“Just look at us. Everything is backwards; everything is upside down. Doctors destroy health, lawyers destroy justice, universities destroy knowledge, governments destroy freedom, the major media destroy information and religions destroy spirituality.” Michael Ellner

You know humanity is in a pretty grim ‘state’ when corporations that are foreign to our soil, calling themselves ‘government’ make us their slaves through uninformed consent, as a method of control. In reality our government is meant to be an organic body that is by the people and represents the WILL of the people. Those in government are Public Servants, this includes police, judges, and anyone who exerts ‘authority’ over you in our current ‘state of affairs’. They are supposed to be there to Serve the people and help manage the resources for the people, not to create and put into action a massive world domination conspiracy and rob us of our Natural resources and turn us into Human Resources, Expendable Containers and/or Collateral Damage. We are not their resources, we are not expendable and we are not their collateral! Their language is very telling once you learn to speak it.

The very word government comes from the Latin; gubernare: to control and ments: the mind – do you still ‘think’ we NEED ‘governance’! Would you rather have security or freedom and what cost are you willing to pay for it. I AM for Freedom, I AM for Truth and I AM willing to be called crazy in order to DEFEND the Truth because if we don’t, WHO will – it is our obligation as the race that has dominion over the Earth to defend it!! We can no longer look to government – be it secret or visible to ‘take care of’ us because you may have no idea what ‘take care of’ means. It’s time we all stood up and made our voices heard.

The problem, in part, is that our corporate governments are just puppets for the oligarchy that really controls the entire world (almost). Very few people really know just how deep the rabbit hole goes and they have only scratched the surface. Thankfully, they are doing what they can to get the word out through Alternative Media Sources. The people of earth are healing, there is hope and the ones who are awake must stand up and speak out in order to assist this awakening in others, this is my mission here.

“The Truth will set you free but first it will piss you off!”-Gloria Steinem

This may sound depressing to some, unbelievable to others, just conspiracy to many and then there are those who will get pissed off at what I am saying. It is the latter I have the most hope for because if they get pissed off, they will discover the truth in their attempt to prove me wrong. Have atter! I have awakened, educated myself and now speak their languages and see their occult symbolism and (pop-culture) archetypes for what they truly are. The wool has been pulled over our eyes and we have all been hypnotised. The occult knowledge (knowledge that is hidden, that which is hidden) that is being used against us in a fear-based way is actually our Divine Birthright to use through Love. It is up to us to seek it out and fly in the face of the status-quo, challenge the authority – who as the Right to tell you what to do? Who has the Right to come between you and your creator, under what authority?

“The public school system: ‘Usually a twelve year sentence of mind control. Crushing creativity, smashing individualism, encouraging collectivism and compromise, destroying the exercise of intellectual inquiry, twisting it instead into meek subservience to authority.” Walter Karp

We have been indoctrinated into a system that dumbs us down deliberately to divide and conquer. (Holy) Wars are waged in the name of ‘God’ while human causalities are strewn about. They proclaim to be seeking ‘peace’ all the while infiltrating and toppling nations, crashing economies, taking down leaders and individuals who dare speak or act against them. Murder and rape of innocent people in the name of ‘national security’ is a travesty. They dare to have the audacity to call people that seek freedom from them, in the name of Truth and Natural Law – terrorists. Well, let me say, ‘if that isn’t the pot calling the kettle black’ I don’t know what is!

Whatever left-brained egoist beefs they have, with what they deem to be the ‘lower-class’, sheeple or chattel  are the mere ramblings of brain damaged, mentally imbalanced, emotionally stunted, soulless psychopaths. They wage war on us on so many levels it’s almost unbelievable but we only see the physical acts of war and as long as it is not on our soil then we are pacified. Only psychopaths would create the chaos in that we see in the world and sadly most of humanity won’t see it until they have a soldier holding a gun to their head while he exerts the WILL of his masters over them, when it is a full military state. Why are we so desensitized by other external things that we allow this shit to go on in OUR world, on the Earth we all share as ONE race.

Here is a metaphor for you… look at the upper, middle and lower classes imagine matching them up to the spirit, mind, body connection. What is disappearing at an astonishing rate, the middle class, the ‘mind class’. There is a division that has been created in the soul of humanity, a wedge driven between the spirit and body by the way of the mind. We are fractured human beings but we all have the potential to become whole again, we simply must Remember WHO WE ARE! We are being anchored into our bodies through propaganda put out through the ‘mainstream’. The spark of our Spiritual Divinity is being snuffed out by those who believe they are the ‘illuminates ones’. We each have a real opportunity here for some serious soul healing once we can see what is going on. There are no classes in reality, we are all created equal and whole.

“I am free, no matter what rules surround me. If I find them tolerable, I tolerate them; if I find them too obnoxious, I break them. I am free because I know that I alone am morally responsible for everything I do.” – Professor Bernardo de la Paz

I AM. That is all I need. I was granted co-dominion over this earth with ALL my fellow humans and I AM willing to speak out LOUD and CLEAR about the savagery going on and withOUT FEAR! I AM; ‘they’ are not. I AM many and growing; ‘they are few’. I act out in Love; ‘they’ are fear manifested. Our greatest fears have been realized, are we ready to change now? Has ignorance really been bliss… Not now, not ever!

By no longer trusting in Nature, the Cosmos, or Universe… all that is natural to us, we have placed a false fear on ‘not having enough’ when in reality it is the resistance to allowing Nature to care for us that has created this persistent parasitic force here on Earth. The rift that has been constructed in our mind is that the human only has the five sense to operate in the world and that we are only material. This idea has created a materialistic consumer society who feel lost and seek to find out the meaning to life through external objects – oh poor of spirit and knowledge are they! Everywhere we turn though our senses are assaulted through subliminal messaging that diminishes our capacity to have balanced right and left-brains. To create a mentally imbalanced people who they can then medicate; with or against our will and/or knowledge, it doesn’t take a ‘scientist’ to know that there are tens of thousands of chemicals put into every facet of our life.

This will continue until we wake up and realize what is really going on. Natural Law knows right and wrong, we would all do a helluva lot better to remember this and act in accordance. Crimes against humanity are WRONG and we need to adjust our moral compasses and allow them to be fine tuned by true Righteousness as the Divine Beings we are.

Ideas are bulletproof” – V For Vendetta

By feeding our fears and resisting the truth of what is going on directly creates in this world, this irrational fear that we won’t be provided for. Well if it’s not truly rational then what validity does it hold except to enslave humanity. ‘Fear is a powerful motivator’, we’ve all heard that saying before. Well just look at the world we have built on fear and ignorance, ignorance being a lack of knowledge and we must take responsibility and start moving in the direction of Right Action. Do you think the world and the system is productive and harmonious because I sure don’t, but we haven’t really taken responsibility for ourselves in the past and we have allowed our Divinity to be masked and learned out of us. We MUST take responsibility for our own enslavement, it is the ONLY way we can free ourselves and free each other.

“They that can give up essential liberty to purchase a little temporary safety, deserve neither liberty nor safety.” -Ben Franklin

I have to continue to move in the direction of my own freedom and know that I AM doing my part to help unslave humanity. If I thought about the injustices in this world, I would sit and cry all day but that would accomplish nothing. I have to look at the extreme cases of nastiness in the world and relate it back to my country and ‘reality’ to see the pattern. History repeats itself because His Story is a constructed game that has been played for thousands of years, the game hasn’t changed – only the players. We are a deeply wounded but now is the time to heal and to regain our inner-strength, to come together on the common basis that we are all human and we all have the same Divine Birthrights. We need to stop allowing ourselves to be divided and conquered, we MUST come together and objectively look at the patterns of the past and see that nothing will ever change until the powers that control us are told, ‘NO’! At least stand up for yourself if you feel you can help others or not.

“The basic test of freedom is perhaps less in what we are free to do than in what we are free not to do. It is the freedom to refrain, withdraw and abstain which makes a totalitarian regime impossible.” – Eric Hoffer

Turn off the mainstream garbage and open your eyes, know that everything they say is a lie created to make us conform – prove it and speak out. ‘They’ are few and we outnumber them, our voice is the power now as long as we speak as a well-informed, self-educated alternative source to the mainstream. We MUST challenge everything ‘they’ say and if you don’t then HOW MUCH DO YOU NEED TO BE OPENLY DECIEVED BEFORE YOU USE YOUR VOICE? Or, do you embrace your slavery and defend the very system that has enslaved your body and mind and waged war on your consciousness. All the more reason for me to use my own Divine Power and voice of Truth.

“Too many people are only willing to defend rights that are personally important to them. It’s selfish ignorance, and it’s exactly why totalitarian governments are able to get away with trampling on people. Freedom does not mean freedom just for the things I think I should be able to do. Freedom is for all of us. If people will not speak up for other people’s rights, there will come a day when they will lose their own.” – Tony Lawrence

I AM not going to sit idly by while my brothers and sisters of the world are massacred, degraded, programmed, and poisoned, among other treasonous terrorist acts. What I can do right this moment is continue to pursue the Truth and find my own personal power to speak it and move in synchronicity with it. To empower my fellow human beings with actual knowledge of the power of Self to help wake them up. As I move more towards freedom, I can share my experience in absolute faith that others will also be compelled to seek the Truth too. The brighter my light shines, the brighter your light shines because we are all One. I know in my Sacred Heart that my love and genuine concern for my children, brothers, my sisters, Mother Nature and Natural Law & myself is strong enough to help light that spark within you.

I AM adamant about my Divine Birthrights and there is no ‘authority’ who is going to give me my rights, let alone dare to call them privileges and claim to grant them to me. NO more. I have been though their systems all my life, my eyes have been opened, I have educated myself to their language and now, I too, speak much of their language. Their arrogance is astounding to say the least but they have nearly accomplished what they have set out to do… enslave all of humanity and have all the riches and resources at whatever the cost. Well, here is the thing… their rights END where MINE begin! NO MORE of this ruling ‘class’, I AM Done, They Are Done. My light shines brighter than those who are still hypnotized and is therefore More Powerful than a million dim lights.

As I find my way out of the ‘system’, I AM in full awareness of what ‘It’ is, standing in full responsibility for my own mind and consciousness, doing things in Right Action, strengthening my body and keeping it in a state of positive and grateful guided regeneration and reconnecting with Nature.  I challenge them to tell me that they have any ‘authority’ over me… Nobody stands between Me and My Creator. No man is above me, better than me or deserves more than me – I AM my Divine Power and I stand firmly in it.

“To teach the Rockefeller drug ideology, it is necessary to teach that Nature didn’t know what she was doing when she made the human body.” -Hans Ruesch

Mother Nature IS our Mother, which means we too are nature but we have forgotten this fact. If we return to her then She will take the best care of us – if we truly remember who we are. The more I see this, acknowledge and expect loving results from Her, the more wonderful things happen in my life. I AM in awe and total gratitude for the lessons I learn from Nature and I hold it in higher regard than anything external from me which has only been ‘taught’ to me. My experience reigns supreme over textbooks and the ideas of others masked as education. When we seek our union with Nature we are opened up to a whole new way of being that is the most harmonious feeling we can feel. I have complete faith that our Mother loves us. It is US who have forgotten this despite the fact She offers everything we NEED to to heal and become whole again and thrive. This notion of survival and just getting by is fear propaganda and needs to be dealt with in our own minds and consciousness. This is connecting with the true material/maternal spirit. Don’t we all deserve to have this sort of peace in our lives, all men being born equal and all?

Why then does the whole world feel upside down and backwards? Because it is, again… we have all been indoctrinated into a massive illusion and it permeates every level of our society. It really touches every facet of mainstream and status quo – it is ALL a manufactured ‘reality’. It has been done to keep you from your Divinity because when we move in the direction of balanced body-mind-spirit-emotion connection, we find a harmony that is more powerful and freeing than the need to be ‘lead’ any longer. The ogilarchy cannot contain or control the man who is truly free, they actually fear them because it is clear where the power is when one stands in the Love of Truth and the Truth of Love. Without the permission of his slave the oligarchy loses it’s capacity to lead man, when man is no longer a ‘follower’ this oligarchy will cease to exist.

We must remember that our minds are very powerful. It is our mind, which links body to spirit and spirit to body. We have to step back and question ALL of what we have been lead to believe is ‘education’. Look for alternative answers, self-educate, calm your emotions and stop reacting – use your critical thinking, logic and reason to respond instead. If you cannot see a way out, start being more creative, use your imagination and be more get artistic. It is all about balancing the brain so we function with a ‘whole brain’ instead of a left-brain or right-brain reaction. Use binaural beats, use meditation to actively balance the two hemispheres of your brain and yoga is good for mind body spirit balance too however, in order to benefit from it spiritually you have to be doing it for wholeness, not just body health.

In school we are taught math but not numerology, astronomy but not astrology, geometry but not sacred geometry, we are taught consumer education but not truth about money, the list goes on and on. Numerology, Astrology, Sacred Geometry, and Alchemy among other subjects are the ancient sciences which teach man of his true Divinity and yet they are dismissed and demonized by the current system, whom by the way practice these sciences faithfully, so we will dismiss them as superstition. We are lead to believe that man is more evolved today because we have material goods. Evolution comes about only through Self-mastery and it cannot be faked. We must open our minds and view things through the bigger objective picture instead of our limited subjective view.

Start feeding yourself better. Prepackaged processed foods are for the lower-mind and body but they contain NO nutritional value – this is the grand design. When we consume foods that come from the earth in their most organic, unpolluted form, we begin to forge a new beingness with Nature. A new life that is only possible through Nature’s true essence, it our physical source of life & vitality and this literally feeds our essence. We can think more clearly, the health benefits are enormous – both immediate and long term. The cost to your health and your ability to deal with life gets better…. We are Nature, why don’t we eat Natural Foods? THEY were Divinely designed for us, not the man-made crap that only ‘fills the hole’. Sure it may fill the hole but it will deplete you everywhere else in your life because you won’t be utilizing Nature’s gifts of life. It is absolutely imperative that we listen to our bodies, become our own healers and stop seeking the ‘authority’ of the Medical S-Care system. They do not care about you, you are just a source of revenue to them and a science experiment, a human trial! Mother Nature does not charge us for her bounty of nutrients, she puts it out there for all of us so please STOP rejecting Her.

By denying your body’s connection to earth, you slap your Divinity in the face and an insult your soul. This is partly why everyone feels so bad physically; it is counter-intuitive to eat the crap from the ‘super-market’. Do we acknowledge, ever, that much of our guilt as a species is because we are directly living in counter-productivity with Nature. The more I tune into Nature, the better I feel physically, the more I feed my body soul food from Mother Earth the more soul-FULL I AM.

Exercise as much as you can. This was a tough one for me because I was sick for so many years but now I walk everywhere, I have high quality energy and it’s actually a treat for me to be walking again so I take full advantage of it. I do not care about the weather anymore when I have to go out, I am simply grateful that I can get out now, freely and without poor health holding me back. Getting out in Nature is a necessity for me these days, I am actually glad I do not have a car – for various reasons including, starving the oil companies for my money. Having no car has stripped their power over me and that particular dependence on oil, reconnected me with Nature and stabilized my body through Natural, not forced, exercise.

Some of you may become over-whelmed or scared once you find out what is really going on. It is designed that way so when you do uncover the truth you are left with feelings of futility, that it is all just too big for you to do anything about. When you turn your head and refuse to look and deal with the negatives in this world – this is a cop-out, it is the easy way out for the weak-minded, uncreative and unimaginative people. It is easier to do nothing and be content with being a slave then it is to care enough about yourself and stand-up to these bullies. It only takes one step in the direction of truth to blow this out of the shadows and as you ponder what you can do as an individual you can and will start to see that avenues will open up to you that you never imagined. The pursuit of truth is a powerful pursuit and is empowering when you know the nature of the beast and can act accordingly.


‘If you aren’t outraged, you’re not paying attention’

It is my wish to expand on the things I have said here and will do so as time permits. I wish you the best always, in all ways. Do you love you enough to do something about the state of the world, I sure do!

Here are some wonderful teachers to help you on your journey:
-start light with something like the Zeitgeist documentaries (available on Netflix)
-watch DMT: The Spirit Molecule
-read and listen to Terrance McKenna
-delve into the works of Carl Jung and Sigmund Freud
-read the quotes from the leaders of the past, they spelled it our for us we just need to inner-stand the messages
-seek out the Alternative Press, do not dismiss them just because they stand against the status quo.
Links for the open minded and the Awake:
Underground Documentaries
David Icke
Michael Tsarion
Mark Passio
Santos Bonacci
Jordan Maxwell
**I will provide more as I am able to – enjoy your new knowledge and Self-empowerment!**


When I find inspirational posts or article, I usually post it with a personal message about how important it is to live a heart-centered life. How our ego will become harmonic with our heart. Our balance in our brains will shift from left-brained logical, reasoning and rational mind to the more creative, imaginative, emotional and intuitive right-brain. This link is an excerpt from The Heart Of The Matter, by Marcey Shapiro MD. It clearly and concisely gives much new scientific research which is proving, in my opinion, the heart is the centre of our Universe, our connection each ‘other’, to our Divinity, our connection to All That Is and to our Sacred Mother Earth.

Living a heart-centered life is actually a harmony between the mind and heart. I believe the heart is the Soul Record of every human and living being on this earth, it IS the all knowing part of us. It knows our past, present and future, it is the guide to the bliss of life. The heart beats and grows before the brain does, by quite a while when you consider the gestation time of a human infant. I feel the heart speaks to us through our intuition and when we can learn to hear, feel, interpret and act upon our ‘gut feelings’ we will all become more of who we are at our essence – that being Love.

I did not always view all of my experiences as good. All of my health issues were of manifestation of my pure dislike, even hatred for my broken bones and surgeries and moreover my body. I always ‘had more problems’ and then one day I realized I wasn’t waiting for ‘what’s next’, another health problem? Since then I have not had as many serious issues, I had a torn ACL about 2 years ago and could not walk on my left knee. It’s hard to see the positive when you are always broken, when you feel your body’s failed you, however when my heart changed it was revealed to me ‘why’ I went through it all.

I can see the positive in all those experiences and now I experience those effects, it’s a totally different perspective and I never imagined it could ever be possible, first of all that I would heal and that ‘I’ would understand and feel the reasoning behind it. I saw the bigger picture, I experienced the negative side of the health issues and now I am experiencing the positive which includes a much healthier body. All because there was a shift from my mind (negative ego) to my heart. It was all to reveal that I am a healer, healing facilitator is more like it, we are our own best healer we just sometimes need to be shown the door. I learned so reasons for the health problems I went through and it showed me the way to the healer within.

When I felt my shift from all fear vibrations and acceptance of ‘who’ I AM and embracing my less comfortable poor health I found a place within me where I had profound love for those around me and it dawned on me that if I could love them that much then it MUST apply to Me TOO! Right! From that point on my body has not only healed and I have a Love Energy that bursts from my chest but my entire life is improving and has improved in all ways. I cannot even begin to count the ways my heart has lead me to where I needed to be, all because I listened to my intuition.

All fear dissipated as the Love grew out of the shift to my heart and it got huge, that is for sure. I don’t feel there is much to fear in life, it’s all a hologram, a dream from our Higher-Self anyways. As far as I am concerned, I have already been through the worst a human can be through so nothing can hurt me now. I see the importance that we use our heart as a filter and pause before a reaction. It is not easy to view everything through your heart, but I promise you the more you do the more balanced and harmonic you will feel. Your life will improve in ways you never expected and you will be in the right place at the right time more and more. The syncronicities in life will be on rapid fire after while and life will just become a game!

I recently reclaimed another ‘brand new life’ when I moved back to what I consider my ‘hometown’, since I lived here the longest and experienced my teens, marriage, children, much happiness and deep hurt. I am back here and living a pure heart-centered life and I am experiencing things I only had ever dreamed of. This is MY TIME and I am the creator. I surrender to Source the path to what it is I want and I have come to a place where I merely have a passing thought of what I want and it manifests. I have reconnected with who I was at birth, the heart has been the key to everything.

All of these great things are happening to me because of living a heart-centered life. I understand that I have shifted in my mind too, I have shifted from more left-brain to right-brain and it is now balanced with my heart. I am sure the more I connect with my soul and allow it to guide me the more harmonic my life will get. I know this all to be true in my life experience and we are all humans so it’s got to work for everyOne who wants to have that inner peace in life.

The better my heart-centeredness tunes in the less ego I have, it just sort of falls away and there is less fighting against from the it and it begins to serve me better all the time. The things I used to beat myself up for are no longer running through my head over and over, in fact there are very little negative thoughts that go through my mind. It’s actually quite a nice effect that I never could have seen happening. My ego now discerns situations and experiences, I have consciously left behind knee-jerk reactions and turned them into a Love impression instead.

In North America Heart Disease is the number one killer and I firmly believe it is because we are not living up to our potential. It is the ‘hobbies’ and things we are ‘naturals’ at that we need to be doing as our professions. What makes us happiest is the path we need to follow, it won’t always be peaches n’ cream but at least the adversity you will face you will do so with a heart filter and you will begin to allow yourself to enjoy or learn from negative experiences. Why are we so afraid to do what makes us happiest, what is the worst that can happen if you actually take a step in faith and see what your heart tells you is your passion. What is possible for you, dream from your heart because it sends out a very powerful signal and that brings back what you want in abundance through the Universal Law of Attraction. Is it possible to see that there are other possibilities in life that what we are ‘taught’ we must do to keep the ‘machine’ running smoothly.

When we follow our heart we view the world with so much more compassion and we have empathy for those who are experiencing a ‘harsher reality’ than we are. We treat ourselves and others better in all ways because we understand that we want to achieve further harmony and we wish it for others too and so we seek out ways to make that happen. We understand and accept that those who are what we consider ‘less-fortunate’ came here to experience too and we can only support them on their journey.

I now understand that nothing is ever truly negative, it can be our best fastest teachers at times. We can learn big lessons from even the smallest negative reactions. I have come to a place where I can cycle through feelings and emotions better now, especially the ones I used to consider negative.

Our Higher-Self created us to experience in human form, as we have many times before and likely, will again. The one thing I feel remains the same throughout all these lives is our heart, it is the carrier of the soul and we all know we have a one, so why aren’t we listening to it.




Energy always is, always was and always will be. Energy cannot be created or destroyed.

Everything is energy in vibration or vibrating energy. All energy is neutral; it does not carry a charge until we put one into it. We are Energy of Divine origin therefore we cannot move out of energy if we wanted to, moreover it is our choice to charge our energy positively or negatively. In doing so we charge ourselves positively or negatively.

The perceptions we have of our ‘reality’ charges our lives with positive (Love) vibration or negative (Fear) vibration. If we are having a hard time in our life all we have to do is shift our perceptions to all the goodness and our whole world will open up to limitless possibilities. I know it is easier said than done but once you learn how to, it is life changing.

We have the free-will choice of how to react in every instance, experience and event in each moment. We have the choice to resonate positive or negative reaction. We have the choice to have ‘knee-jerk judgments’ or to use ‘discernment’ instead. Knowing the difference between judgement and discernment can change your perceptions and reactions.                    

With the Law Of Attraction we will get whatever it is we are in alignment with in that moment based on our perspective. Viewing things as ‘good or bad’ will bring us more of that – in ABUNDANCE.

Our feelings are based in one of two energies – love or fear, positive or negative. Our feelings create emotions; emotions are the energetic output of those feelings. Everything that feels good is love and anything that does not feel good is fear, every other emotion is an extension of either of these.

When we align with love or fear we will experience events and people in our lives that are of ‘like’ vibration. When we live through our hearts and allow our hearts to guide us we experience blissful joy but when we align with fear we experience negative circumstances, which can leave us with an abundance of effects, including health problems.

Change your perceptions to positive and you can align with all that is great and good in the world. You are always in alignment with ‘something’ it is your choice to decide what you want to be aligned with.

Living in negative fear vibration:  Fear does not feel good. When we live in negativity, nothing in our lives seems to go our way and we feel like victims of circumstance. We (unconsciously) create manifestations of that fear in different forms and in doing so our lives can feel like they have been turned upside down and we are left wondering why.

Negative knee-jerk reactions are based in fear. Fear is caused, much of the time, because of our previous experiences because we did not have an objective perspective while experiencing events or people. If you can take a step out of your subjective viewpoint and see the bigger picture you will soon learn that the ‘negative’ you experienced was not negative at all.

Fear reactions are also caused by negative ego, the one that tells us lies about how bad we are. When we have judgments of others, we are always talking about ourselves; this is the negative ego putting the negative traits you do not like about yourself onto someone else. Learning to accept and embrace yourself with all your self-perceived flaws will stop you from judging yourself and others.

Those who proclaim they ‘CAN’T’ are limiting themselves in every imaginable way. That is fear. That IS allowing your ego to tell you that you are not worthy and that you do not deserve. When we can stop fearing we can calm the ego and allow it to serve us, which is its real job.

Our ego is a great tool when coupled with our heart, we can accomplish anything. However when we fear failure we will continue to ‘fail’ because we are not using our heart with our ego. Our heart and mind need to be balanced, when this balance is achieved we are then able to live a heart-centered life. This brings our physical, emotional, spiritual and mental bodies into harmony and our lives will improve in leaps and bounds with miracles that seem to happen overnight!

When we reconnect with our awareness that we are Source Energy, we positively charge our energy to a love vibration and our mental, emotional and physical bodies all begin to realign themselves to a balance that benefits us in every way. It is our choice too, to stay in one vibration or another however when we live in fear we are not always in conscious awareness of it. Stop allowing your negative ego to give up on what your heart (soul) is calling you to do. It will tell you that your dreams are unattainable but this is untrue. Dreams come from the heart, it is your ego (mind) that will stand in your way if you are in a negative energy or fear vibration.

Our hearts are a ‘soul record’ of everything we are, have done and will do. Our heart speaks to us through our intuition and as long as we listen to it we will never be misled. Our lives, lead by intuition will speak to us through synchronicities and the more we acknowledge them the more we will experience.  It takes time to learn to trust your intuition but when you do miracles happen and synchronicities become a game.

We are Source Energy, we are of Divine Vibration we then know that there is nothing we cannot do. This means we are automatically of love vibration, this is why fear and negativity feel so bad to us. It is counter-intuitive and it is created in the mind, through external sources which turn into negative ego.

I say this all the time and I will keep saying it, “Just because you are born means you are entitled to be happy. It is your Divine Birthright to have, do or be anything you want. So what is stopping you?

Your heart is calling you back to your essence, why resist? What could be better than lining-up your vibration with your Higher-self, Source Energy?



Having disabilities has enriched my life to no end. Healing from them has created miracles of epic proportions!

It wasn’t until I made a conscious decision to choose health that my life changed drastically! All the pain and suffering I endured has given me true insight and understanding about how our physical bodies manifest emotional, mental and spiritual pain. Our bodies are a reflection of what is going on in our lives and the thoughts and feelings we have.

If we have mental pain – depression, negative ego, fear of the future or if we have emotional pain – past hurts, negative emotion, feelings of lack & limitation or spiritual pain – feelings of separation, feeling lost and without purpose, are a few examples of what will manifest or be mirrored in our physical body. Illness and disease are not all ‘in’ your head, they are not psychosomatic – they are caused by imbalances in your life.

Our bodies are a map of what is going on in our lives. When we understand this map and know how to read it we can then address the pains in our other bodies. We must want to heal though, in our heart of hearts – our Sacred Heart, before any healing will take place. Just wanting or wishing too heal is not enough, we must desire it with our whole being. We must be willing to heal all areas of our lives not just treat the symptoms.

When we choose to heal it begins immediately. It is not just physical healing, it is healing in all areas of our life – mental, emotional, spiritual and physical. Our lives begin to become more harmonious and we become more balanced. The four bodies begin to work together in a fine and delicate dance, it is never all 25%/25%/25%/25% despite what ‘logic’ would indicate, emotion and feeling are not logic based.

My healing started slow… First I accepted my physical disabilities, then I began to embrace them and look at the benefits they provided me. It wasn’t until I was admitted to the hospital for a possible minor heart attack that I really began to examine what it was that I truly wanted in my life. I felt like I was walking the (health) path of my parents which was not mine to walk – they did it because it was theirs. It was not mine to follow and so in the hospital I made a decision, a life altering one at that.

When I began healing it was because I had made a conscious decision to not live in illness and disease anymore. I stopped talking about all the physical pain and agony I had been through. I stopped telling the story of my life from a negative point of view. I stopped allowing my ego to tell me lies about what a failure I was, how bad I was. I stopped living in lack and limitation and moved to feeling abundant and free. I started to love myself unconditionally, I forgave myself for the lies I told myself, I stopped judging myself.

I allowed my heart to take over. I later realized that my hospitalization was a crisis of the heart on a physical level telling me that I was ‘breaking my heart’ through the thoughts I was thinking and feelings I was emoting. Although I did not know it at the time in this detail I have come to see the bigger picture and I have come to understand what I went through and why.

Now living a heart centered existence my life is rich and full, I have love energy bursting from my heart chakra all day everyday. I meditate more, laugh more and I do NOT allow things to get me down, I have more gratitude and appreciation. I no longer have an ego that rules me it serves me, it discerns for me and it follows my heart. I have a beautiful and simple life living in the moment because I now truly understand that each moment is all we have, it’s not just a saying anymore. The past is over and the future is always the future, it never comes.

Through it all I have come to see that I was never really suffering I was being graced with higher knowledge – it just wasn’t visible to me because i was too involved. I only had a subjective view but I changed my perspective on it all and the objective truth was revealed. I know now that I came here with a soul agreement to go through everything I did in all areas of my life for higher understanding, learning, growth and soul expansion. I have true empathy for others going through similar things I did – I can recall the feelings I had and through that I am able to feel compassion and unconditional love for those ‘suffering’ as I ‘did’.

Compassion is the greatest gift we can give to another because it breeds love. Unconditional love for another is the greatest feeling we can have for ourselves and others. I have been graced with life experiences that have allowed me come to a place where I have a profound love for every living thing on this planet and everyONE walking it. Whether they are loving me back or antagonizing me does not matter, we all have a place in this world, we are all here for a reason. Every soul incarnated on this earth today is here for a divine purpose, they are important and needed and I can honestly and sincerely say that I love you all, without you my life would not be the same.

I wish you all health, happiness, harmony & love! Have a wonderful day, enjoy each moment as you move through them.

Much Love -michelle xo ♥
(Shared from my Facebook Page)


I recently read a very well done article that caused somewhat of a heated debate. As wrote my comment to the article I decided it would be better to make it a blog post instead. It was too much to put as a comment….  I provided the links that inspired this, below in green. Enjoy!

Most people in this world still believe that eating animal products is GOOD for us however there is overwhelming scientific evidence to the contrary. I feel it is more about fear of and resistance to change, resistance to set aside our loyalties to our elders who did the best they could with what they had (information/education). It seems to me that the consensus is, ‘if it was good enough for them it is good enough for me’. Well, I feel this is somewhat of a cop-out because it is easier to follow in someone elses footsteps than to strike out on our own, or is it.

It is becoming increasingly harmful to our health to consume any animal products even in moderation. Not only are so many illnesses and disease linked to animal/product consumption the continued quest to provide these products is wiping out Mother Earth. She is a reflection of Us and We are a reflection of Her. The ‘ill-informed’ demand is wiping out our planets rainforests at an astonishing rate, other environmental factors such as chemical pollution, methane pollution and outright poisoning of the animal stock food supply is not only harmful it is dangerous and eventually lethal.

We are the only species on this planet that consciously chooses to consume the milk of another animal and deny that it could be doing more harm than good. Human breast-milk is for humans, cow milk is for cows, PERIOD! And, ‘formula is just that, a ‘formula of chemicals’ directly marketed and advertised as good for baby – it is ‘bull-crap’ just as ‘milk does a body good’ is. Next time you think it is ok to feed a baby anything other than a mothers milk go to a dairy farm and put your baby on a cow udder – still feel right?

I understand there are RARE times when a mother has difficulty breastfeeding however the underlying belief needs to be addressed before that can change. The belief which has been pounded into women – BY MEN – is their bodies can and will fail them in relation to child-rearing. There is not one man on this planet in this incarnation that can tell you from experience what is normal for a woman’s body during pregnancy and after. And, given that all women are different, there really is no ‘normal’.

I am sickened that ‘celebrities’ can be paid enough money to endorse such garbage as the ‘Got Milk?’ campaign, apparently their integrity can be bought and IS bought. The ads for milk are produced by the dairy farmers and are not endorsed by any ‘genuine’ government or regulatory body. ALL of their ‘studies’ are funded by them which means they are 100% biased and those who believe that (animal) milk good for us have bought it hook line and sinker! The same is true with the ‘formula’ we eagerly buy to make our lives ‘easier’. It is all ‘hog-wash’ and is in no way true, we have been fed these lies on so many levels and it is time to wake up and get informed and educate yourself.

Eating other animals is not good for us in any form; eggs, dairy, meat, seafood, poultry, etc. The idea that we ‘need’ meat in our diets comes from the past when meat was the only source of food during harsh times and in harsh climates. It comes from outdated, poorly researched and biased ‘information’ as well. The argument does not have a leg to stand on these days. With advancements in science, research HAS proven and continues to prove that eating animals is not in the best interest of any human on earth! More and more they are finding and validating that a nature based diet that does not include animals is the best diet, we as humans, can consume.

Eating a diet that is rich and abundant in plants, nuts, seeds, bean, legumes, etc., IS the natural diet for humans. We simply do not have the teeth or digestive systems that are needed to eat any forms of meat at all. There is no legitimate reason for anyone to continue to eat meat once they know better. It is out of incorrectly informed beliefs, personal preference and denial that people continue to consume animal products. Most eat ‘fast-food’ and think it does not harm you but there is not one dietician with integrity that will tell you it is ever ok to eat that ‘food’ because there is no safe amount of it to eat. It isn’t even food, I won’t get into that right now.

It is not always easy for us to ‘digest’ this information because we have been led on for generations. Standing in your own power instead of allowing yourself to just follow the ‘herd’ will empower you further and you will feel better when you eat better. Do what you feel is best for you always but do some research into what lies you have been fed about animal consumption. There is NO nutritional value whatsoever in eating animal products that cannot be found elsewhere in nature. It is better for us overall. 

If you wish to truly live a harmonic life where all of your bodies work together you must change your diet too. For some the changes will just happen as you ascend or become enlightened or more aligned with what makes you happiest, this is what happened to me, but for most it will have to be a conscious change. Choosing to eat a more natural diet you consciously choose to eat better and feed your body what it needs and in turn you become more natural.

I myself have become informed, I research and educate myself with mainly NON-mainstream information because the ‘mainstream’ is very biased and ‘results’ are paid for. Just as there is no legitimate argument to continue to eat animals or their products there is very little legitimate information in mainstream media to pose a valid argument to the contrary! This is changing but until the non-mainstream becomes the mainstream please do not ‘buy’ what you are told, find out for yourself.

I have always been a conscious eater, for the most part and now that I am far more informed than I was before I am actively cutting out these products and I am on my way to being vegetarian, then vegan. It kills our environment and us in the process, how can we possibly be spiritual beings and allow this to happen. Denial will not feed you when the world is depleted. As my spiritual, emotional, mental and physical bodies come more aligned and harmonic these changes are coming naturally. It takes and open mind and an open heart to truly understand that change IS good for us and resistance to change is only going to make you sick.

If you cannot ‘just stop’ eating animals and their products at least eat less of it and more of the good plant based foods. Not only will you feel better, you could lose weight, decrease you chances of causing many digestive illnesses and heart related diseases. We know in our heart that it is not in the best interest of our health to kill another animal to feed ourselves, except in rare dire circumstances. Each time we eat an animal or it’s product we are eating the fear that the animal went through as it was slaughtered. Animals have feelings too and we know it in our heart, it is not good for us physically or spiritually to continue to eat meat or animal products.

Just because many people ‘believe’ it’s true does not make it true! Our opinions are formed from our beliefs and our beliefs are formed from our experiences. If you are standing firm in your opinion that eating animals does no harm to you and you have never tried an alternate more natural diet how can you possibly state that it is ok or healthy? You cannot.

Cheers! -michelle


Evidence Shows Dairy is Cause for Many Health Related Problems

Protein From Animal Products is More Harmful Than From Plants


I feel so strongly about the words you are about to read that I can hardly type fast enough to get the words out. These emotions are so strong and I feel I need to start posting videos of my feelings instead of just words. Perhaps it will come across more powerfully if you could see me actually saying these things because I don’t just write them, I live them. They come from my Higher-Self the collective consciousness, you have it all in you too for we are all connected….

Everything from the Universe, planets, humans, animals and every other living creature on earth is a mathematical equation. I used to say, ‘Math is the Universal Language’ and what I meant was every person can do basic math and it does not matter what language you speak, math is unchanging, the equations add up regardless of your native tongue. I now understand how profound my statement is.

While on my spiritual quest I discovered Sacred Geometry, it is the math of the Universe. Everything created is from an equation. Don’t believe me, research it for yourself, perhaps you will find enlightenment through it. Since we all speak math it may be easier for some of you to understand spirituality and how connected we are through Sacred Geometry. I am a woman on a mission and that is to help each and every one of you find within yourself your genius and your Sacred Heart because I know when you find it you will find inner peace and harmony with the cosmos.

As humans, we all live on Earth, in this galaxy! Sure, there is other life out there but here is the thing, we live here, all together. I mentioned in a previous blog that we are similar in makeup to earth. Our Sacred Mother has a heartbeat, an electromagnetic field and when you take a closer look, you can see that Her rivers and streams are not unlike our own veins and arteries. We have a bone to water make up similar to Her landmass and water ratio as well so we are not all that different from this planet we live on.

We are part of nature, Mother loves us even more than we could ever imagine. She feeds us, supports us and provides all the materials we need to construct anything we want, have you ever thought of Her that way before? She certainly is Divine and I love her with all my heart and I thank her every day for giving birth to us, humankind. We could not live on any other planet and feel at home because THIS is our home here on earth. We have a DIRECT connection with this planet and there is no other planet that would ever feel the same. We would probably wither and die of heart related issues if we were ever to colonize another planet for our connection with Mother Earth is so strong that our hearts would always be longing to be home.

As humans, we are all one race, period. It does NOT matter what race, religion or creed we are, we are ALL human FIRST! Each one of is important to the world for we bring the diversity needed to keep our planet alive. Mother Earth needs us just as much as we need her. We are all part of a collective consciousness, which means our individual conscience is an extension of the conscience of the human collective. This connects us just as every drop of water is part of the ocean; each human is part of the collective. When we strive to find our spirituality and we tap into our Higher-Self is when we will eventually find the access to the consciousness of humanity. While in human incarnation, we are all extensions of Source Energy, which means we are Source Energy.

Everything is made up of energy and vibration. We learn this in basic science in school; things that are less dense vibrate slower than something that vibrates fast. Through this simple science facto, you can see how we as humans all vibrate at a similar level. It is when we raise our vibration and frequency that we are able to feel more connected to each other. Personally, I use Binaural Beats combined with my continuous spiritual search, I have found my vibration increasing, and I feel the Love Energy of the collective in my heart every single day. I wake up with it, swirling from my chest and it is the last thing I feel before I go to sleep each night. It has not gone away since it started 6 months ago.

The Love Energy that I feel is what I want for you, for you all. It is a glorious feeling to feel ‘in love’ all day and to feel buzzy. This is ascension and we can go higher and ‘grow up’ – up to the collective consciousness and up to Source. I urge you all to find within yourself a truly loving space and while in that love – let go, forgive and stop holding on to old hurts. Do they really SERVE you except as bad memories? Why are you holding on to the hurt, it does not make you feel better but forgiveness well that is Divine! Wouldn’t you all like to feel like you are living on love? Go WITHIN, it is the only place where you can find your spirit. You may sometimes have to go external to find a place or person who allows your heart to be wide open. In the safety and support of love, let-go – free-fall – have faith that you will be caught and supported by something so much bigger than you and me!

We are all human, we are all Source and that means we are LOVE. There is no two ways around it. Yes, but what about hate, you say. Well hate comes from the ego, the mind. It is not from the heart for anyone who loves knows that there is no hate in our heart. Give your head a shake and tell your ego to shut up and listen to your heart for a while – you will find that place of pure Love! In that place of Love, you will find peace and you will find harmony. Harmony between your own mind and heart which will translate to you being a harmonious being, vibrating in Love Energy. That will allow you to vibrate at such a rate that no matter where you go people will be affected in positive ways because Love HEALS ALL!

WOAH! This just came pouring out, it is one of my shorter blogs but no less important. I could feel it building in my heart and then being interpreted by my mind to spell it out in English. What a fantastic journey this spiritual path is. After all, the journey IS the destination!!



Thank you everyone for your response to my series on SACRED CORE VALUES. The commentary and feedback on just the Introduction has been phenomenal and is very encouraging. I didn’t think that my views on these ‘values’  would generate such an amazing response from everyone, you are all so inspiring and it makes me want to channel more. I have found my path in life, I respect it, I walk it and it seems to resonate with everyone else too! Here is the latest installment, RESPECT (Part 3).

I have always believed that respect is earned, not bestowed however, I have come to a place in my life of alignment and enlightenment and even though I believe this is true to some extent my feelings about respect have shifted. I have found that within myself I have a level of respect for everyone on this planet – on a human-to-human level, this has extended to a personal level now regardless of whether I know them or not. In my younger years, I was a very stubborn person; I would not listen to anyone or do what he or she said if I did not feel respect for him or her. This, in hindsight, was my Spirit shining through and I can see it so clearly now.

Respect I feel is usually born out of judgement. Judgement of others will never serve you unless you can see past the projection and understand that you are judging yourself, never the other person. The lack of respect I felt for these people was based in judgement and it wasn’t until I could see that person in myself that I began to change my judgement to discernment and started seeing the ‘bigger picture’. This has all lead to profound Love and Respect for all life on this planet, not just humanity. Our Sacred Mother provides us with everything we need to survive and thrive and yet she is dis-respected on a global level by the secret governments and our national governments because they are all just out for the almighty DOLLAR! This makes my heart feel heavy and I will touch on it later.

If we want to be respected, we must respect ourselves, we must respect that we have incarnated on Earth to learn, feel, grow and expand. We came here on a mission, we have a path to follow, and that is what we must respect. Asking or expecting others to respect us if we do not feel self-respect, does not make sense, if we do not believe that we deserve it. This may sound like others must deserve our respect before we give it to them and I feel that we can respect others even if they do not feel they deserve it. It is an internal thing that we must find within us (first) to be able to show it onto ourselves and others. Have you ever had someone respect a talent or genius in you that you could not see but that respect coming from the other person ignited it in you? You see what I am getting at here?  

Self-esteem and confidence go hand in hand with respecting ourselves. When we have esteem for ourselves, it means that we value whom we are and what we have to put out into the world. Likewise, when we have confidence, we will put our gifts out into the world knowing that they will be of benefit to humanity and to Mother Earth. When I was young, I had a high self-esteem but low confidence but thankfully, as I have grown I have come into both fully. I have a high self-esteem and I have confidence in the gifts and myself I have to offer the world. I respect what I am to do here and so I feel safe in my heart knowing I am doing the right thing as I walk my path.

Do you respect your creativity? Do you feel it is less important than your job or do you feel that the creative genius in you is meant for hobbies and things you like to do outside of your job? I feel that our creative genius needs to be our job and we need step on that creative path, respect it and then out of it will come a ‘job’ that does not even feel like work. I have said this for years and I now understand the magnitude of what I have been saying all this time. When we respect our creativity, or our genius we will find that there are plenty of people to fill all the jobs out there in the world. If we respected our genius more then we would all be working happy ‘jobs’. The ‘powers that be’ keep you ‘working’, keep you external and focused on making a living financially so that you will not have the time to tap into your genius. Respect yourself and ask, ‘what is it that I would do if I knew I couldn’t fail’ (very similar to a quote already said) and in that answer you will find your genius, despite how ‘out there’ it seems. Respect and walk that path and your life will be filled with abundant wealth no matter what you do!

I have always been a highly creative person, I know now that this was my Higher-Self shining through, letting me know that I am a powerful creator and I can accomplish anything when I set my mind and more my heart into whatever it is I am working on. I always had a hard time trying to decide what it is I wanted to do because my creativity was so strong I could have followed any of them and created a wonderful career and life for myself. The problem was choosing what I wanted, I could have been a hairdresser, make-up artist, child/elderly care-giver, visual artist, clothing designer, interior decorator, landscaper, anything that was creative and of service to others. It was an intense desire within me to finally pick a path and follow it when all of a sudden my path was revealed to me. These blogs are just the start and I truly feel greatness in store for me. I do not mean that in an arrogant way, just that I feel in my core that I am on the path that will be the most fulfilling for all of humanity and Mother Earth, not just for me!

I mention this because I understand there are probably many others out there who feel like they are floundering or are having a hard time deciding. I have found my path and that is to assist others to go internal to find the Sacred Core Values within ourselves so as to promote a healthy, happy, loving and peaceful existence in this chaotic world. When I first started noticing what my path was, I was a little freaked out because I thought, ‘Who the heck is going to want to listen to me’? Those feelings were born out of fear and judgement towards myself which is something I no longer do. I have the utmost respect for my path and I have begun to put myself and my gift out there for the entire world to see and that little bit of fear I had has disappeared.  

It is essential that we find respect for ourselves and for all people on this earth. Moreover, I feel it is crucial that we respect that each person is here doing exactly what they are supposed to be doing – walking their path. We may not always like what someone else chooses to do but we have to respect that it is their choice and that they know what is best for them. Others may have opinions that we disagree with, so what does that mean when it comes to respect? Well, it means that even though we do not always like their opinion we must respect that they are entitled to have their own, just as we are. We cannot think that we deserve something more than someone else and expect to achieve balance, that just won’t work. We are human and so we all deserve the greatest things in life based on our desires, wants and experiences. Above all I feel that everyone just wants to be loved. Each person on this planet is here for a reason, our personal path is no more important than the person we ‘dislike’ the most! We MUST respect that they are here to bring diversity to this world and that they are here to keep Mother Earth in balance just as much as we are.

Do you believe that ‘children should be seen and not heard’? I, for one, do not! I have utmost respect for children for they are wise souls unto themselves and need to be respected as such. When we respect our children we teach them respect. We cannot expect that our children will respect us just because we are older, ‘wiser’ and the parent. It just does not add up when you understand that our Spirit or Soul is older than our physical body and that it is our life-force. Without it, we physically die and we return home only to come back to the Earth to incarnate again. This means that our babies are only babies in physical form and more often than not, they are far more tuned in than adults! Why can’t people respect that children are just as important as adults are, it is quite arrogant of adults to think of themselves as superior to children.

I personally have always respected my children and I promised them since birth that I would never judge them. This started just over 18yrs ago and I have amazing well-rounded spiritual kids. They know and understand me on a human level, not just a ‘mom’ level. I ask them if there are things I can do to be a better mom while letting them know that I have never been the parent of teens before and so I am learning too. Being honest with them like this, I believe, forged a relationship with my children of boundless potential. I love them with all my heart and soul, I grew them in my belly and birthed them, I loved and nurtured their gifts all through their lives and they have given me so much love and happiness in return. Their happiness and their paths are just as important to me as my own is and I have always felt socially responsible in that I felt that the best thing I could do for humanity was to send out two thoughtful, feeling and emotionally sound young people into the world. They have not left the nest yet but when they do, I have confidence that they will contribute their genius to the world in all confidence knowing that there is a safe loving (nonjudgmental) place to return to if anything goes awry. There will be respect for the lessons they learn, always!

Mother Earth, our Sacred Mother, deserves all of our respect and then some! We do not respect that we are nature too, not the way we should. We have been trained (by the ‘powers that be’) to view nature as something external to us. We are just as much a part of nature as a bear in the woods, it is ignorant to assume that is nature but we are not. Just because we live in houses and we build huge metropolises does not mean we are external from nature however, there are so many of us that have little access to the awe striking beauty of the natural world and that can make us feel very lonely since we are nature too.

It is imperative that we return to Earth, that we respect and reciprocate the love She has for us, that we learn to respect Her the way she respects us! Mother has been polluted and dumped on long enough and people wonder why the storms are now Super Storms, why tornado’s and hurricanes ravage the eastern seaboard of the US. Well, I feel I know and it is because it is so densely populated with people who are so dependent and focused on external and material things that Mother Nature is showing them that they do not NEED all that stuff. Do people learn, no, they keep rebuilding. It is time for all of us to understand that in order to survive and thrive we must take lessons from nature (not survival of the fittest either, look where that got us!) I mean things like the way bees and ants live communally and work for the good of the whole, the way migrating birds ‘just know’ where to go and how they all fly in unison just like schools of fish swim. When we can respect nature on a whole other level, we will learn to have respect for ourselves and others, we will stop polluting this beautiful sparkly little blue & green marble in space that we call home.

It is my sincerest wish that everyone find a harmony within themselves that will then be reflected back out into the world, for this is the only way to achieve peace. We will not achieve it through imposing our will on others, even through non-violent means such as meditation. It is imperative that we understand to change the world we must begin to make internal choices first. We need to walk our talk rather than just talking it! I feel that by sharing my experiences will help you to understand what I have done to find harmony in my life in hopes of initiating a change within you, to be the best you you can be, to stop following the pack and worrying what everyone else thinks about you. It is not important unless they love you. Everyone matters, EVERYONE!!!!