WE ARE NATURAL CREATORS


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(MY CAPS ARE NOT ‘YELLING’ – THEY ARE INDICATING MY LOVE AND ENTHUSIASM FOR LIFE, ONLY. PLEASE DO NOT MISUNDERSTAND THEM)

I FEEL THE FEAR BEING PROJECTED BY THE SYSTEM AND ACCEPTED BY MANKIND IS BECAUSE THE SYSTEM LITERALLY SUCKS THE LIFE-FORCE OUT OF PEOPLE SO THEY WITHER AND DIE. THEIR LIVES ARE LACKING LIFE AND THEREFORE ARE LIMITED RESULTING IN DEATH. THIS IS REFLECTED OUT ONTO OUR REALITY IN ALL THE DIFFERENT WAYS THE SYSTEM ‘OPERATES’ AND IS A VISCOUS CYCLE. IT IS AN EVIL AND EXTREMELY SINISTER PLAGUE IN THE FORM OF AN IDEA/AGENDA THAT WE ARE LEAD TO BELIEVE IN, WE ARE BEING THE LIE.

WE ARE CREATORS AND WE ARE CREATING THE SYSTEM OURSELVES BY ACTING OUT THEIR STORIES. PLEASE THINK ABOUT THIS… THE SYSTEM ‘FEEDS US’ ALL THESE HIS-STORIES AND ‘LAWS’, POLICIES, EDUCATION, RE-LEGION, GOVERN-MEN-T AND WE ‘TAKE IT’ AND IMPLEMENT IT INTO OUR LIVES AND BEGIN CREATING IT. WE NEED TO STOP, THEY ARE NOT THE AUTHORS OF YOUR LIFE, YOU ARE – IT’S YOUR LIFE AND YOU CAN DO WHAT YOU WILL, YOU ARE UNLIMITED LOVE AND THIS HOLDS EVERY POTENTIAL AND POSSIBILITY SO WHY CONTINUE HOLDING YOURSELVES BACK. WE NEED TO START REJECTING THEIR ‘OFFERS’, STOP ‘TAKING THEM ON’ AND GIVE BACK THEIR NONSENSE, IT’S THEIRS LET THEM OWN IT.

WE MUST REJECT, DEFLECT AND REFLECT BECAUSE WHEN WE DO, WE ‘BE THE CAUSE’ OF THE LOVE FORCE GROWTH THROUGH SELF EMPOWERMENT USING NATURAL LAW. TRUTH AND REAL KNOWLEDGE SHOW UP IN OUR LIVES THROUGH BEAUTY FILLED SYNCRONICITIES AND LIFE BECOMES AWESOME! LOVE IS THE TRUTH THAT IS IN ALL LIVING THINGS AND IT RESONATES WITHIN EACH ONE OF US. EVERYTHING WE COULD POSSIBLY WANT OR NEED IS AVAILABLE THROUGH OUR NATURAL WAYS. WE DO NOT EVEN HAVE TO DIE IF WE DON’T WANT, IT IS LITERALLY UP TO US! IF THE SYSTEM WASN’T SUCKING THE LIFE-FORCE OUT OF YOU HOW LONG WOULD YOU WANT TO LIVE, IT’S YOUR FREE WILL TO DECIDE AND TO CHOOSE HOW YOU WANT TO LIVE.

THE SYSTEM IS OVER AND WHAT WE ARE WITNESSING IS THE DYING FLAILS OF THE BEAST, IT WILL NOT GO DOWN WITHOUT A FIGHT. IT HAS BROKEN THE GOLDEN RULE OF NATURAL LAW OF ‘DO NO HARM‘ AND NATURES LAW IS TAKING CARE OF IT ITSELF. THE SYSTEM HAS CAUSED SO MUCH HARM IN THE CREATIONS OF THE LIVING AND IT’S TIME IS UP, THERE IS MUCH MORAL ACCOUNTING TO BE DONE. IT IS UP TO US ALL TO HOLD THE MEN AND WOMEN WHO ‘FED’ US THESE LIES ACCOUNTABLE TO NATURAL LAW. THIS IS ONE OF OUR RESPONSE ABILITIES, THE SYSTEM PEDDLES THE LIE THAT IS RESPONS-IBILITY BECAUSE THAT MAKES US RESPONSIBLE TO THEM RATHER THAN BEING RESPONSE ABLE IN OUR LIVES. WHAT YOU DO NOT KNOW IS ABSOLUTELY KILLING YOU!

THIS IS WHY ALL OF CREATION IS BEING RAPED, POLLUTED, POISONED AND PILLAGED… IF ‘ENOUGH’ LIFE-FORCE CAN BE TAKEN FROM ALL THE LIFE ON EARTH THEN THE SYSTEM THINKS IT HAS A ‘FIGHTING CHANCE’. WE CANNOT ALLOW THIS TO HAPPEN AND WE CAN CHANGE IT FAST, WHEN THE LOVE RESONANCE BUILDS IT TAKES DOWN THE FEAR WHICH MEANS IT IS DOING TWICE THE WORK IN HALF THE TIME. THIS IS HOW WE REALLY CAN DO THINGS IN OUR LIVES AND THEN LITTLE ‘WORK’ HAS TO BE DONE.

IF WE WANT SOMETHING BETTER THEN WE NEED TO START CREATING THE LIFE WE WANT. WE MUST START CARING FOR OUR LIVES, LOVING OURSELVES AND GIVING AND SHARING WITH OTHERS. WE DO NOT DE-SERVE ANYTHING! WE ARE HERE TO BE HONOURED WITH THE RESPONSE ABILITY TO SERVE EVERYTHING LIVING AND THAT IS WHAT BRINGS US ALL THE HAPPINESS AND JOY LIFE HAS TO OFFER, NOT SERVICE TO SELF!

WE MUST ALL RETURN TO OUR NATURE AND WHAT IS NATURAL TO US AND ALLOW IT TO RETURN TO US. WE NEED TO ‘LEGION’ WITH THE LOVE FORCE AGAIN AND GET BACK TO LIVING! THE SYSTEM, WARS, POLLUTION, MONEY, ETC ARE ALL COMPLETELY UNNATURAL TO US. WE ARE BORN INTO BUT THAT DOES NOT MEAN IT’S NATURAL, IT IS NOT OUR NATURE TO BE IN THESE CONFLICTS. THIS IS THE REAL REASON WHY EVERYONE HAS A DISEASE THESE DAYS. WE ARE HEALERS BY NATURE AND SO UNCONSCIOUSLY WE TAKE IN WHAT THE SYSTEM IS OFFERING BUT BECAUSE IT IS TOTALLY UNNATURAL WE MUST PROCESS THE GARBAGE OUT. WHAT WE ARE EXPERIENCING WITH DISEASE IS ABSOLUTELY HEALING, CONTRARY TO POPULAR BELIEF.

THE SYSTEM, IT NEEDS US TO KEEP IT ALIVE, IT NEEDS US TO KEEP UP THE ILLUSION BY ACTING OUT THEIR STORIES THROUGH THE FORCE OF AUTHORITY. IF WE SIMPLY CHOOSE LOVE, TRUTH AND NATURE THE SYSTEM WILL BE SHAKEN TO IT’S FOUNDATIONS, IT WILL CRUMBLE AND BE REDUCED TO ASH.

CHANGING POLI-TIC-IANS WILL NOT CHANGE ANYTHING, IT HAS CAUSED THIS MESS, THIS CATASTROPHE AND IT MUST BE STOPPED. FOR THE SAKE OF ALL LIVING THINGS IT HAS TO BE DONE AWAY WITH COMPLETELY AND TOTALLY. IT SERVES NOTHING BUT IT’S OWN ‘AGENDA’, ALL THE WHILE STRIPPING YOU OF EVERYTHING INHERENTLY YOURS, OF YOUR DIVINE BIRTH RITES AND CAUSING SO MUCH HARM TO EARTH AND BEYOND.

THE LACK AND LIMITATION IS ALL AN ILLUSION MEANT TO KEEP YOU IN FEAR SO YOU WILL SUBMIT AND CONSENT TO HAVING SOMEONE ELSE AUTHOR YOUR LIFE. LOVE AND NATURE ARE ABUNDANT, THEY SPRING ETERNAL, THE TRUTH NEVER DIES IT CAN ONLY BE SHADOWED AND COVERED UP BY LIES. EVEN THAT DOESN’T WORK BECAUSE LIES JUST NEEDS MORE LIES TO SUPPORT THEM AND IT GROWS. ONCE THE LOVE STARTS TO RESONATE IT SHAKES OFF THOSE LIES AND UNVEILS THE TRUTH.

I WILL NOT STAND FOR IT ANYMORE AND I WOULD APPRECIATE YOU STANDING WITH ME.

I FEEL THIS  IS OUR ‘RITE OF PASSAGE’ TO TRUE FREEDOM SO STRONGLY NOW AND I SEND IT OUT TO YOU ALL WITH SUCH GRATITUDE. IT IS TRULY AN HONOUR TO SERVE YOU! I KNOW OF THE LOVE THAT YOU ARE GOING TO BE GRACED WITH, IT IS TREE-MEND-US!

LOVE, THY WILL BE DONE!

LOVE, TRUTH, NATURE

OUT-RANKING ‘THE SYSTEM’


The system is EVERYTHING that is not Nature or Natural to us. Imagine back to the days when we all lived as One with Nature in Tribes. Our tribes nowadays have not changed; they are our families, loved ones and those we care for. That is what is important. The control construct that has been built around us would literally crumble tomorrow if we all decided to stop feeding it. They DO NOT make it easy to leave, that is sure, but every step we can take away from it is literally and advancement for man-kind! The system is LITERALLY HOLDING US BACK from RE-evolving back to our Natural ways of life.

What is more important…? Having a job tomorrow or leaving your descendants an ‘environment’ not fit to live in, in ANY SENSE. That is a tough call and extreme. I realize people have to provide for their families, I would never call out any good loving creating people who are just making their way through the carnival sideshow that is our illusory world on Earth. When the system falls, and it will and they fire you, steal your pension, halt shipping, close all stores, cut electricity and gas, and impose FORGIEN MILITARY to ‘police’ everyone… will you still beLIEve that the system was important in anyway? It has taken away our Natural abilities to live in balance with Nature and because of that I am willing to bury them where they fall and NOT ALLOW them back in, no matter how ‘sweet’ the ‘offer’. Do not be lead into temptation and allow your nature to deliver you from EVIL!

I will not support ANY puppet masters of the system, anyone ‘claiming’ to be better or more important because they hold a ‘title’. They ALL KNOW too, if you really know who you are, they cannot control you! The ‘higher ups’ are EVIL, the ones who have to title themselves with words like ‘honourable’ because they have SOLD ALL of theirs. They ‘bought in’ to ‘being the lie’ and ‘sold their soul’, period. They hide behind these titles with their costumes and rituals adMINISTERing your life to you and it is bullcrap! We are FORCED to perform in their CIRCUS and BUY-IN-too to their filthy garbage. We have NO choice unless we exit to an extremely remote wilderness but even then, we carry ‘supplies and tools’.

In our true, purest Natural way of living we can completely and wholly trust that Nature will be there to protect, support and care for us and we have a responsibility to protect, support and care for it too. It is that easy. The system pretends to ‘support’ you yet it has created this beLIEf system in our brains through images, media, education, government, politics, religion, fashion, agriculture, the list goes on and on. There is nothing that is created by the system that is not OUT-RANKED by Nature! It only attempts to mimic our untapped, unlimited power that is our creative life force. We are all co-creators, NOT SLAVES!

Nature has its own creative and wild chaotic ‘order’ there are no ‘perfect circles’ or ‘perfectly straight lines’. It’s time we embrace and start loving our creative and wild chaotic ‘order’. We are Nature too and we have ‘fallen’ from Paradise, Nature. We have become slaves to a world of jobs, working parents, lines, grids, numbers and consuming. The ‘Eden’ spoken of in the Bible is NATURE! The serpent that speaks with a forked tongue, that swallows its prey whole, offered a world of duality, good and evil. That serpent, that snake in the grass was the system. The very word ‘system’ begins with a SSSSS – hiss sound… that is evil talk! It’s all a metaphor, demonic code talk. They can’t just tell us because if they did we would all drop the lies tomorrow and return to Paradise, return to Nature. There would be an MASS EXODUS from the system.

How do we benefit from our water being forcibly medicated/poisoned, chemtrails being shit in the sky, Monsanto corrupting our NATURAL FOOD SOURCE and poisoning us with pesticides, vaccines that CORRUPTS our DNA. How is being spied on with tracking devices like cell phones, laptops and tablets beneficial? Do we benefit, really, from doctors that PRETEND to ‘treat’ our health – they are titled doctors NOT called Healers! How do we benefit from 60 MILLION ‘legal’ laws FORCED on us by poo-LICE OFFICErs when the GOLDEN RULE, the ONE TRUE LAW is DO NO HARM! It’s ALL garbage and we have to fight to get out of the stench of their DUMP or be EXTINGUISHED, BECOME EXTINCT. Nature will continue with or without man, the choice is ours if we want to join back. To legion ourselves with Nature and not be RE-legion-ed away ever again is the most important accomplishment man can make.

When pregnant women are tasered by police, never mind everyone who has been ‘shocked and jolted’ into SUBmission, we need to stop supporting the real criminals/police and not criminalise the woman. Another pregnant woman was arrested and dragged out of Emerg for running a red light while driving herself to the hospital because we was in preterm labour and feared losing her baby. We should be TOTALLY OUTRAGED and if you are not, you are NOT PAYING ATTENTION! The line has been crossed and the time to END the system is NOW, before they can launch their ultimate terrorist attacks at ALL MEN, WOMEN and CHILDREN. Silence is CONSENT, if you do not speak out then you condone acts like these. It is NOT OK!

We need to be response able, ready to respond rather than react when the shit hits the fan, when it goes dark that means it is really ON. The cowards will cut the power to ‘their grid’, ‘our power source’ and then come in under the cover of darkness and start taking people out of their homes, forcing them through ‘check points’, forcing them into FEMA concentration camps, forced RFID chips, forced vaccinations, forced confinement and more. There are MORE of US than there are of ‘them’ and that ‘power outage’ is our queue to jump to action. We must be prepared though, the most important thing we can do is connect with our community and outer communities, educate each other to what is going on. We need to have our defenses ready and our offensive plans already working. We are the power, we are the force to be reckoned with, not them.

Find out what the New World Order is, if you don’t already know. It is responsible for ALL of it and the worst is coming… have you watched ‘The Hunger Games’? It’s fucking SICK! But, of course, it gets all dressed up with a ‘romance’ and then it’s all ok, even though CHILDREN are KILLING EACH OTHER as SPECTATOR SPORT for RICH and TITLED soul-LESS HUE-mans. That is what this world IS COMING TO, if we don’t stop it NOW! The movie is FILLED with their agenda, it is horrifying! They have ABSOLUTE CONTROL of EVERYTHING!

There are things we can do. Learn about Permaculture, Cob homes, community-immunity. We have to educate ourselves as to our options to the system. It won’t be easy for everyone, the more money you have the harder it will be to ‘trust’ that people are not just after your money, you will have a hard time reconciling that. The ‘poorer’ you are, well you already have massive skills to learn how to get by on very little, teach it to others. I would like to suggest that when the shit does hit the fan, all the people who work in stores, markets, etc. go open the doors and let people in anyway. The farmers who have no way to transport crops anymore because ‘shipping’ is shut down, start sharing your abundance with your community. Just because the system is going to crash and fail does not mean we have to too. If you support your community, it will support you. If we all work together, there is less work for everyone!

I’m not just talking, I am taking these steps myself. When I am not online ‘outing’ the system, I am actively pursuing alternatives to the control construct. I have plans and implement then as I am able, I cannot give all this information and not walk my talk, I am NOT a hypocrite. I am a truth speaker and I stand in the power of truth, it is the only way out of the lies. Yes, the truths I put out there about the system may be painful and hard to take but let me assure you, it is NOT a joke and the worst is coming! I do not wish to leave this messed up world for my children or any children, do you? I am willing to give my life for this truth and to Nature. I’m exiting the system and taking back responsibility for taking care of what matters. I’m leaving and I am NOT going QUIETLY, I DO NOT CONSENT!

ENERGY: POSITIVE AND NEGATIVE


Energy always is, always was and always will be. Energy cannot be created or destroyed.

Everything is energy in vibration or vibrating energy. All energy is neutral; it does not carry a charge until we put one into it. We are Energy of Divine origin therefore we cannot move out of energy if we wanted to, moreover it is our choice to charge our energy positively or negatively. In doing so we charge ourselves positively or negatively.

The perceptions we have of our ‘reality’ charges our lives with positive (Love) vibration or negative (Fear) vibration. If we are having a hard time in our life all we have to do is shift our perceptions to all the goodness and our whole world will open up to limitless possibilities. I know it is easier said than done but once you learn how to, it is life changing.

We have the free-will choice of how to react in every instance, experience and event in each moment. We have the choice to resonate positive or negative reaction. We have the choice to have ‘knee-jerk judgments’ or to use ‘discernment’ instead. Knowing the difference between judgement and discernment can change your perceptions and reactions.                    

With the Law Of Attraction we will get whatever it is we are in alignment with in that moment based on our perspective. Viewing things as ‘good or bad’ will bring us more of that – in ABUNDANCE.

Our feelings are based in one of two energies – love or fear, positive or negative. Our feelings create emotions; emotions are the energetic output of those feelings. Everything that feels good is love and anything that does not feel good is fear, every other emotion is an extension of either of these.

When we align with love or fear we will experience events and people in our lives that are of ‘like’ vibration. When we live through our hearts and allow our hearts to guide us we experience blissful joy but when we align with fear we experience negative circumstances, which can leave us with an abundance of effects, including health problems.

Change your perceptions to positive and you can align with all that is great and good in the world. You are always in alignment with ‘something’ it is your choice to decide what you want to be aligned with.

Living in negative fear vibration:  Fear does not feel good. When we live in negativity, nothing in our lives seems to go our way and we feel like victims of circumstance. We (unconsciously) create manifestations of that fear in different forms and in doing so our lives can feel like they have been turned upside down and we are left wondering why.

Negative knee-jerk reactions are based in fear. Fear is caused, much of the time, because of our previous experiences because we did not have an objective perspective while experiencing events or people. If you can take a step out of your subjective viewpoint and see the bigger picture you will soon learn that the ‘negative’ you experienced was not negative at all.

Fear reactions are also caused by negative ego, the one that tells us lies about how bad we are. When we have judgments of others, we are always talking about ourselves; this is the negative ego putting the negative traits you do not like about yourself onto someone else. Learning to accept and embrace yourself with all your self-perceived flaws will stop you from judging yourself and others.

Those who proclaim they ‘CAN’T’ are limiting themselves in every imaginable way. That is fear. That IS allowing your ego to tell you that you are not worthy and that you do not deserve. When we can stop fearing we can calm the ego and allow it to serve us, which is its real job.

Our ego is a great tool when coupled with our heart, we can accomplish anything. However when we fear failure we will continue to ‘fail’ because we are not using our heart with our ego. Our heart and mind need to be balanced, when this balance is achieved we are then able to live a heart-centered life. This brings our physical, emotional, spiritual and mental bodies into harmony and our lives will improve in leaps and bounds with miracles that seem to happen overnight!

When we reconnect with our awareness that we are Source Energy, we positively charge our energy to a love vibration and our mental, emotional and physical bodies all begin to realign themselves to a balance that benefits us in every way. It is our choice too, to stay in one vibration or another however when we live in fear we are not always in conscious awareness of it. Stop allowing your negative ego to give up on what your heart (soul) is calling you to do. It will tell you that your dreams are unattainable but this is untrue. Dreams come from the heart, it is your ego (mind) that will stand in your way if you are in a negative energy or fear vibration.

Our hearts are a ‘soul record’ of everything we are, have done and will do. Our heart speaks to us through our intuition and as long as we listen to it we will never be misled. Our lives, lead by intuition will speak to us through synchronicities and the more we acknowledge them the more we will experience.  It takes time to learn to trust your intuition but when you do miracles happen and synchronicities become a game.

We are Source Energy, we are of Divine Vibration we then know that there is nothing we cannot do. This means we are automatically of love vibration, this is why fear and negativity feel so bad to us. It is counter-intuitive and it is created in the mind, through external sources which turn into negative ego.

I say this all the time and I will keep saying it, “Just because you are born means you are entitled to be happy. It is your Divine Birthright to have, do or be anything you want. So what is stopping you?

Your heart is calling you back to your essence, why resist? What could be better than lining-up your vibration with your Higher-self, Source Energy?

-michelle

THE POWER OF FEELING AND EMOTION


We have been lied to and had the truth of our personal power suppressed throughout history. First we were told our minds aren’t powerful, then we were told are minds are the very powerful. Both of these statements are true, here’s why; our minds are powerful, absolutely but compared to our heart they are not nearly as powerful.

This is why affirmations don’t usually work if you are a depressed or sad person. In order for things like affirmations to work we must believe them and so many of us do not and so we ‘fail’ and believe they do not work. See what just happened there. It could be said that affirmations are designed to fail by their very nature because if you only ‘think’ they are true, they never will be. However, using the power of the heart to speak affirmations will make them far more powerful and you will see results. You must believe them to be true and then they will work for you. This is much more difficult to do because if you believed what the affirmations are attempting to help you with to begin with you would not even need them! You cannot trick your heart into anything unlike the way you can trick your mind into any number of things. Our hearts are wise and loving while our brains are mere processors.

Emotions come from feelings and feelings come from the heart. The way we view our world and believe what we see only creates more of that. If we see the world around us as beautiful and wonderful, we then create more of that and so the circle begins. If we see our lives as lacking and sad and we believe this is true, we then create more of that in our lives and then begins a viscous spiral. The Universe will give you what you ask for, every time, in abundance, in all speed, without fail!

The things our emotions create in our lives and bodies are incredible and most of the time we don’t even realize we are creating these manifestations. We are powerful creators my friend – my brothers – my sisters. The way we view our lives in the ‘what is’ situation, through our emotions and feelings backed up with power of the physical visualization we live, is how we create our lives whether we know it or not. The Universe responds to every feeling we send out with a thought by sending it back to us in abundance.

It DOES NOT MATTER if you are a positive person or negative it is Universal Law. We have the power to create a life that we truly desire, nothing is unattainable and do you know what? Just because you were born means it is your Divine Birthright to have and live and happy beautifully abundant life. Instead of only viewing ‘what is’ by looking at your current situation, view a different life and believe you deserve better, feel you deserve better. Things will start to change, little by little. You will notice little synchronicity’s start to happen and the more you practice choosing a better life and believing you deserve it, the better your life will get everyday.

Every single thing that is happening in your life right now is of your creation. It does not matter if you are an emoting positive or negative energy or somewhere in the middle energy. Whatever you put out is what you will get back. Our emotion or feeling vibration that is being sent out by the power of our heart with the perception of the mind is what we will get back in our lives through our experiences. The Universe is always lining up with our vibrations and giving us back exactly what is put out.

Remember this next time you are looking at your life and feeling bad because as you do you are creating more of what is bad. In those moments when you are feeling negatively use your mind power to your advantage. Shift your thoughts to something that makes you happy and feel those feelings and in that moment start to imagine a better life, a better place where you want to live. Allow yourself to receive that life, move in the direction of it by following your intuition. Your intuition is your hearts voice telling you what is the best for you to do in each moment.

Live a heart-centered life and do not allow your mind and the thoughts created in it to get you down. Stop listening to your negative ego that tells you you are not good enough or stupid or fat and lazy. When you believe this to be true this is what you will create, every time with out fail. Live from your heart as much as you possibly can, only love lives in the heart and when you love yourself you will have a fabulous life full of all the great things you desire. When you listen to the language of your intuition it will guide you to your best life. Follow it, it will never lead you astray.

-michelle xo

LOSS & TRUSTING THAT WE ALWAYS HAVE WHAT WE NEED


This one is a little different than my regular posts. This is more a recalling of what has happened to me in the recent past and how I came to see that I am always supported by Source. I have tied together two very important things in life and how they directly affected me and it is my hope that you will gain some insight to your life and see what you tied together and what you can do now to change it or improve it.

Recently I went through a test of faith. I know that I will always have what I need when I need it; I have absolute faith in that! I just moved back to my home town and one of the suburbs I lived in while I grew up here. While that was all fresh, new, wonderful, and exciting – I was still dealing with deep feelings of loss. The loss of the physical closeness of my family members! Those feelings are intense and choke me up and I cry however as I work on it I feel better, I just remember that we are all One and my heartache lessens.

Physical loss has been a lifelong experience for me. I am the Matriarch of my family and have been for 5 years now and I am only 41. We had a fairly small family and I lost all 10 elders in the span of 20 years, that is 1 every 2 years! That does not include the family that moved away either, I can easily add 6 to that number! That makes it more than one per year!

I have never been a griever in the classic sense, I never went through the ‘grief steps’ of bargaining and anger, etc., it was always the physical loss that hurt me the most. The fact that I could no longer hug them or touch them or visit with them physically is what I felt was my ‘loss’. I always ‘knew’ they were there in spirit the second I mention or think their name however, we live in a physical ‘reality’ here and so we must learn to allow our emotion to be expressed physically. Tell those you love that you love them, hug them, hold their hand. You will give love and you will get it in return. This is soul expansion through the heart, which is sometimes the hardest to learn but always the easiest to just do!

We must learn to live without regrets. To be open and honest with those that we cherish in our lives helps us to know that there will never be questions of loving each other. We are here for soul expansion and learning and through the expression of unconditional love; for those who we care about while in physicality is when our hearts begin to really open.  We start to see the ‘bigger picture’ and we become happy for those who have passed because now they are in the heart of Source and what could be better than that!

The closeness of my family physically is what I am missing the most and having strong emotion over and it has manifested in my life through money. Or lack thereof I should say. EVERYONE who knows me knows that money is never ever an issue for me if someone was in need. I had come to a place of financial security through better management of my funds. You see I am a ‘Person With Disabilities’ and I am on a ‘guaranteed income’ that I receive each month from the Provincial Gov’t Ministry. I have other sources but when you live on the system it is hard to find your balance but I had found mine.

It had seemed at though the search for my house and my car breaking down in Vancouver changed that cycle and instead of being gone for 7-10 days, I was there (here) for 22 days! Fixing my car and related expenses to being in Van for so long wiped out my savings that I had saved up for my move. However, I was/am fully supported and the Ministry paid for it! Moreover, it was all at the very last minute, they worked over the course of 4hrs in two days! While I was here I was blessed with a beautiful new place to live that is far less than what I had budgeted!  Then my truck rental place ‘upgraded’ my truck from a 17’ to a 26’! This cost me more in fuel but it is paid for by the Ministry. I didn’t need to worry about fitting my things into the truck, they were transported nice and cozy. The way I was posed with the illusion of loss or lack and still found the abundance in each situation really is obvious here to me and was while I was going through it. I was fully aware and kept my feelings of abundance high and I was graced!

Since my car pretty much went Kaput! while I was in Van. I had no way to get home, after about 20 days I finally had enough one night and I got frustrated for the first time! It was at that point which I decided to contact my brothers the next day. The day after that my brother was on his way. He picked me up and we drove back the same night. I am grateful that I had a place to stay amongst great friends – they sheltered and fed me. I was welcome to stay as long as I needed at no expense to me except providing for my own personal things. They supported me through one of the toughest decisions I have ever had to make and I did so because I knew I could not go anywhere (so I had the time) and I was lovingly supported through the process I undertook. (It was/is life-altering and is better in-line with a different blog so i am going to stay general here)

My issue with the money came once I got here and moved in. For 3 weeks straight I had only a few dollars to my name. I had borrowed my pops’ van to get around, reacquaint myself with my area, get things I needed etc. There was no gas in the van and I had no money to put any in. This lead me to feel great feelings of frustration, like I had my free-will was taken from me. Oh how awful it felt. I knew for sure when I was going to be paid and so the payments that come before it, usually, didn’t come until the day before I knew for sure I would have my cheque. I did not have time to put gas in the van and do all the things I wanted because I had to return it immediately. So the day after I got paid I was on my way to take the van back. My feelings of frustration about not being able to do the things I wanted fell away as soon as I left to take the van back because by returning the van I was getting an even bigger monkey off my back that I didn’t even know was there. I realized it was having the van that was making me feel worse because I had no funds to put gas in it to drive it. The empty gas tank was a metaphor for how I was feeling ’empty’ and by continuously focusing on that, it perpetuated.

I was so stressed about the lack of money in my life especially having just moved in to a place FAR away from the comforts of ‘home’, that being my family. This is not the first time this has happened to me. I came to the realization a while ago that I ‘created’ pain and dis-ease in my body so I could be a ‘stay-at-home-mom’ and so I ended up on disability. I had been quite successful in my career but I missed my children so much and desired to be with them so strongly that my emotional body that was in immense pain manifested pain and illness in my physical body. I began to have more serious and worse diagnoses as time went on because I had much older emotional pain from my past that I hadn’t healed, let-go, forgiven or acknowledged.

I have come to understand that my feelings of money and familial security are tied, they go hand in hand. As I reflect back on my childhood, I can see the correlation between the past and my current. As I am healing my past I am creating a future without that emotional pain or physical pain which all stem lack and loss. We were very poor growing up and we did not feel supported by our parents all the time. I can see how even though I was successful and loved my jobs, I wanted to be with my girls more! A LOT more! That emotional pain came out physically and created a situation where I landed on disability. This shows that it did not matter the cost, I wanted to be able to be there for my children – whenever they needed me! A situation was created where the only way I could stay home with my children was going to cost me my health. “At ANY cost!”

The 3 weeks of frustration I went through due to financial lack was directly related to my feelings of loss of my family’s physical closeness. This was confirmed for me when I took the van back. When I walked into the house, I was shaking like a leaf! It was my emotional body trying to find it’s balance which was manifesting in my physical body and now that I had my family back momentarily I could feel it calm down as I was in their presence.

I had no real reason to be so frustrated before and hindsight is always 20/20! I can see now that I was secure in my new place, bills were all paid, I have food in the house etc. Money somehow became such a distraction to me and this was a truly odd feeling but a familiar one. I used to stress all the time about money but since my healing I have begun to take it out of all equations and it has made a world of difference! The ‘money situation’ was just a manifestation of my missing my family and they security they provide since money in this reality is a ‘false’ source of security. This is why it felt odd but I got frustrated instead of stressed out. I absolutely love how we can observe what is going on in our lives and ‘choose’ to view it as positive or negative whether through discernment of the bigger picture or judgement through just a portion.

We have free will, free will is simply ‘choice’. I chose to focus on this supposed lack of money I had for 3 weeks instead of being grateful for all the wealth I already had in my life. This came about because of intense emotions of loss due to me relocating. It was difficult but I worked consciously at it to change it while in those moments of frustration and I believe it worked. I understand why it happened and so I will continue to stay positive, which isn’t hard these days, and keep offering meditations of abundance and gratitude. I can see how it works when you focus on the positive and that positive comes back and likewise with negativity.

I was completely supported by Source the entire time, my faith questioned it because of my ‘lack’ of money but that was just a symptom of the bigger picture of me missing the physical presence of my family. I had what I ‘needed’ and that was what I needed, period.

There is no doubt in my mind that ‘when we ask, we will receive’ we just must be careful what we ask for because we just might get it. I desired to be in Vancouver so my children could have easy access to both parents and I got it alright. I was also left with a gaping hole where my family used to be. I am letting it go because we are all One and we still love each other just as much as we did when we were together, there is just some (physical) distance that separates us! I hope you can find the ‘ties that bind’ in your life and begin to heal them for you deserve and are entitled to the best life you envision!

-michelle.

                                       

ASCENSION… HOW DO WE KNOW ‘SOURCE’?


I have gotten the most amazing response to my SACRED CORE VALUES pieces, I am so overwhelmed that it has touched so many people. People I do not personally or physically know but love unconditionally all the same. You are my brothers, sisters, fathers, mothers and I appreciate everyONE of you and I am grateful you are in this incarnation with me because we need all the support we can get. This just came pouring out of me, it felt urgent and so I am posting it without proofing it this time. I hope who ever needs this message finds it easily and opens up to allowing and loving an a more profound level.

Is Source there when we need it? ABSOLUTELY, WITHOUT DOUBT, EVERY TIME. We just need the wisdom of our hearts to recognize it enough to allow the ego to ‘relax’ and just listen, instead of telling telling telling all the time. If it (ego) shut-up sometimes, it would learn something! Our egos yak away in our ear all day, all the things we don’t want. In our hearts though, we know what we deserve, want and yearn for, purely. We just need to ‘plug our ears’ to the ego and start feeling the emotions that come from our hearts for they speak pure loving truth! I’m grateful that I am in a place where my heart ‘speaks’ louder than my ego yaks!

I’ve moved from judgement to Non-judgement and to discernment, from respect for others to respect for all and beyond, forgiveness of not only the easy little things but big ones too for they are the most profound and move our hearts the most, and most importantly – I have gone from knowing love to knowing, understanding and practicing UNCONDITIONAL LOVE!! The unbelievable COMPASSION I am capable of is boundless and I do my best to exercise it as often as possible. I am so humbled to know that I am touched so softly, yet so deeply by Source Energy, every day, all day. We all are, open your hearts and you too will find this place of pure loving feeling! I have faith we can all re-member, we can all ask the ‘right’ questions, we are all such powerful creators and I am honoured by your presence! YOU! feel that ‘I’ have something important to say, ‘wow’, I am truly honoured to be the conduit in which you find your inner self, your over soul, your power of intention, your Love Energy!

It is that connection with our Creator, that Source Energy which gets me through the ‘difficult times’ and the ‘negativity’ because I understand we MUST live these experiences too. Now, I find the humour, joy, lesson or irony in the ‘negative’ experiences and express gratitude for the lesson. At this moment I am letting go of medications which have been tools in my life for more than 20yrs. It was time and so I am allowing my body to detox so as to further raise my vibration and frequency to be closer to Source. There was never an emotional or mental attachment to the medications, I accepted ‘physical addiction’ as a condition to having a ‘quality of life’. Those of you familiar with my blog will know I was an athlete at one time but I had manifested dis-ease in my body to an incredible level. I am healing, my vibration rose and so healing began in all areas of my life. So now the chronic back pain, fibromyalgia, SVT and depression have all eased, I feel better everyday so that meant it was time for the meds to go. I was already weaning and I was fairly low in my ‘new dosage’ then all of a sudden, I made the decision to detox. Right here, right now, it was time. I have had a really easy time. I know the ‘worst-case scenario’ of detoxing from morphine, I’ve been there. This is a cake-walk in comparison and it is because Source loves me so that I have all the tools I need to do it. I listened and I am grateful beyond eternity, to be getting my health and having my health for the first time in many decades.

You will never have true balance until you understand that you need to accept the darkness in you. That is why you have a ‘shadow’ – Father Sun is telling you that you need to be constantly examine your life for the things you wish to change and even though that shadow is there, the light still hits it at Father Sun is high in the sky. Mother Earth is where the shadow falls, catching you, supporting you and loving you, accepting you – in all ways. Let me put it another way, we are a light-body first but we are incarnate on this earth which makes us a 3D being and that means we will live in duality. In order for us to come to true acceptance, we need to understand we are not perfect light-bodies only, we are in human form which is dense and so it physically creates for us to learn. Not being perfect is not bad or wrong. That imperfection, it is that which brings diversity to this earth to our collective consciousness and to Source. So we have darkness in us but we carry the light in our hearts! It’s not a bad thing, it’s what we do with it that matters, not that it’s there, we can make ourselves ‘lighter’ and that is by embracing and loving the darkness in us. Love yourself, (ego perceived) flaws and all, it takes all of it to make you and you are pretty darn great! I know I love you!

When we really find that connection to ‘Everything That IS’, we begin the conscious evolution process. We realize that we are living in a very important time in history; we are awakening of our potentials, and understanding that we are Source. Therefore, I say, let us come together to create a brighter future and see what we can accomplish, rather than living reactively and waiting to see what happens! We ARE Source Energy and as such, we have access to as much or as little knowledge, love, abundance, tragedy, loss and lack, as we want. What we think about (with emotion and feeling) we bring about, what we feel strongly about will manifest in our lives. We have free-will to choose where to focus our energy, where are you going to focus yours?

We are lead to believe that it is the ‘mind’ it is the power of ‘thought’ that is what makes the Law of Creation and the Law of Attraction work. This is only part of it, the thought is the seed, the idea as well as our visualizer BUT It is the emotion and feeling behind the thought which brings it in to fruition, it does not matter if you are thinking good or bad. What you are seeing in your life and the emotions attached to those perceptions create the ‘thought’ which then brings in more of ‘what is’. When you shift that thought and focus and ‘see’ what you have that is wonderful and then feelings of gratitude and appreciation flood in and then in that moment you are creating a brand new ‘what is’. How beautiful it is to be connected to and to be Creation. How beautiful it is to acknowledge that we ARE Divine Beings and we need to step into that and believe it!  

There comes a time where we will allow the things which no longer serve us to fall away, we make adjustments to our beliefs based on our higher better love-knowledge in that moment! That is our connection with Source. That is ‘growing-up’ meaning you get closer to Source and begin a conscious ascension practice. We are always ascending we just do not see it as such, anytime we learn something we are in a state of ascension. We must actively choose to ‘learn’ to ‘know’ Source because the ‘powers that be’ do everything possible to keep you in separation, low vibration & frequency, anything that keeps you from believing that you too are Source Energy!

The creation of organized religion has driven the biggest wedge between Us and Source. They are not bad, that is not what I am saying. They teach us that we are sinners, NOT POSSIBLE, for that is judgement, Source does not judge our experiences. They are ALL there to learn and expand our souls and the Soul of Source. Moreover, our creator, Source Energy, unconditionally LOVES us! I feel that whatever people need to do to find that connection with Source is what they need to do. EveryOne must walk their own path, without judgement of their actions, with forgiveness for our less-than-ideal actions or situations, with respect that we are all here to learn and someone elses soul expansion is no less important than our own. In addition, we can learn to respect the Universal Laws, the cosmic laws that are all loving. We are here to live every moment of our lives understanding that we are Source and we can change into that, which is much bigger than we are. We must act and project the change we want to see in the world, we cannot leave it up to everyone else anymore! The fear-based people are creating this world, us heart-centered people really need to come together to create a vision of loving, natural reality!

It is important that we do not move into resistance of the circumstances in life, take the path of least resistance, whatever that is for you and pay not attention to the judgements of society. What we resist, persists. When you find true personal freedom people will begin to judge you because mediocrity always attacks excellence. They are never talking about you when passing judgements; it is ALWAYS all about them! However, they are too, a mirror to let you know where you need to do some work but knowing these things lightens your load. Know that those are feelings that they need to work through, but they are a mirror for you to see yourself and then when you know these things – you are finally in control of your own emotions! The resistance to things slowly falls away and you begin creating a brand new life filled with everything that is Abundant LOVE.

I thank my spirit channel for allowing me to bring this important message to you all. If you read my site you are in a place of higher learning in your soul, you know there is something bigger and lovingly possible for all humans. It is written here my friend, I am only the messenger, the things I write about come from a place which is bigger than me, I just add in my experience so I am able to relate to you! My fellow humans who suffer as I have, I understand, I love you, I have compassion for you and so I write these articles and I have faith this one in particular is going to open up some souls very quickly, I can feel it in my own heart! Welcome to this place of all Loving Energy and of pure acceptance of who you are at your core. You are now open to your essence; it is that feeling of warm embrace, the tingles and shivers, that IS your ‘knowing’… ALL loving, accepting, just Divine!

Namaste – ALL unconditional LOVE to YOU all
-michelle

SACRED CORE VALUES (Part 3 Non-Judgment)


JUDGE NOT LEST YE BE JUDGED

This old saying is so profound, it has lost its meaning and essence over the years but it remains true. My interpretation of this is ‘Judge not others for it is yourself who you judge’ or ‘Judge not others for you will be judged in return‘. Judgement of others is really self-judgement and self-loathing when we get to the core of the issue. It is NEVER about the other person, place or thing. It is never about the circumstance either or the issue at hand in our ‘reality’. When we judge we are judging that which we do not like in our selves, there is no two ways around it. Judgement and discernment are both choices we make based on how we feel inside. When we have a fear-based life we are judgmental but when we live a loving heart-centered life we are discerning.

Judgement shows up all over in our lives. I believe there is a big difference between judgement and discernment; although they mean similar things, the word difference is indicative of the difference in meanings. I feel that when have ‘knee-jerk’ reactions they are the unconscious window to our true feelings and they can be trained or retrained to reflect how we really want to feel. In that retraining we can come in touch with Source, feeling what we are meant to feel, consciously. Nobody actually feels good when standing in a place of judgement just as they do not feel good when being judged; this is because judging is not our essence. Discernment on the other hand is what we really need to use to view our daily lives. I believe this wholly and truly. Judgment comes from the ego but discernment is from the heart while allowing the ego to serve us. I feel that we need to discern differences between positive and negative. Judgment is a negative; it is the placement of our beliefs on others, circumstances, issues or ideals. Discernment serves us more than passing a judgment. When we discern we weigh the circumstance or issue as either positive or negative as a whole, however judging is picking one part and deciding the whole thing is negative. Can you see the difference?

One thing I did to change my ‘knee-jerk’ judgements was to change the ‘idea’ of what I was going to do when in such positions. For example, instead of judging the colour of a jacket, or judging something someone was wearing as awful, I decided to find something BEAUTIFUL about that person immediately and do you know what happened? I judge no one anymore; I have love and compassion for my fellow humans, which has translated into non-judgment of Me. I started this nearly a decade ago, it has stuck and I feel so joyous at the change that has come about within me. We are ALL so beautiful, we are a wondrous race and it is time we started to acknowledge that in ourselves and in each other. I am proud to be Me with all my perfect imperfections!

The biggest and WORST judgment we face in this world is racism. I, for the life of me, cannot ‘wrap my brain around’ the idea, it cannot sit in my heart and for me it is so incomprehensible! I just do not understand how one person or a group of people (pack-mentality) can feel they have the right to judge another based on skin colour, sex, race, religion, culture, or any other reason. It baffles me and always has, these people stand in some serious judgments of themselves and I see this clearly but what I do not understand is what makes them feel they have the right to pass it on to someone else. I have said all my life, “I don’t get it, if you remove our skin, we are all the same!” Even without having to remove our skin, we are all ONE, we ARE the human race and we are a collective consciousness! I still believe it to this day, nothing is ever going to change my heart, and yes, I intend on trying to open the minds of others through my words, the change however is up to you!

Those who use racial slurs and jokes make me cringe, or when they identify others by their cultural basis, or race or any other derogatory identity other than ‘a man’ or ‘a woman’ or ‘a child’. A even betterment of that would be just ‘person’. So next time you are telling a story of your perception of reality, try saying simply, ‘this man’ instead of ‘this “Bl_ck’ man, or ‘this woman’ instead of ‘this “Hi_du” woman’ or instead of calling a homeless person a b_m, have some compassion for the person and the circumstances that lead them to homelessness. I cannot fill in the blanks even for an example it grates on my soul so much, fill it in yourself, you know what I mean we have all done it at one time or another. When others ask you to clarify, don’t, DO NOT allow yourself to give your energy to such derogatory statements and comments, please. I know people from every spectrum of these judgements and I cannot listen, I actually physically ‘tune-out’ for a split second when they use such a term and I get passionately angry when I hear words used like Ni_ _ er, OH how that word makes me feel! I nearly kicked someone out of my car for using it over and over, I was not about to hear it one more time! I have a family member who is an out-right racist and I cannot speak to this person, they are a member of a ‘brother-hood’ and until they can see the error of their ways, I cannot give that person any of my energy. This person is even ½ Native but appear to be white and they deny it and I predict they will eventually die of a heart related disease unless they can mend that within them and embrace the Indian in them. I am of Native descent, I am ½ in fact, my dad was white and my mom was pure-blood (N.A.) Indian, she denied all her life that she was Native and died of heart disease, she died of a broken heart.  

It is no accident that the biggest killer in North America is heart disease. We are not living our life up to our potentials and so our hearts are breaking at an astonishing rate. We must claim our authentic self and move in the direction of right action. In doing so we will be triggered by something bigger than ourselves and we will automatically embrace and practice the things I call Sacred Core Value. We will begin living them and then we will stop dying of heart disease and other diseases on a whole, I feel this so strongly in my heart and with every ounce of my being and am getting emotional just writing these words. We must stop, stop, and stop some more, whatever we want will be provided by our gracious Universe once we understand ourselves at our core. We need not worry about going to ‘work’ when we follow our path, we will become and we will continue to grow into what we are, that being Source Energy – LOVE. When we understand that following our path means be-coming (the coming on of just being) or re-remembering (actually rearranging ourselves to our true member) ourselves we will find that our path will lead to UN-thought of spiritual and personal riches. When we can stop allowing ourselves to be controlled by the ‘Puppet Masters’ and live the way we want to live, we will have no worry about providing for ourselves or our families! We are quite capable of having everything we want when we stop living in fear. Fear is a negative emotion which causes judgment and that is why it feels so bad but we have the ability to change it, just look into your heart.

It is not always an easy thing to do but if we want to see the world change we must stop judging ourselves, we must not let our egos destroy us through negative self-talk. We are perfectly imperfect! Embrace that, love it, stop measuring you against an-other as there is no perfection individually. When you are ‘holding yourself up to’ someone elses ideas of perfection, you are setting yourself up for devastating failure and guess what, that is not the way we are meant to be! We are individuals to live as such, to bring our own personal diversity to the amazing and beautiful world we live on, not to be like someone else because they are already that person. We cannot continue to hurt ourselves, it makes my heart ache knowing that there are so many people out there who cannot see the beauty in themselves but I do understand as I too once stood in a baffling place of self judgment and it caused me illness to which I thought there was no end. We have GOT TO love ourselves first and foremost! Doing so is ‘being’ the change we want to see in the world. Then and only then will our perceptions change and so too will the world we live in.

I AM a Star, I AM an Ocean, I AM a tree, but my heart is Me, My Spirit is Me!

-michelle