a parent to see your children in a different light. I am not talking about the daily squabbles that take place in the family home however that would be a great topic for another blog. I am talking about the bigger picture, who’s life is it really? Theirs, mine, yours, and who has the ultimate decision to make decisions and or control where you are going or where your child is going. When you let go of the control your mental health will improve as you feel your load lightened, when you do it with the understanding of who you are and why you are here.

We are all here to walk a path whether it is addictions, abuse or neglect; these are the hard paths to walk and when you manage to come out of them, you come out far more wise than when you started. The lighter paths I would say are for those who have stayed in or found alignment, they are the people who are able to find their path and walk it early. It does not mean that just because your life is ‘lighter’ you have no adversity for it is the adversity, which helps us to stand firm in our path no matter what is thrown in our way!

 

I wish you all Love and Light. I wish you all a Wonderful Life. I wish you all the Wisdom to ‘see’ the bigger picture. I wish you all the Love you need to Forgive and Let Go. I wish you all FREEDOM to WALK YOUR PATH!

-michelle.

WHEN SOURCE ‘SPEAKS’ TO US – BEYOND THE LAW OF ATTRACTION


In this Moment, I am healing. I put my headphones in and ‘Shine’ by Collective Soul is playing, one of my ALL time FAVOURITE songs about Love in general! I attracted that into my life as what one would call a synchronicity.

We are creators and we are powerful ones. I loved “The Secret” when it came out and I watched it many times because I ‘knew’ there was something else there, I just couldn’t put my finger on it. I watched it at least 35 times. I did benefit from it greatly, its been in the last 6 months that I have really come to understand how the Law of Attraction REALLY works. They generalize it in the show but they do put a lot of emphasis on these things but they do not tell you that there are other Universal Laws such as The Law of Receiving, The Law of Gratitude, The Law of Opulence, The Law of Polar Opposites, etc. All of these things contribute to making the Law of Attraction work but they are not identified in ‘The Secret’ as Universal Laws too! Now I am going to show you how the Law of Attraction really works, it is not through the ‘power’ of the mind, it is all emotion and feeling.

That was no accident; I am allowing myself to experience ‘all that is’ in the greatness and love of Source in each moment. I too am Source! Love is all around me supporting me at all times. I feel it so strong and it has not guided me anywhere I did not ‘need’ to be for my soul to grow. Moreover, it ALWAYS gave me (manifested) that which I thought about chronically with passion and emotion, every time, without fail, no doubt. That was the Law of Attraction and the Law of Receiving. I was always afraid of ‘what’s next’ and so something always happened….

Pain in our bodies can create a vicious circle. Pain is always there to tell you what is wrong emotionally. Our bodies are a map, for example; the right side gives, the left receives, the back is our past, the front is our future. There is a lot more to it (educate yourself) but if you can learn to understand why the pain is there, acknowledge it and allow it to move through you as you move forward in right action (intuition), the pain will cease to exist. I totally understand it now on this level and I learned this the hard way but I am also so grateful for the painful and debilitating experiences it provided me with too because I am able to fully understand the pain others are going through. I will know what to do when I help, and that is all I want to do with my life, is help people heal.

It all started with being born with a genetic dis-ease called Osteogenesis Imperfecta, also known as Brittle Bone Disease. It is as if being born with Osteoporosis except it is non-progressive and non-degenerative BUT is does cause the early onset of other bone-related dis-ease like Osteoporosis and Osteoarthritis. They are all of similar vibration on an energetic level and so my vibration matched them from birth. It was not hard to manifest them in my life, however I did not do it consciously! No thanks, I had a hard enough time with breaking all the time! I have had over 50 broken bones in my life, I can see how clearly I was fighting life, living in fear and resisting letting go and I was unable to love myself wholly, unconditionally I felt my body was constantly letting me down, and it was with strong emotion and so I created that in my life and my body did exactly what I ‘believed’ it did. Source gave me exactly what my emotions asked for, in abundance!

Because I was born with a ‘lack’ of bone at birth is an indication that I was going to be challenged to understand abundance at my core in regards to stability at my foundation through lack & limitation. It is so profound when you get to the ‘source’ of the problem. In one of my recent posts I mentioned that it is NO ACCIDENT that the number ONE killer in North America is Heart Dis-Ease! Think about it, yes our diet and exercise routines have much to do with it but it goes FAR deeper than just that. Our hearts are literally breaking because we are so distracted with external ‘things’, we know there is more to life than just work, stuff, and family and friends. We know there is something bigger than us and if we could just go ‘inside’ and reconnect with that all loving Source of Creation we would walk our true path and find our passions and follow them. When we allow ourselves to become who we really are and live up to our potential – our hearts WILL heal!

We are human beings, we are, at our core, LOVE – that IS our essence! When we live in fear and allow our egos to tell us how bad we are, what we ‘should’ have done instead, I am so stupid sometimes… Oh how our egos will hurt us, if we allow it. Fear is a powerful motivator but Love is just power, period. We really need to replace those ‘thoughts’ (ego) with ‘emotion’ (heart) and when we do then the ego begins to speak a different language. Some will resist it at first because you have never been told good things and it will seem foreign to you at first. This IS where you must ‘allow’ those thoughts in, allow them to flow and allow your heart to open to the feelings and emotions that the good thoughts they bring you. Your life will change right before your eyes! This will ELIMINATE Heart-Disease, in a heartbeat! Just Love and walk your true path, who cares what others think. Only your opinion of you is what matters! So you may as well have a fabulous one!!

Gratitude and Emotion are the two most powerful creators there are. Our brain is where our ego lives its there to perceive what is in the world, what we want and don’t want. Our ‘thoughts’ are there ONLY to ‘see’ our ‘reality’, so we know what we want to change as we move forward. Then we can use it with the powers of visualization coupled with the heartfelt gratitude and emotion, you can have, do, be, anything you want! Our hearts is where thanks and love live, it is where we feel and experience emotion. Allow your heart to be your guide and you will have all the riches that life provides in abundance. Allow yourself to feel. Men, you are trained to not feel your emotions, feel them, release them do what you have to do but get back in touch with that all loving spirit that brings you emotion. Why do you think men had the highest heart attack rates for the longest time! Because you are conditioned from birth to ‘be a man’ which means ‘no longer feel’. You have access, just open up and allow it to come in. Smile at yourself in the mirror too! See how your face lights up and you feel happy in that moment! You are alive and isn’t that something to smile at, that face in the mirror! Allow yourself to love all of you. We are ALL flawed and isn’t it perfect that NOBODY is perfect…

You must have gratitude even for the ‘bad’ things because you DO learn from them too. And really, who has the ‘right’ to say what is right or wrong when we all have to ‘walk our path’ regardless. Nobody’s path is anymore important that yours, conversely your path is just as important as everyone elses. So even if you feel adverse about something negative, understand that you got to experience and feel emotion, anytime you experience and emotion you must have gratitude for it! We all have parts of us we don’t like, SO WHAT! Have gratitude for that darkness, IT makes up who you are too right, and you are a pretty awesome person – I love you! When you can embrace and accept the dark in you, you can replace it with love and light. You are an amazing person and therefore the light in you shines and the dark in you can be converted to light! Accept yourself, for you are one that is needed in this world… We all bring diversity to this world, that is creation. Creation is change, moving forward instead of living in the past….It’s living every moment in gratitude! You can get there, I promise. Start small and work your way up. The more you see, the more you will see…

Some of you need to start with gratitude for the small things like; you are clothed, sheltered, fed, etc. Put yourself in someone else’s shoes and imagine what it must be like for someone who has less than you. Do you feel that compassion for them, do you feel the gratitude for what you have? Keep feeling those feelings and ‘use’ your ego to help you understand how you can see the changes in your world once you start ‘feeling’ again. ‘The Powers That Be’ the people who have ‘everything’ do things to us that are INHUMANE! Since they have everything the only things they have left is to have ‘power over people’. They poison our water, food and air. They tell us to stay out of the sun because it causes cancer. Not true, ALL dis-eases are emotion-based. However the reason they do these things is to keep our vibration low, so they can control the population by distracting us and bombarding us with ‘external’ things that scare us, that instill fear into our lives, it is so that we are unable to get quiet and go ‘internal’ where love and true freedom exists. We ALL need to just ‘slow down’, stop worrying about what ‘isn’t’ and start focusing on ‘what is’ that is good and great and have emotional appreciation for it. This will raise our vibration and then all the things that are done to keep us down will no longer affect us. We will begin to make changes in our lives which reflect who we are at our core. The true loving beings we are – humankind – we are ‘one’ and we are here to live each moment in appreciation of just being able to have the free-will and choice to act or re-act in every moment we have.

When you do that you begin to heal and your vibration will continue to rise. When this happens you have healing in all areas of your life, vibration does not concentrate on one issue. It brings the vibration up in all areas where you feel the emotions of lack and limitation. The lower vibration will ALWAYS raise, a high vibration cannot be brought down. In addition, our frequency sharpens too and so our physical senses too do. We are also able to tap into ‘other’ senses we all have, they just need to be awakened.

You will begin to feel your heart growing and flowing. As you notice more and more all the wonderful little synchronicities that start popping up in your life. It will become a game, ‘How fast can I Mani-fast’. It will eventually take over your entire life if you can have the faith to just let go and allow our All Loving Source provide for us all that we deserve. Because we are born, we are Divinely Entitled to have whatever we want, we Deserve it and we are NOT supposed to be living in lack or limitation! When we live in this faith, our potential knows no bounds! When we live love, we become more love and our connection with Source only grows stronger, we ‘grow up’.

Here is what I have learned about myself in the last week. I understand why I have ALWAYS been the one the kids attracted to. I am a natural born leader and it is my mission to start people on the ‘spiritually free’ path. I am to learn to allow people to support me through the things I start with hope and faith. I am a powerful creator; I know the dis-ease I ‘felt’ into my body. If I can create that, I can just imagine what I can create with the knowledge of Source and a much higher vibration. I will be an Ascending Master, I brought one into my life to be-come and
re-member who I am at my essence!

I have so much appreciation for the ‘gift of healing’ so as to bring others back to the path of health and wholeness. I am in awe that I have awakened and I see now that I have been chosen to help others at their core, to change on a fundamental level. Thank you Source for your guidance to such a noble calling, I am humbled that I can be your extension of love and healing, I will practice absolute excellence. Namaste!

-michelle

ASCENSION… HOW DO WE KNOW ‘SOURCE’?


I have gotten the most amazing response to my SACRED CORE VALUES pieces, I am so overwhelmed that it has touched so many people. People I do not personally or physically know but love unconditionally all the same. You are my brothers, sisters, fathers, mothers and I appreciate everyONE of you and I am grateful you are in this incarnation with me because we need all the support we can get. This just came pouring out of me, it felt urgent and so I am posting it without proofing it this time. I hope who ever needs this message finds it easily and opens up to allowing and loving an a more profound level.

Is Source there when we need it? ABSOLUTELY, WITHOUT DOUBT, EVERY TIME. We just need the wisdom of our hearts to recognize it enough to allow the ego to ‘relax’ and just listen, instead of telling telling telling all the time. If it (ego) shut-up sometimes, it would learn something! Our egos yak away in our ear all day, all the things we don’t want. In our hearts though, we know what we deserve, want and yearn for, purely. We just need to ‘plug our ears’ to the ego and start feeling the emotions that come from our hearts for they speak pure loving truth! I’m grateful that I am in a place where my heart ‘speaks’ louder than my ego yaks!

I’ve moved from judgement to Non-judgement and to discernment, from respect for others to respect for all and beyond, forgiveness of not only the easy little things but big ones too for they are the most profound and move our hearts the most, and most importantly – I have gone from knowing love to knowing, understanding and practicing UNCONDITIONAL LOVE!! The unbelievable COMPASSION I am capable of is boundless and I do my best to exercise it as often as possible. I am so humbled to know that I am touched so softly, yet so deeply by Source Energy, every day, all day. We all are, open your hearts and you too will find this place of pure loving feeling! I have faith we can all re-member, we can all ask the ‘right’ questions, we are all such powerful creators and I am honoured by your presence! YOU! feel that ‘I’ have something important to say, ‘wow’, I am truly honoured to be the conduit in which you find your inner self, your over soul, your power of intention, your Love Energy!

It is that connection with our Creator, that Source Energy which gets me through the ‘difficult times’ and the ‘negativity’ because I understand we MUST live these experiences too. Now, I find the humour, joy, lesson or irony in the ‘negative’ experiences and express gratitude for the lesson. At this moment I am letting go of medications which have been tools in my life for more than 20yrs. It was time and so I am allowing my body to detox so as to further raise my vibration and frequency to be closer to Source. There was never an emotional or mental attachment to the medications, I accepted ‘physical addiction’ as a condition to having a ‘quality of life’. Those of you familiar with my blog will know I was an athlete at one time but I had manifested dis-ease in my body to an incredible level. I am healing, my vibration rose and so healing began in all areas of my life. So now the chronic back pain, fibromyalgia, SVT and depression have all eased, I feel better everyday so that meant it was time for the meds to go. I was already weaning and I was fairly low in my ‘new dosage’ then all of a sudden, I made the decision to detox. Right here, right now, it was time. I have had a really easy time. I know the ‘worst-case scenario’ of detoxing from morphine, I’ve been there. This is a cake-walk in comparison and it is because Source loves me so that I have all the tools I need to do it. I listened and I am grateful beyond eternity, to be getting my health and having my health for the first time in many decades.

You will never have true balance until you understand that you need to accept the darkness in you. That is why you have a ‘shadow’ – Father Sun is telling you that you need to be constantly examine your life for the things you wish to change and even though that shadow is there, the light still hits it at Father Sun is high in the sky. Mother Earth is where the shadow falls, catching you, supporting you and loving you, accepting you – in all ways. Let me put it another way, we are a light-body first but we are incarnate on this earth which makes us a 3D being and that means we will live in duality. In order for us to come to true acceptance, we need to understand we are not perfect light-bodies only, we are in human form which is dense and so it physically creates for us to learn. Not being perfect is not bad or wrong. That imperfection, it is that which brings diversity to this earth to our collective consciousness and to Source. So we have darkness in us but we carry the light in our hearts! It’s not a bad thing, it’s what we do with it that matters, not that it’s there, we can make ourselves ‘lighter’ and that is by embracing and loving the darkness in us. Love yourself, (ego perceived) flaws and all, it takes all of it to make you and you are pretty darn great! I know I love you!

When we really find that connection to ‘Everything That IS’, we begin the conscious evolution process. We realize that we are living in a very important time in history; we are awakening of our potentials, and understanding that we are Source. Therefore, I say, let us come together to create a brighter future and see what we can accomplish, rather than living reactively and waiting to see what happens! We ARE Source Energy and as such, we have access to as much or as little knowledge, love, abundance, tragedy, loss and lack, as we want. What we think about (with emotion and feeling) we bring about, what we feel strongly about will manifest in our lives. We have free-will to choose where to focus our energy, where are you going to focus yours?

We are lead to believe that it is the ‘mind’ it is the power of ‘thought’ that is what makes the Law of Creation and the Law of Attraction work. This is only part of it, the thought is the seed, the idea as well as our visualizer BUT It is the emotion and feeling behind the thought which brings it in to fruition, it does not matter if you are thinking good or bad. What you are seeing in your life and the emotions attached to those perceptions create the ‘thought’ which then brings in more of ‘what is’. When you shift that thought and focus and ‘see’ what you have that is wonderful and then feelings of gratitude and appreciation flood in and then in that moment you are creating a brand new ‘what is’. How beautiful it is to be connected to and to be Creation. How beautiful it is to acknowledge that we ARE Divine Beings and we need to step into that and believe it!  

There comes a time where we will allow the things which no longer serve us to fall away, we make adjustments to our beliefs based on our higher better love-knowledge in that moment! That is our connection with Source. That is ‘growing-up’ meaning you get closer to Source and begin a conscious ascension practice. We are always ascending we just do not see it as such, anytime we learn something we are in a state of ascension. We must actively choose to ‘learn’ to ‘know’ Source because the ‘powers that be’ do everything possible to keep you in separation, low vibration & frequency, anything that keeps you from believing that you too are Source Energy!

The creation of organized religion has driven the biggest wedge between Us and Source. They are not bad, that is not what I am saying. They teach us that we are sinners, NOT POSSIBLE, for that is judgement, Source does not judge our experiences. They are ALL there to learn and expand our souls and the Soul of Source. Moreover, our creator, Source Energy, unconditionally LOVES us! I feel that whatever people need to do to find that connection with Source is what they need to do. EveryOne must walk their own path, without judgement of their actions, with forgiveness for our less-than-ideal actions or situations, with respect that we are all here to learn and someone elses soul expansion is no less important than our own. In addition, we can learn to respect the Universal Laws, the cosmic laws that are all loving. We are here to live every moment of our lives understanding that we are Source and we can change into that, which is much bigger than we are. We must act and project the change we want to see in the world, we cannot leave it up to everyone else anymore! The fear-based people are creating this world, us heart-centered people really need to come together to create a vision of loving, natural reality!

It is important that we do not move into resistance of the circumstances in life, take the path of least resistance, whatever that is for you and pay not attention to the judgements of society. What we resist, persists. When you find true personal freedom people will begin to judge you because mediocrity always attacks excellence. They are never talking about you when passing judgements; it is ALWAYS all about them! However, they are too, a mirror to let you know where you need to do some work but knowing these things lightens your load. Know that those are feelings that they need to work through, but they are a mirror for you to see yourself and then when you know these things – you are finally in control of your own emotions! The resistance to things slowly falls away and you begin creating a brand new life filled with everything that is Abundant LOVE.

I thank my spirit channel for allowing me to bring this important message to you all. If you read my site you are in a place of higher learning in your soul, you know there is something bigger and lovingly possible for all humans. It is written here my friend, I am only the messenger, the things I write about come from a place which is bigger than me, I just add in my experience so I am able to relate to you! My fellow humans who suffer as I have, I understand, I love you, I have compassion for you and so I write these articles and I have faith this one in particular is going to open up some souls very quickly, I can feel it in my own heart! Welcome to this place of all Loving Energy and of pure acceptance of who you are at your core. You are now open to your essence; it is that feeling of warm embrace, the tingles and shivers, that IS your ‘knowing’… ALL loving, accepting, just Divine!

Namaste – ALL unconditional LOVE to YOU all
-michelle

SACRED CORE VALUES (Part 2 – LOVE)


I would like to start by wishing you all a wonderfully abundant New Year and I sincerely Thank ALL of You for YOUR Love, well wishes, support and wonderful feedback, it makes my ‘job’ so enjoyable! I also appreciate your patience as you have waited for this; Part 2 of my series on SACRED CORE VALUES.

As we begin this New Year of 2013, I would like to share one of my sincerest wishes for everyONE this year and every year from now on. I wish that you ALL find LOVE… PURE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE! (The Love I talk about in my blogs is always in reference to UNconditional Love, unless otherwise stated.) I do not mean Love as in needing a ‘partner’ or ‘mate’ sense, but if you already have Love for yourself and you would like to have a ‘partner’ to share it with, then it is my wish for you too! What I mean here though and the Love I am talking about is Love for yourself, for ALL other humans, all animals, all plants, all minerals, and even all insects & bugs, etc. It is my wish that you all ‘feel’ just how intricately we are ALL connected and how we are all dependent on one an-other, to survive and THRIVE. I wish for you to all ‘see’ this and to have a higher consciousness of this inter-connectedness. Once we can see that we all need each-other and we can come to Love that we are in fact, ‘dependent’ on each-other then we can drop all the judgements we have towards others, forgive everything and start treating one an-other­, ALL other life forms, with esteem and respect! We are ALL a part of Nature, why would our Sacred Mother have all the beauty in and on the world but leave us out, it does not make sense and that just is not the case. God gave Mother the idea and she created us, we are Loved by both and we ARE Love!

I stated in my ‘SACRED CORE VALUES Introduction’ that the journey to FORGIVENESS, LOVE, (non)JUDGEMENT AND R-S-E-P-E-C-T! for others was not a ‘hard’ one for me. On the other hand though, the journey for me to be able to have UNconditional Love for myself, certainly was. I ‘Loved’ myself but at that time, I did not understand self-Love the way I do now and so I attached ‘conditions’ to it. The journey to Love others was not hard for me (as I said) and it was directly because of that Love I was able to realize that Loving an-other, meant I could have (UNconditional) Love for me too! Then it hit me – I had to Love myself equally and genuinely, it only made sense, it was logical and for once, my ego served me in a positive way.

Finding this Love allowed me to ‘surrender’ to Source and now; I live each day, every day in a state of happiness. Regardless of whether I am having, a great day or a bad day does not matter because my experiences are less ‘painful’ and I still get to learn and through ‘my’ experiences, Source learns and we expand. I know in my heart that I will never ever be led down the hardest path or turned in the ‘wrong’ direction anymore because of this Love and I now know, I will always take the path of ‘least resistance’ to learn the same lessons. I used to learn through hardship and physical pain and now I get the same lesson but through a much softer and gentler method. Gone are the days of allowing my ego to beat me up and keep me in pain & suffering all the time. I feel my heart chakra wide open all day, every day. I used to ‘think’ it was anxiety and that IS what it felt like but that was when I lived in fear, now that I live in Love, I can feel ‘It’ swirling from my heart and what a glorious feeling IT is!

I used to beat myself up about many different things which were totally unfounded, for instance; I used to ‘think’ (ego) I was a bad mother because my disabilities! I honestly felt that because they made me unable to ‘physically’ participate in my children’s lives at times that I was not giving them everything I had, when in fact, I actually gave them more. When we talk, I am completely present, I am not half-assed paying attention, they get my entire focus for the length of the conversation. I was not able to see how wonderfully rounded they were despite what I felt was my deficiency was, even with the encouragement from others who could see.

Often I will say, ‘if we physically beat ourselves up the way we do mentally and emotionally, through negative self-talk, we would be sick & dis-eased and broken & bruised’. I know this for fact because sadly, I did it to me. It was unconscious but now that I AM aware and conscious and have Love for me, I cannot and do not live in that state anymore and I have begun the process of healing on all levels of my being. This is my wish for YOU too! If you are wondering how I could have ‘injured’ myself through negative feelings towards myself, you may understand by reading my piece on ‘HEALING’. All the broken bones I suffered and all the dis-ease I lowered myself into (vibration) are clear indications of exactly how we do this to ourselves. I do not mean to say that they all came from dwelling on the negative in this particular regard but many of them certainly did but I cannot tell you which ones exactly are a result of the ‘bad mother’ feelings.   

Having said all this I would like to share a method I have used on occasion to assist in getting myself into a vibration of Unconditional Love. I Love my children with ALL my heart and soul, despite how I used to feel about my mothering ‘deficiencies’. The Love of a child is one of such purity and it never seems to stun new moms when they look at their newborn baby and feel overwhelmed at the amount of Love they can have for an-other person. Using the Love for a child is a wonderful way to get yourself into that amazing vibration and when we can hold it and project it towards others is when we can start to realize that it is possible to Love anyone, even ‘strangers’. If you don’t have children in your life, pets are another great way to find that Love, pets and children love us Unconditionally, they do not know our ‘flaws’ and even if they did – they wouldn’t care. When we Love our pets as if they are family we hold that same vibration of Love and using the method above, we can use our Love for them to Love ourselves and others as well.

We are all part of the ‘human-race’ and that connects us, it does NOT matter what sex, religion or colour we are. Human is human! The fact that we share everything on this Earth with every other living creature, plant, mineral etc. connects us all together too. We ALL live on Earth. Earth and humans are approximately the same ‘make up’, humans have the same water to bone ratio as the Earths water to land ratio. Earths rivers & streams are like our arteries & veins, the Earth has a heartbeat, an electo-magnetic field, the same vibrational fields and we are all created by Source with Sacred Geometry, this connects us.  These are some small examples of how ‘we’ are all connected. (I will do more on ‘Connectedness’ in the future but for now I hope this will allow you to see that we are not so different, despite ‘what’ we are.)

UNconditional Love is the highest vibrational state we can attain in this 3rd dimension. There is another Love, OMNI-LOVE, which is actually a higher vibration than UNconditional Love but that is attained once we reach a certain level of ascension, meaning, once we attain Love for all OTHER life on this planet. It is the Love of the Universe and beyond all the way to Source. I also said in my ‘Introduction’ that, “I believe ALL Love is UNconditional Love because I do not feel that we cannot express that ‘we Love’ and then attach conditions to it”. To me that just is not what the essence of Love really is. Source, God, Divinity is all LOVE and there are no ‘conditions’ there. Having Love that is has conditions attached to it can still be Love, the way you understand it but to me when I say, ‘I Love’ I mean wholly and truly, without ‘conditions’ and with ALL my heart and soul. When I express my Love, I mean nothing has to change or be changed for me to be satisfied, you do not have to change anything about you for me to Love you… Absolutely NOTHING at all, because I see and accept the perfection of your imperfection, just as I do with myself.

We spend too much time in the past, dwelling on the things we ‘should’ have done, but this just does not make sense when you understand that ‘we did the best we could with what we had’ in that moment, even if we think that we ‘knew’ better. We cannot change the past so the best thing we can do for ourselves is to accept what we did and (perhaps) make better choices in the future, embrace what we learned from the experience and forgive ourselves. Stop judging your past, let go of it – you cannot change it so why keep running past events through your mind, over and over? Does it really serve you or does it make you feel worse? How about shifting your focus to the here and NOW, live for today, Love that you get to wake up and have another chance every day. Plan something wonderful for your future and believe that you deserve it, despite what you may have done before. We are all supposed to make mistakes and learn from them, that is one of the reasons we are here. If we lived ‘perfect’ lives, there would be NO reason for us to be here, we certainly do not learn as much from ‘being’ perfect as we do from our errors. No matter how big or small every experience is important for self-awareness and growth and often it is the hardest times we have that we learn from the greatest. However, would you not rather learn the same lesson but through an ‘easier’ way? Loving yourself, UNconditionally, can give you that, I know this for FACT! This is what I am trying to say to you and I sincerely hope that you will understand and that you will forgive your misdeeds and those of others, stop judging yourself, everyone and everything, then give everyone & everything else including yourself, the respect deserved, through Love! We are all worth it, You are worth it, I believe in you and I LOVE YOU!

Peace, Love and Happiness be with you!

-michelle