BeLIEf creates doubt in Truth and Love, PERIOD! Stop allowing this to happen!

I am NOT a beLIEver, I have NO hope, I have NO faith, I have NO mental illness anymore. It is GONE, obliterated from my creative life force. I will not ‘ask, beLIEve, receive’ as the ‘Secret’ would have us do, that is GARBAGE!! I am here to expose lies through the love of truth and the truth of love. I am a destroyer because I am a loving creator, THIS IS THE GREAT SECRET! I am NO longer hypnotizable! The only way to destroy the harm being done is to stand in the power of the CREATIVE LOVE FORCE!

I am MAD AS HELL and I AM NOT GOING TO TAKE THESE LIES ANYMORE! I am here to set the record right. Enough patterns of distortion have been thrown into the life paths of those I love and care about. I AM DONE! I am turning my back on the system and freeing myself from their story! I create my own reality and the ‘system’ has NO PLACE IN IT! FREE YOU MINDS Brothers and Sisters, everything you have been ‘taught’ through the system is a LIE. If you did not experience it directly then it is a LIE. If someone else is TELLING you that things just are the way they are, they are LIARS.

Everything in the ‘system’ is TOXIC, it HARMS you, it pulls your creative-life force away from your natural state and manifests HAVOC in your life! I cannot emphasize this enough. I am going to start making videos and posting them so you can hear my voice, see my face and realize that I will never LIE to you. I LOVE YOU ALL SO PROFOUNDLY I CANNOT ALLOW THIS UNSANITY TO GO ON! It’s completely redundant and serves NO good, it produces NO LOVE.

Nothing good will ever come of the system. Stop asking them to fix this and that – they DO NOT GIVE TWO SHITS ABOUT YOU! Your begging gives them power. Stop protesting, stop all the petitions, it ludicrous! By doing so you are allowing them to take even your RIGHTEOUS ANGER, STOP STOP STOP! Quit asking! Take it back, it is yours! Send these demons packing! Your loving creative life force has been invaded and plagued on every level, you cannot see it because it surrounds you everywhere you ‘look’.

We all ‘FEEL’ there is something wrong with the system but no one will act or speak out. The guilt you carry over this is killing you. This guilt is not yours to bare anymore, stand together with your brothers and sisters and create a community that will not allow the system in! Start doing whatever you need to do in order to allow the Creative Love Force to do it’s work. If you want to save your life and the lives of all men, women and children you must let go of all your beLIEfs, they DO NOT SERVE YOU!

The more I live in my creative love energy and tune back into nature, the healthier I get. This is natures domain and we are to be living in our natural state. Everything the system indoctrinates you into is a fucking lie, it’s all a HUGE story! We have ALL fallen for it hook, line and sinker. I have removed my creative life force from the system and now I am here to let you all know that it is COMPLETE AND TOTAL BULLSHIT! The mental illness must be stopped, a virus has been unleashed in the minds of humanity and we must re-connect to nature to CURE us. There is NO OTHER WAY!

NOTHING the medical scare system does for you creates any good in your life. It completely harms you – you are a natural healer, a creator. Stop giving your power away! The government is ALL MIND CONTROL and is enslaving you! Science is a LIE, Religion is a LIE, Education is a LIE, Law is a LIE. You live in a world of illusion and I am here to SMASH that mirror, this simply cannot be allowed to go on. Any and all dis-ease is created by this dark force of the system, it’s all black magic. Genetic diseases – LIE. ‘Junk DNA’ – LIE. Germs make you sick – LIE.

We are processors we take in the negative energy in order to purify it and send it back as love. There is nothing you ‘catch’ except mental illness through beLIEfs! Everything that happens when we ‘catch a cold’ is actually our bodies purging all the negative shit we have taken on through out the year! Why do you think it is that we get ‘sick’ in the FALL and allergies in the SPRING! It’s NOT NATURE making you sick. In the FALL you are releasing the junk being fed to you through the lies of indoctrination. In spring you are naturally suppose to be birthing new ideas and creating. You are allergic to the system and this is WHY you have allergies in the spring! NOT because your are being reactive to nature. Because you are reactive to MIND POISON! The flu is a biological WEAPON, stop vaccinating yourself as ‘protection’.

Vaccinations are a LIE. I stopped harming my children in this manner when they were very very young. In fact, I don’t even want vaccinated kids around mine, they are diseased ones, not my kids. Their systems are compromised, not my children. The vaccines you are given DESTROY DNA, they IN-ject you with NANO technology to control it, WHY, WHY, WHY do you think they use MERCURY in it! UGH! Anything the system offers you as protection is a LIE in DIS-guise! It is there to HARM you, PERIOD.

Stop beLIEving the LIES! Stop being the LIE! It is making you sick and in turn it is creating a very sick and toxic world.

Only that which you love is worth your time and effort, period. Stop poisoning everything you love with LIES!

Stop eating prepacked processed foods, they have ZERO life-force. They are dead and you are eating a LIE! A machine cannot create love, this is why baked goods at home taste better and are better for us than ‘store’ bought CRAP! Know that only in the mind can things in the air and water harm you, in your natural state you neutralize ALL these harmful additives. The water coming out of my tap used to burn my nose, tasted like shit and hurt my stomach. Not anymore because everything I touch is purified with Love and now my water tastes like well water, I do not smell it anymore and it does not hurt my stomach.

I decide if their shitty system can hurt me and NO MORE! I create my reality through LOVE, period. I am also no longer living the ‘aging’ LIE! I did at one time and I rapidly aged when I was trapped in the system but since I freed my mind and healed my body I am now returning to my natural state of YOUTH and VITALITY! You are NOT POWERLESS, you are only made to beLIEve you are, Stop it. SERIOUSLY STOP!


Thank you everyone for your response to my series on SACRED CORE VALUES. The commentary and feedback on just the Introduction has been phenomenal and is very encouraging. I didn’t think that my views on these ‘values’  would generate such an amazing response from everyone, you are all so inspiring and it makes me want to channel more. I have found my path in life, I respect it, I walk it and it seems to resonate with everyone else too! Here is the latest installment, RESPECT (Part 3).

I have always believed that respect is earned, not bestowed however, I have come to a place in my life of alignment and enlightenment and even though I believe this is true to some extent my feelings about respect have shifted. I have found that within myself I have a level of respect for everyone on this planet – on a human-to-human level, this has extended to a personal level now regardless of whether I know them or not. In my younger years, I was a very stubborn person; I would not listen to anyone or do what he or she said if I did not feel respect for him or her. This, in hindsight, was my Spirit shining through and I can see it so clearly now.

Respect I feel is usually born out of judgement. Judgement of others will never serve you unless you can see past the projection and understand that you are judging yourself, never the other person. The lack of respect I felt for these people was based in judgement and it wasn’t until I could see that person in myself that I began to change my judgement to discernment and started seeing the ‘bigger picture’. This has all lead to profound Love and Respect for all life on this planet, not just humanity. Our Sacred Mother provides us with everything we need to survive and thrive and yet she is dis-respected on a global level by the secret governments and our national governments because they are all just out for the almighty DOLLAR! This makes my heart feel heavy and I will touch on it later.

If we want to be respected, we must respect ourselves, we must respect that we have incarnated on Earth to learn, feel, grow and expand. We came here on a mission, we have a path to follow, and that is what we must respect. Asking or expecting others to respect us if we do not feel self-respect, does not make sense, if we do not believe that we deserve it. This may sound like others must deserve our respect before we give it to them and I feel that we can respect others even if they do not feel they deserve it. It is an internal thing that we must find within us (first) to be able to show it onto ourselves and others. Have you ever had someone respect a talent or genius in you that you could not see but that respect coming from the other person ignited it in you? You see what I am getting at here?  

Self-esteem and confidence go hand in hand with respecting ourselves. When we have esteem for ourselves, it means that we value whom we are and what we have to put out into the world. Likewise, when we have confidence, we will put our gifts out into the world knowing that they will be of benefit to humanity and to Mother Earth. When I was young, I had a high self-esteem but low confidence but thankfully, as I have grown I have come into both fully. I have a high self-esteem and I have confidence in the gifts and myself I have to offer the world. I respect what I am to do here and so I feel safe in my heart knowing I am doing the right thing as I walk my path.

Do you respect your creativity? Do you feel it is less important than your job or do you feel that the creative genius in you is meant for hobbies and things you like to do outside of your job? I feel that our creative genius needs to be our job and we need step on that creative path, respect it and then out of it will come a ‘job’ that does not even feel like work. I have said this for years and I now understand the magnitude of what I have been saying all this time. When we respect our creativity, or our genius we will find that there are plenty of people to fill all the jobs out there in the world. If we respected our genius more then we would all be working happy ‘jobs’. The ‘powers that be’ keep you ‘working’, keep you external and focused on making a living financially so that you will not have the time to tap into your genius. Respect yourself and ask, ‘what is it that I would do if I knew I couldn’t fail’ (very similar to a quote already said) and in that answer you will find your genius, despite how ‘out there’ it seems. Respect and walk that path and your life will be filled with abundant wealth no matter what you do!

I have always been a highly creative person, I know now that this was my Higher-Self shining through, letting me know that I am a powerful creator and I can accomplish anything when I set my mind and more my heart into whatever it is I am working on. I always had a hard time trying to decide what it is I wanted to do because my creativity was so strong I could have followed any of them and created a wonderful career and life for myself. The problem was choosing what I wanted, I could have been a hairdresser, make-up artist, child/elderly care-giver, visual artist, clothing designer, interior decorator, landscaper, anything that was creative and of service to others. It was an intense desire within me to finally pick a path and follow it when all of a sudden my path was revealed to me. These blogs are just the start and I truly feel greatness in store for me. I do not mean that in an arrogant way, just that I feel in my core that I am on the path that will be the most fulfilling for all of humanity and Mother Earth, not just for me!

I mention this because I understand there are probably many others out there who feel like they are floundering or are having a hard time deciding. I have found my path and that is to assist others to go internal to find the Sacred Core Values within ourselves so as to promote a healthy, happy, loving and peaceful existence in this chaotic world. When I first started noticing what my path was, I was a little freaked out because I thought, ‘Who the heck is going to want to listen to me’? Those feelings were born out of fear and judgement towards myself which is something I no longer do. I have the utmost respect for my path and I have begun to put myself and my gift out there for the entire world to see and that little bit of fear I had has disappeared.  

It is essential that we find respect for ourselves and for all people on this earth. Moreover, I feel it is crucial that we respect that each person is here doing exactly what they are supposed to be doing – walking their path. We may not always like what someone else chooses to do but we have to respect that it is their choice and that they know what is best for them. Others may have opinions that we disagree with, so what does that mean when it comes to respect? Well, it means that even though we do not always like their opinion we must respect that they are entitled to have their own, just as we are. We cannot think that we deserve something more than someone else and expect to achieve balance, that just won’t work. We are human and so we all deserve the greatest things in life based on our desires, wants and experiences. Above all I feel that everyone just wants to be loved. Each person on this planet is here for a reason, our personal path is no more important than the person we ‘dislike’ the most! We MUST respect that they are here to bring diversity to this world and that they are here to keep Mother Earth in balance just as much as we are.

Do you believe that ‘children should be seen and not heard’? I, for one, do not! I have utmost respect for children for they are wise souls unto themselves and need to be respected as such. When we respect our children we teach them respect. We cannot expect that our children will respect us just because we are older, ‘wiser’ and the parent. It just does not add up when you understand that our Spirit or Soul is older than our physical body and that it is our life-force. Without it, we physically die and we return home only to come back to the Earth to incarnate again. This means that our babies are only babies in physical form and more often than not, they are far more tuned in than adults! Why can’t people respect that children are just as important as adults are, it is quite arrogant of adults to think of themselves as superior to children.

I personally have always respected my children and I promised them since birth that I would never judge them. This started just over 18yrs ago and I have amazing well-rounded spiritual kids. They know and understand me on a human level, not just a ‘mom’ level. I ask them if there are things I can do to be a better mom while letting them know that I have never been the parent of teens before and so I am learning too. Being honest with them like this, I believe, forged a relationship with my children of boundless potential. I love them with all my heart and soul, I grew them in my belly and birthed them, I loved and nurtured their gifts all through their lives and they have given me so much love and happiness in return. Their happiness and their paths are just as important to me as my own is and I have always felt socially responsible in that I felt that the best thing I could do for humanity was to send out two thoughtful, feeling and emotionally sound young people into the world. They have not left the nest yet but when they do, I have confidence that they will contribute their genius to the world in all confidence knowing that there is a safe loving (nonjudgmental) place to return to if anything goes awry. There will be respect for the lessons they learn, always!

Mother Earth, our Sacred Mother, deserves all of our respect and then some! We do not respect that we are nature too, not the way we should. We have been trained (by the ‘powers that be’) to view nature as something external to us. We are just as much a part of nature as a bear in the woods, it is ignorant to assume that is nature but we are not. Just because we live in houses and we build huge metropolises does not mean we are external from nature however, there are so many of us that have little access to the awe striking beauty of the natural world and that can make us feel very lonely since we are nature too.

It is imperative that we return to Earth, that we respect and reciprocate the love She has for us, that we learn to respect Her the way she respects us! Mother has been polluted and dumped on long enough and people wonder why the storms are now Super Storms, why tornado’s and hurricanes ravage the eastern seaboard of the US. Well, I feel I know and it is because it is so densely populated with people who are so dependent and focused on external and material things that Mother Nature is showing them that they do not NEED all that stuff. Do people learn, no, they keep rebuilding. It is time for all of us to understand that in order to survive and thrive we must take lessons from nature (not survival of the fittest either, look where that got us!) I mean things like the way bees and ants live communally and work for the good of the whole, the way migrating birds ‘just know’ where to go and how they all fly in unison just like schools of fish swim. When we can respect nature on a whole other level, we will learn to have respect for ourselves and others, we will stop polluting this beautiful sparkly little blue & green marble in space that we call home.

It is my sincerest wish that everyone find a harmony within themselves that will then be reflected back out into the world, for this is the only way to achieve peace. We will not achieve it through imposing our will on others, even through non-violent means such as meditation. It is imperative that we understand to change the world we must begin to make internal choices first. We need to walk our talk rather than just talking it! I feel that by sharing my experiences will help you to understand what I have done to find harmony in my life in hopes of initiating a change within you, to be the best you you can be, to stop following the pack and worrying what everyone else thinks about you. It is not important unless they love you. Everyone matters, EVERYONE!!!!


SACRED CORE VALUES (Part 3 Non-Judgment)


This old saying is so profound, it has lost its meaning and essence over the years but it remains true. My interpretation of this is ‘Judge not others for it is yourself who you judge’ or ‘Judge not others for you will be judged in return‘. Judgement of others is really self-judgement and self-loathing when we get to the core of the issue. It is NEVER about the other person, place or thing. It is never about the circumstance either or the issue at hand in our ‘reality’. When we judge we are judging that which we do not like in our selves, there is no two ways around it. Judgement and discernment are both choices we make based on how we feel inside. When we have a fear-based life we are judgmental but when we live a loving heart-centered life we are discerning.

Judgement shows up all over in our lives. I believe there is a big difference between judgement and discernment; although they mean similar things, the word difference is indicative of the difference in meanings. I feel that when have ‘knee-jerk’ reactions they are the unconscious window to our true feelings and they can be trained or retrained to reflect how we really want to feel. In that retraining we can come in touch with Source, feeling what we are meant to feel, consciously. Nobody actually feels good when standing in a place of judgement just as they do not feel good when being judged; this is because judging is not our essence. Discernment on the other hand is what we really need to use to view our daily lives. I believe this wholly and truly. Judgment comes from the ego but discernment is from the heart while allowing the ego to serve us. I feel that we need to discern differences between positive and negative. Judgment is a negative; it is the placement of our beliefs on others, circumstances, issues or ideals. Discernment serves us more than passing a judgment. When we discern we weigh the circumstance or issue as either positive or negative as a whole, however judging is picking one part and deciding the whole thing is negative. Can you see the difference?

One thing I did to change my ‘knee-jerk’ judgements was to change the ‘idea’ of what I was going to do when in such positions. For example, instead of judging the colour of a jacket, or judging something someone was wearing as awful, I decided to find something BEAUTIFUL about that person immediately and do you know what happened? I judge no one anymore; I have love and compassion for my fellow humans, which has translated into non-judgment of Me. I started this nearly a decade ago, it has stuck and I feel so joyous at the change that has come about within me. We are ALL so beautiful, we are a wondrous race and it is time we started to acknowledge that in ourselves and in each other. I am proud to be Me with all my perfect imperfections!

The biggest and WORST judgment we face in this world is racism. I, for the life of me, cannot ‘wrap my brain around’ the idea, it cannot sit in my heart and for me it is so incomprehensible! I just do not understand how one person or a group of people (pack-mentality) can feel they have the right to judge another based on skin colour, sex, race, religion, culture, or any other reason. It baffles me and always has, these people stand in some serious judgments of themselves and I see this clearly but what I do not understand is what makes them feel they have the right to pass it on to someone else. I have said all my life, “I don’t get it, if you remove our skin, we are all the same!” Even without having to remove our skin, we are all ONE, we ARE the human race and we are a collective consciousness! I still believe it to this day, nothing is ever going to change my heart, and yes, I intend on trying to open the minds of others through my words, the change however is up to you!

Those who use racial slurs and jokes make me cringe, or when they identify others by their cultural basis, or race or any other derogatory identity other than ‘a man’ or ‘a woman’ or ‘a child’. A even betterment of that would be just ‘person’. So next time you are telling a story of your perception of reality, try saying simply, ‘this man’ instead of ‘this “Bl_ck’ man, or ‘this woman’ instead of ‘this “Hi_du” woman’ or instead of calling a homeless person a b_m, have some compassion for the person and the circumstances that lead them to homelessness. I cannot fill in the blanks even for an example it grates on my soul so much, fill it in yourself, you know what I mean we have all done it at one time or another. When others ask you to clarify, don’t, DO NOT allow yourself to give your energy to such derogatory statements and comments, please. I know people from every spectrum of these judgements and I cannot listen, I actually physically ‘tune-out’ for a split second when they use such a term and I get passionately angry when I hear words used like Ni_ _ er, OH how that word makes me feel! I nearly kicked someone out of my car for using it over and over, I was not about to hear it one more time! I have a family member who is an out-right racist and I cannot speak to this person, they are a member of a ‘brother-hood’ and until they can see the error of their ways, I cannot give that person any of my energy. This person is even ½ Native but appear to be white and they deny it and I predict they will eventually die of a heart related disease unless they can mend that within them and embrace the Indian in them. I am of Native descent, I am ½ in fact, my dad was white and my mom was pure-blood (N.A.) Indian, she denied all her life that she was Native and died of heart disease, she died of a broken heart.  

It is no accident that the biggest killer in North America is heart disease. We are not living our life up to our potentials and so our hearts are breaking at an astonishing rate. We must claim our authentic self and move in the direction of right action. In doing so we will be triggered by something bigger than ourselves and we will automatically embrace and practice the things I call Sacred Core Value. We will begin living them and then we will stop dying of heart disease and other diseases on a whole, I feel this so strongly in my heart and with every ounce of my being and am getting emotional just writing these words. We must stop, stop, and stop some more, whatever we want will be provided by our gracious Universe once we understand ourselves at our core. We need not worry about going to ‘work’ when we follow our path, we will become and we will continue to grow into what we are, that being Source Energy – LOVE. When we understand that following our path means be-coming (the coming on of just being) or re-remembering (actually rearranging ourselves to our true member) ourselves we will find that our path will lead to UN-thought of spiritual and personal riches. When we can stop allowing ourselves to be controlled by the ‘Puppet Masters’ and live the way we want to live, we will have no worry about providing for ourselves or our families! We are quite capable of having everything we want when we stop living in fear. Fear is a negative emotion which causes judgment and that is why it feels so bad but we have the ability to change it, just look into your heart.

It is not always an easy thing to do but if we want to see the world change we must stop judging ourselves, we must not let our egos destroy us through negative self-talk. We are perfectly imperfect! Embrace that, love it, stop measuring you against an-other as there is no perfection individually. When you are ‘holding yourself up to’ someone elses ideas of perfection, you are setting yourself up for devastating failure and guess what, that is not the way we are meant to be! We are individuals to live as such, to bring our own personal diversity to the amazing and beautiful world we live on, not to be like someone else because they are already that person. We cannot continue to hurt ourselves, it makes my heart ache knowing that there are so many people out there who cannot see the beauty in themselves but I do understand as I too once stood in a baffling place of self judgment and it caused me illness to which I thought there was no end. We have GOT TO love ourselves first and foremost! Doing so is ‘being’ the change we want to see in the world. Then and only then will our perceptions change and so too will the world we live in.

I AM a Star, I AM an Ocean, I AM a tree, but my heart is Me, My Spirit is Me!




I would like to start by wishing you all a wonderfully abundant New Year and I sincerely Thank ALL of You for YOUR Love, well wishes, support and wonderful feedback, it makes my ‘job’ so enjoyable! I also appreciate your patience as you have waited for this; Part 2 of my series on SACRED CORE VALUES.

As we begin this New Year of 2013, I would like to share one of my sincerest wishes for everyONE this year and every year from now on. I wish that you ALL find LOVE… PURE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE! (The Love I talk about in my blogs is always in reference to UNconditional Love, unless otherwise stated.) I do not mean Love as in needing a ‘partner’ or ‘mate’ sense, but if you already have Love for yourself and you would like to have a ‘partner’ to share it with, then it is my wish for you too! What I mean here though and the Love I am talking about is Love for yourself, for ALL other humans, all animals, all plants, all minerals, and even all insects & bugs, etc. It is my wish that you all ‘feel’ just how intricately we are ALL connected and how we are all dependent on one an-other, to survive and THRIVE. I wish for you to all ‘see’ this and to have a higher consciousness of this inter-connectedness. Once we can see that we all need each-other and we can come to Love that we are in fact, ‘dependent’ on each-other then we can drop all the judgements we have towards others, forgive everything and start treating one an-other­, ALL other life forms, with esteem and respect! We are ALL a part of Nature, why would our Sacred Mother have all the beauty in and on the world but leave us out, it does not make sense and that just is not the case. God gave Mother the idea and she created us, we are Loved by both and we ARE Love!

I stated in my ‘SACRED CORE VALUES Introduction’ that the journey to FORGIVENESS, LOVE, (non)JUDGEMENT AND R-S-E-P-E-C-T! for others was not a ‘hard’ one for me. On the other hand though, the journey for me to be able to have UNconditional Love for myself, certainly was. I ‘Loved’ myself but at that time, I did not understand self-Love the way I do now and so I attached ‘conditions’ to it. The journey to Love others was not hard for me (as I said) and it was directly because of that Love I was able to realize that Loving an-other, meant I could have (UNconditional) Love for me too! Then it hit me – I had to Love myself equally and genuinely, it only made sense, it was logical and for once, my ego served me in a positive way.

Finding this Love allowed me to ‘surrender’ to Source and now; I live each day, every day in a state of happiness. Regardless of whether I am having, a great day or a bad day does not matter because my experiences are less ‘painful’ and I still get to learn and through ‘my’ experiences, Source learns and we expand. I know in my heart that I will never ever be led down the hardest path or turned in the ‘wrong’ direction anymore because of this Love and I now know, I will always take the path of ‘least resistance’ to learn the same lessons. I used to learn through hardship and physical pain and now I get the same lesson but through a much softer and gentler method. Gone are the days of allowing my ego to beat me up and keep me in pain & suffering all the time. I feel my heart chakra wide open all day, every day. I used to ‘think’ it was anxiety and that IS what it felt like but that was when I lived in fear, now that I live in Love, I can feel ‘It’ swirling from my heart and what a glorious feeling IT is!

I used to beat myself up about many different things which were totally unfounded, for instance; I used to ‘think’ (ego) I was a bad mother because my disabilities! I honestly felt that because they made me unable to ‘physically’ participate in my children’s lives at times that I was not giving them everything I had, when in fact, I actually gave them more. When we talk, I am completely present, I am not half-assed paying attention, they get my entire focus for the length of the conversation. I was not able to see how wonderfully rounded they were despite what I felt was my deficiency was, even with the encouragement from others who could see.

Often I will say, ‘if we physically beat ourselves up the way we do mentally and emotionally, through negative self-talk, we would be sick & dis-eased and broken & bruised’. I know this for fact because sadly, I did it to me. It was unconscious but now that I AM aware and conscious and have Love for me, I cannot and do not live in that state anymore and I have begun the process of healing on all levels of my being. This is my wish for YOU too! If you are wondering how I could have ‘injured’ myself through negative feelings towards myself, you may understand by reading my piece on ‘HEALING’. All the broken bones I suffered and all the dis-ease I lowered myself into (vibration) are clear indications of exactly how we do this to ourselves. I do not mean to say that they all came from dwelling on the negative in this particular regard but many of them certainly did but I cannot tell you which ones exactly are a result of the ‘bad mother’ feelings.   

Having said all this I would like to share a method I have used on occasion to assist in getting myself into a vibration of Unconditional Love. I Love my children with ALL my heart and soul, despite how I used to feel about my mothering ‘deficiencies’. The Love of a child is one of such purity and it never seems to stun new moms when they look at their newborn baby and feel overwhelmed at the amount of Love they can have for an-other person. Using the Love for a child is a wonderful way to get yourself into that amazing vibration and when we can hold it and project it towards others is when we can start to realize that it is possible to Love anyone, even ‘strangers’. If you don’t have children in your life, pets are another great way to find that Love, pets and children love us Unconditionally, they do not know our ‘flaws’ and even if they did – they wouldn’t care. When we Love our pets as if they are family we hold that same vibration of Love and using the method above, we can use our Love for them to Love ourselves and others as well.

We are all part of the ‘human-race’ and that connects us, it does NOT matter what sex, religion or colour we are. Human is human! The fact that we share everything on this Earth with every other living creature, plant, mineral etc. connects us all together too. We ALL live on Earth. Earth and humans are approximately the same ‘make up’, humans have the same water to bone ratio as the Earths water to land ratio. Earths rivers & streams are like our arteries & veins, the Earth has a heartbeat, an electo-magnetic field, the same vibrational fields and we are all created by Source with Sacred Geometry, this connects us.  These are some small examples of how ‘we’ are all connected. (I will do more on ‘Connectedness’ in the future but for now I hope this will allow you to see that we are not so different, despite ‘what’ we are.)

UNconditional Love is the highest vibrational state we can attain in this 3rd dimension. There is another Love, OMNI-LOVE, which is actually a higher vibration than UNconditional Love but that is attained once we reach a certain level of ascension, meaning, once we attain Love for all OTHER life on this planet. It is the Love of the Universe and beyond all the way to Source. I also said in my ‘Introduction’ that, “I believe ALL Love is UNconditional Love because I do not feel that we cannot express that ‘we Love’ and then attach conditions to it”. To me that just is not what the essence of Love really is. Source, God, Divinity is all LOVE and there are no ‘conditions’ there. Having Love that is has conditions attached to it can still be Love, the way you understand it but to me when I say, ‘I Love’ I mean wholly and truly, without ‘conditions’ and with ALL my heart and soul. When I express my Love, I mean nothing has to change or be changed for me to be satisfied, you do not have to change anything about you for me to Love you… Absolutely NOTHING at all, because I see and accept the perfection of your imperfection, just as I do with myself.

We spend too much time in the past, dwelling on the things we ‘should’ have done, but this just does not make sense when you understand that ‘we did the best we could with what we had’ in that moment, even if we think that we ‘knew’ better. We cannot change the past so the best thing we can do for ourselves is to accept what we did and (perhaps) make better choices in the future, embrace what we learned from the experience and forgive ourselves. Stop judging your past, let go of it – you cannot change it so why keep running past events through your mind, over and over? Does it really serve you or does it make you feel worse? How about shifting your focus to the here and NOW, live for today, Love that you get to wake up and have another chance every day. Plan something wonderful for your future and believe that you deserve it, despite what you may have done before. We are all supposed to make mistakes and learn from them, that is one of the reasons we are here. If we lived ‘perfect’ lives, there would be NO reason for us to be here, we certainly do not learn as much from ‘being’ perfect as we do from our errors. No matter how big or small every experience is important for self-awareness and growth and often it is the hardest times we have that we learn from the greatest. However, would you not rather learn the same lesson but through an ‘easier’ way? Loving yourself, UNconditionally, can give you that, I know this for FACT! This is what I am trying to say to you and I sincerely hope that you will understand and that you will forgive your misdeeds and those of others, stop judging yourself, everyone and everything, then give everyone & everything else including yourself, the respect deserved, through Love! We are all worth it, You are worth it, I believe in you and I LOVE YOU!

Peace, Love and Happiness be with you!



SACRED CORE VALUES (Part 1-Introduction)


I say what I mean, and I mean what I say; I AM a person who strives to ‘walk my talk’. All the things I write about and talk about are not just a ‘nice idea’ or saying for me; they ARE my lifestyle and it really is for everyone however we cannot always see it. When someone trespasses against me or I trespass against someone, I immediately forgive on a human-to-human level, which allows me to forgive on a person-to-person level. However, forgiving on a personal level (them and/or myself) may take me more time but I always get there because of the immediate forgiveness I hold in my heart.  I have UN-conditional love for everyone, which allows me to stand in place of complete and total NON-judgement of others. Having said this, I believe ‘love’ is always UN-conditional for how can we say ‘we love’ and yet attach conditions to that love and I feel that the term love is both used too loosely these days and not used enough. Moreover, when we have UN-conditional love we automatically have respect, drop all judgements and forgive faster/easier. These things do not always happen in this order, but when it comes to the bottom line, this is what ends up happening. How glorious it is to have these feelings for my family, friends and humankind. I know that NOBODY is perfect; I’m certainly not but it is okay and I am not alone because we are all flawed, perfectly! God intentionally made us this way so we can learn to accept that we all MUST make mistakes, experience emotion and feel feelings in order for souls to grow, AND for God to grow.

This was not that hard of a journey for me unlike some others I have had, but it was a long one as I did it in steps over my entire lifetime and continue to. In no way do I mean to come across arrogant or give off the air of superiority. I am simply sharing my feelings and beliefs with you; how I feel about people, and  myself. Even better and more import is for me to share the steps I took; which created the processes to get to these places. If my life can be related to in any way, then so can the steps and processes and if that helps to make one persons life better then ALL the pain (and joy) I lived through helps me to understand how we all ‘feel‘ for each other. By that I mean, if certain feelings knowledge or ideas obtained through my experiences are able to make an-others life better without them having to go through the pain or trauma I went through, then I truly have felt FOR them, this can also be understood as ‘living vicariously through another’. ‘Feeling For’ someone else should not to be confused with empathy, sympathy or relating, for these are a different context than what I am talking about. I am of total understanding that we ALL have to live our own life and walk our own path but by learning through the turmoil of a close friend or family member is much easier on us than experiencing some things ourselves. To me, this is letting others teach us and can be equated to allowing Source to carry our load for us; since we are all extensions of Source. We all have a story where we learned from another and when put in the same situation decided to do something different based on the experience we were told about, they felt FOR US.

The last 8 years have been the best learning curve of my life and I am just so excited to live life every single day because there was a time, in the not so distant past when I lived in darkness and serious illness. I did not even have the desire to live but as I heal I find life has so much more meaning to me and for me. Now that I’ve ‘grown up‘ and continue to ‘grow up, I am living up to the potential I am capable of which helps to make life easier, now it is ‘wonderfully’ abundant and just flows because I am not stuck in the same patterns of resistance, to anyone or anything.

I feel that the true meaning of ‘growing-up’ has lost its essence, to me it means expanding ourselves positively, living on a higher plain, getting closer to Source; growing upwards. I do not use the term the way it is used today, the way we tell each other to ‘grow-up’ but mean become an adult, act more mature or stop acting so childish, etc. I honestly believe that we can all get here if we can get out of our heads & egos and start living from the heart, living love. This means communicating (speaking/hearing/listening), seeing, touching, feeling and experiencing EVERYTHING that goes on in our lives from a ‘heart-centered’ place. It is our ego which can & will destroy us if we don’t use our hearts to understand and experience things and it can make life so tremendously difficult to live. I do believe our ego serves a purpose; I believe it is to keep us in balance in this ‘reality’ for example; we don’t bring home every stray animal off the street, if we cannot even feed our own family. In this sense the ego serves us rather than us serving the ego, as well it is possible to live in ego and not be ‘egotistical’. When we can acknowledge whether or not our lives are too ego-based is when we can truly enter a place of alignment and enlightenment. And I would just like to add that having balance between the heart and ego doesn’t mean it has to be equal parts of each because it all depends on our other beliefs and experiences. The balance I have between my heart and ego has shifted, from more ego and less heart to more heart and less ego which has facilitated my healing, obviously this means that before my shift having more ego is what kept me in a state of chronic pain and dis-ease because I knew in my heart I was not living up to my potential. And, I intentionally put it this way so you can examine your own life to see if you can find your own balance which make you happy health and whole.

I do not mean to imply that I am always happy and joyous and that everything in my life goes perfect, although it seems to more and more each day I choose to live. How could I possibly live without ‘bad’ days or have events in my life that allow me to experience feelings that aren’t always ‘perfect’. If that were the case, it would mean I am done my journey and would transcend. I am happy to have those times that are not perfect or that are ‘painful’ because they allow me to grow on every level of my being. I have come through the darkness to the light, everything I write here is my experience and the lessons I learned along the way. I have learned how important it is that I get to have the choice of ‘reaction’ (judgement). I have ‘free-will’ about how to react to certain situations and experiences in my life. I do not ‘dwell’ on anything anymore unless it is a positive change I am making (love). Having lived in the darkness for most of my life, it is so important to me that I am able to share what I have learned. I know now how easily we can manifest pain and hurt in our life through the positive or negative perspective we view events through. I no longer need to feel pain in my life and especially not the kind which took me to thoughts as serious and damaging as suicide (forgiveness). It’s so much easier because I get to understand the feelings of others and to experience through them too, rather than always having to experience things myself because of my ego (respect).

This is an introduction to a series of blogs I will be doing on; Love, Forgiveness, Judgement and Respect. I believe these are sacred values we all need to strive to live with; we all need to hold them in our HEART (core) in order for the world’s community to heal, to have peace and to stop the warring going on around the globe. I have hope that we will all make it there, that we will all grow and learn to ‘just get along’ through love for each other.  I know we can get there and what a wonderful world it will be when we do! I have faith in humankind, I have faith in Love, I have faith in Forgiveness, I have faith in Respect and I have faith we can all stop ‘negative’ judgements on each other, above all I have faith in YOU. We all live on this planet; we are obligated to work together for the good of the ‘Whole’.

In closing I would like to share a quote that I live by each and everyday of my life, I don’t remember who said it but it is, “BE THE CHANGE YOU WANT TO SEE IN THE WORLD” this is so profound and is similar to “DO ONTO OTHERS AS YOU WOULD HAVE DONE ONTO YOU”

Peace within means “Peace-OUT’